Seikhlas Love Afifa

Wedding Photo.

Fauzi's black car drove away from the large mall's parking area, after they prayed isya at the mosque Mall of course. During the journey the two fell silent into their minds, their faces seemed radiant, occasionally looking at each other and smiling, smiling, the fear that had been holding back all this time and his mind had now disappeared as their meeting with Wulan ended.

"Sister..cok through here?" Afifa asked when she realized the road was not the way to her house.

"We're going to the boarding school first, to see Kiyai," Fauzi replied.

"But it's already night, shouldn't it be tomorrow to see him?, it will even bother him".

"No, he's been waiting, I called him".

"But Brother..."

"Why? My wife can't wait to go home?" A seductive smile rose from Fauzi's lips.

"Well, I'm not. I just don't feel good about him".

Fauzi just smiled, then clasped Afifa's hand with his left.

at 10:30 they arrived at the pesantren, the atmosphere of the dipesantren was quiet, ordinary daily activities were closed at 10 pm. After parking his car in the pesantren yard, the two immediately headed to the house What kiyai and knocked on the door of his house, it turns out that Kiyai herself opened the door, she was indeed waiting for their arrival.

They were welcome to enter, food and drink were available, it seemed that Ceuceu had prepared everything before he went to bed.

"Come in!" Say What Kiyai.

The two nodded then stepped towards the living room.

"Are we interrupting What?" Ask Fauzi.

"Of course not, What is waiting for you, Ceuceu has also gone to sleep, so you do not have to hesitate to reveal everything" Kiyai explained.

"Before I apologize What, always troublesome What with various problems I face", said Fauzi later

"Son.kid you two already What do you think like a child What is it, you grew up here, learned to prepare for the future here, if something happens in your future, of course What is very happy if you are involved, if you are involved, can anything else help you guys".

Afifa only listened to the conversation between the teacher and the students in front of him.

"How is it going now?" Ask What Kiyai later.

"That's alhamdulillah What, everything can be solved, of course with the help of Whatever, we have met and talked to each other" Fauzi explained everything Wulan had said, including Talita's status, and Fauzi's already getting an apology from Wulan.

"Thank God, what's happy for you. Well Fauzi..now you're relieved and there's nothing more to fear in your domestic relationship isn't there?"

Fauzi was silent for a moment as if thinking about something, "Somewhat, I don't know yet, whether the feeling of trauma will just disappear when I get in touch with my wife, although it is clear that the word sorry I have got". Fauzi turned to his wife, Afifa looked back at her husband, a concern from the gaze of the two.

"Then, this is your mental problem that cannot distinguish one incident in common between the halal and the haram" What kiyai spoke in a serious tone. "This can be said, you're having a Physicological trauma," Did Kiyai let out a long sigh.

"Many people take the word trauma so lightly, as if it could be a pronoun of fear. Psychological trauma is deeper than fear. This feeling can arise when the sense of security or the feeling of security in doing something, is lost.

This feeling will make you struggle with sadness, bad memories and lingering anxiety.Even losing confidence in front of your wife, you will always consider yourself to be always guilty

After you get your apology from the source of your problem, it's only the first stage, now you have to focus on your mental recovery, in which case only your wife can help". Did kiyai look at Afifa.

Afifa was quite shocked to hear everything that What Kiyai said.

"What should I do What?" ask Afifa.

"Of course, you must continue to try it, so that a husband and wife relationship is not considered taboo for Your Husband, reassure Your Husband, that the intimate relationship that has been bound in a marriage is not something that is illegal, but a worship in islam".

Afifa and Fauzi pensively listened to the explanation of What Kiyai was.

"Have you ever studied the book of Uqudulujaen?"

Fauzi and Afifa nodded.

"Of course you already know the rights and obligations of husband and wife. Just what will remind you that Marriage is one of the worship that the feeling of pleasure is greater than the burdened feeling, he said, so that the sense of happiness after the wedding is much more dominant than the understanding to appreciate the shortcomings of each.

One of the most visible pleasures through marriage is being able to have intimate relations with the opposite sex lawfully (justified in sharia).

However, before engrossed in the worship, a husband should notice the customs that need to be done before having sex with the wife.

There are several adab quoted from the book Qurratu al-‘Uyun bi Syarh Nazhm Ibn al-Yaamuun by Muhammad al-Tuhami al-Madani al-Fasi, before meeting a couple to have intercourse also do some of his Sunnah practices in the form of entering with the right foot, reading the basmalah, and saying prayers to the Prophet, then saying greetings.

Then, perform the sunnah prayers of two rakaats or more, reading al-Fatihah three times and al-Ikhlash three times. Continued by praying three times then pray to Allah Swt. so that people can get along well with him and continue to love him.

Although actually praying sunnah before having intercourse there is no clear sanad demands from the Prophet, but it is appropriate for someone to be grateful by praying for the gift that has been given by Allah, so that the enjoyment of the world that was haram became halal"

Afifa and Fauzi remained silent, until Afifa finally began to open her voice, "Well What, I'll try"

"Did you put your wedding photos in the room?" Ask What Kiyai

Afifa jolted, she just realized that in her room there was not a single photo of their wedding, why could she forget the most important moment? Afifa and Fauzi shook their heads.

"Try putting your wedding photos in your room, so that you always remember Zi.., that you are married and the relationship you are in is not something that is illegal". Did kiyai pause for a moment, "If necessary keep your marriage certificate under the pillow when going to have sex". Did Kiyai laugh lightly.

Fauzi smiled at the words of this great man in front of him, sounding like a joke but it was true. Afifa just bowed, and blushed.

"Thank you for all the advice What, I am grateful for having come to the right person, hopefully after this all our household problems are resolved". Fauzi.

"Together, it's already night, you better rest, you guys just stay here, there's an empty room in the back". Pa Kiyai

"Thank you What, we'll just go home". Answer Fauzi.

"Hmmm..all right, but you guys be careful, it's past midnight".

"Well, excuse me".

Fauzi and Afifa said goodbye, they stepped in with the do'a blessing of their teacher.

***

The morning prayer rang, Afifa woke up, she was silent to remember the events of last night. She realized on the way home that she was asleep in the car seat, maybe her husband moved her to the bed.

Afifa smiled to herself, wondering what her husband did last night, so good is my sleep? until I didn't wake up when Aji's sister was holding me?, he murmured, probably because it was too late plus a heavy burden on his mind that was now gone to make his sleep so soundly without burden.

Fauzi's hand was still coiled in his stomach, Afifa shifted his body slowly, then got up and entered the bathroom to cleanse himself and ablaze. When she finished, she went out and woke her husband up.

"Sister..."Afifa patted her husband's shoulder gently, "Let's wake up at dawn".

"Right, Come on Wudlu first! I wait, we worship at home, to the mosque has also been left behind".

"Astaghfirulloh..why do I sleep so well?" Fauzi got up and walked to the bathroom.

After both prayers and recitation for a while, Fauzi continued to yawn.

"Kak Aji sleeps again, Fifa wakes up at 6"

"You yourself? want to sleep too?"

"No, this early in the morning there is a lot that Fifa has to do, especially now that she has to go to school, Sis Aji sleep!"

Fauzi nodded and laid his body back on the bed.

Afifa took care of her prayer tools, then rushed to do her morning routine, after she saw the clock had shown at 6 am, Afifa woke her husband, Fauzipun woke up and went to take a bath.

Afifa was already getting ready with her teaching clothes, finished polishing her face and wearing a veil matching her uniform, Fauzi came out of the bathroom and put on the clothes that Afifa had prepared on the bed.

After neatly approaching his wife who was still standing in front of the mirror, Fauzi hugged Afifa's body from behind, dropping her head on Afifa's shoulders,

"Do you have to go to school today?"

Afifa paused for a moment, then answered her husband's question, "Yes Brother..."

"Can't you ask your Uncle for permission today to stay home?"

Afifa smiled, then turned her body to her husband, "No Sister.Today was the last Thursday I met with the children before their Monday Semester Test" while wrapping her hands around her husband's neck.

Fauzi holds Afifa's waist and lifts her body up to sit on the dresser, her lips closing in and****** Afifa's lips long enough.

Afifa was shocked, she thought, if she should just stay at home today, maybe her husband wants to do it now.

Fauzi let go of his kiss, then smiled and walked over to pick up the phone that was still attached to the charger cable on the nightstand.

"Sister..do you not want me to go to school today?" asked Afifa who was still sitting on the dressing table, her makeup equipment was scattered there.

"It's okay to go, I just want to say good morning through your lips" Fauzi said.

"But maybe you want to..."

Fauzi laughed lightly, "No for this morning, but I don't know if it's night" Fauzi blinked her eyes and passed leaving Afifa who gasped in shock at her husband's demeanor, she almost jumped down from the dresser, then cleaned up her messy makeup kit because of her husband.

After breakfast Afifa left for school, as well as Fauzi as usual went to his shop.

***

At two o'clock Afifa went home, after parking her motorbike she immediately opened the door and entered the house, when the door opened Afifa's eyes were fixed on several wedding photos of herself displayed in every corner of the room, Emmm..so sweet.

He also entered his room, when opening the door of the room, his eyes widened when he saw two large photos on the walls of his room equipped with a large frame of beautiful gold.

One photo of herself with Fauzi at the reception, hanging from the wall just above the bed, Afifa wore a peach-colored dress with a simple but elegant designe with a position leaning against Fauzi's chest while holding flowers in her hand, Fauzi in an old ash suit, standing around his left arm to Afifa's shoulder, his right hand holding Afifa's waist, both smiling with eyes fixed on the flower Afifa was holding.

Another photo of her with Fauzi wearing a white dress and a white jasko when she had just finished her engagement, standing with an open marriage book, both smiling to show her new status, it was placed in the wall right in front of his bed.

Afifa smiled, she laid her body on the bed while continuing to stare at the photo in front of her, When did Kak Aji do all this? is this the quickest time that this big photo is finished? hmmmmm... Sis Aji so sweet...

Afifa continued to smile imagining her husband's sweet face, not feeling his body rolling around on the bed until the school uniform and hijab he still wore were tangled.

Afifa regained her senses when her cell phone's notification rang, she immediately picked it up from inside the bag, a message from her husband, with a beaming face she immediately opened it, she immediately opened it,

Assalamualaikum, are you home, baby?

"Waalaikum greetings, It's 😊"

Do you like the picture?

"Like, sangnggat likes 😙"

Don't tease me this afternoon, I'm still working.

"😰 Who's flirting?"

That's your emot

"Oh..sorry...it's already 😄"

huuuhu...😥

"No.. I'm kidding, o ya want to eat tonight?"

No need to cook us delivery only, I have prepared everything, you just rest at home, who knows we will stay overnight 😉😉😉

"😰😰😰😰😰"

Assalamualaikum, 😙😙😙

"Greetings waalaikum"

Afifa was still clutching her phone, lying on the bed, her face beaming and red.

Afifa was so happy to get a message from her husband today? his heart continued to pound, his heart flowered, it felt impatient to wait for the night to come, as if it would face the first night alone, even though it was actually the first night that was delayed more than 7 months...😀

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