Self-Esteem Is the Price of Death

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Angeli sat on the sofa located next to the door. Steven approached Mama Kirana who was sitting on her bed against the door.

Steven sat next to Mama Kirana, Mama Kirana immediately hugged him while shedding tears.

Realizing Mama Kirana's deep sadness, Steven tried to calm her down, he regretted why last night did not accompany Mama Kirana, because Papa Antonio was abroad.

"Ma, last night Brother Aaron had no intention to explain to Angeli." Steven opened the conversation.

"Mama was wrong, mama didn't explain to Angeli." wiping the tears that were endlessly wetting her cheeks.

"Ma, please explain to me, what are you hiding? I used to be so small I couldn't remember what happened ma." Steven asked Mama Kirana.

Mama Kirana immediately explained to Steven "When you were pregnant with your seventh child and you were expecting to have a daughter, because we already had a lot of boys."

"At that time my mom and dad promised that our daughter would grant all her wishes. We also promised that whatever he did, we would not ban him. We just want him to be happy in his own way."

"When your gestational age reaches seven months, you feel tremendous pain. That night it was raining so hard, lightning was relentlessly striking, papa was forced to beg the midwife to be ready to go home to check on her. But, the midwife could not handle the mama, mama had to be operated on a cesarean that night. Because otherwise we would not have survived, we went straight to the hospital."

"When your baby is born safely, your mom and dad are very happy because the baby is a baby girl, we give the name Angelina Alexandria which means the guardian angel of mankind." Mama Kirana smiled a little.

"When Angeli was a child, my mother once yelled at her, but at once Angeli had a severe fever and her papa business went bankrupt. We think maybe because we've broken a promise."

"Since then my mother did not dare to disturb anything Angeli did. Although Angeli's behavior like that, but Angeli is the child of good luck, mama is very fond of Angeli." Her tears are back.

"Mama knows mama is wrong, let her live according to her wishes, mama also feels sinful because she never advised him. But, how else? mom had to let it."

Angeli who listened to Mama Kirana's explanation immediately ran to hug her mother.

"Ma, I'm sorry." That was all that could be said from Angeli's lips, because she had trouble speaking as she cried.

Angeli continued to cry on Kirana's mother's lap without saying a word, in her deepest heart she regretted all her bad deeds towards her parents.

For too long crying, he was unconscious. Steven immediately took Angeli to his room and laid her down, Kirana's mother followed Steven. Mama Kirana enveloped Angeli and compressed her with warm water.

Every now and then Mama Kirana kissed her beloved puree in the hope that nothing bad would happen to her brain nerves.

"Stevens." Mama Kirana opened the conversation.

"Yes ma." Steven's shocked.

"Please call Boyke, I'm afraid something's happened to Angeli." Mama Kirana's orders.

"Good ma." Steven rushed to pick up the Hand Phone to contact Boyke. Om Boyke is the younger brother of Papa Antonio, who is also Angeli's personal physician.

Not long after, Steven approached Mama Kirana "Ma, om can not come, he was busy. Said om let Angeli rest first. If in seven hours he doesn't wake up, I'm told to call you again."

"All right, I hope Angeli's okay." Seen Mama Kirana's anxiety.

"Ma, Mama just rest, let me accompany Angeli." pinta Steven.

"alright. Please take good care of Angeli huh." Mama Kirana pecked Angeli's forehead and left her in the room with Steven.

"Let's just relax ma, without even mama pinta I'll always take care of her." Steven approached Angeli.

An hour had passed, Angeli still had not woken up either. Steven was sleeping on the sofa by the window of Angeli's room.

"Mama. Mama." cried Angeli and woke up from her sleep. Angeli continued to cry incessantly regretting her actions.

Hearing Angeli's sobs, Steven woke up and approached Angeli. "Dear not to cry, crying will not solve the problem."

"I want to be alone!" Angeli snapped at Steven.

"OK, if that's what you want!" Steven left Angeli.

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