Seikhlas Love Afifa

Crying Last Night

Afifa sobbed, her heart was so sick. The feeling of humiliation and feeling unloved continued to rage in her heart. I can't just shut up. I gotta talk. Thought it.

"Didn't Aji's sister love Afifa?" The question was enough to shock Fauzi. But there was no answer from his lips.

"Then why did Aji marry me?

Or maybe there's someone else you love, so I'm just a hindrance to you?" His tears came out more and more with the words he said.

Fauzi felt guilty seeing his wife's condition. "Not so deck..."

Afifa's cry stopped. She stood close to her husband.His gaze was sharp looking straight at her husband's eyeballs that looked cute. "Sir...? that call... Don't you think that Aji's brother only thinks of me as a sister?"

"No. deck... It's not so..." Fauzi raised both hands, hoping to calm his wife's emotions.

"Or maybe Aji's brother just pity me because I'm a poor boy? Isn't that...?" Afifa's tearful eyes continued to stare at her husband as if probing waiting for an answer from the person before her.

"Enough... !it's not all what you think." Fauzi's voice was rising.

Afifa fell silent, her heart ached, her eyes twinkled, not expecting her husband to dare to snap at her. He could no longer hold back his tears. Afifa turned back, she fell on the bed, with her prone position her tears broke.

Fauzi only noticed his wife's body was shaken by crying.

"One day I will talk." he said slowly and left Afifa, drowning in tears.

*****

Afifa awoke at dawn. "Astaghfirulloh..." He was shocked and immediately sat on the bed. Afifa had bad luck today, no matter what time she just slept, she cried all night.

Her eyes went around looking for her husband.

how did he get to be in this room after last night? her mind.

But where is he? I don't know...

Afifa did not want to dissolve in his mind, he immediately got up, rushed to the bathroom to clean himself, saw his face in the mirror, his eyes seemed swollen from crying last night, several times he rubbed his eyes.

"Yeahhhh... Can I go to college today with a face like this...." Afifa was stunned at the thought of what people would say upon seeing her condition.

Afifa wudzu, put on her clothes and then entered the mosque for dawn prayers.

Finished Afifa prayers pray to the creator.

"Yeah Alloh... You are the owner of all nature, the owner of my body and soul, the owner of my husband's body and soul. Forgive me all my sins, the sins of my mother and brother and the sins of my husband. You have united us in a holy bond of marriage. Please give peace in our household, give us a way to solve every problem we face. Aamiin..."

The day is almost bright. Afifa closed the Qur'an and then cleaned up the prayer equipment. She rushed to the front room, opened the curtains of the glass cover of her house, her heart hoped that someone would appear in front of her house.Yes, her husband usually came home from the mosque after morning prayers.

Afifa was sitting in the guest chair, her eyes blankly staring out the glass of her house.

his body was limp, his mind was so messed up.

At 6 a.m., Afifa woke up from her daydream when a woman said hello behind her door.

Afifa immediately got up and opened the door and answered his greetings when he knew the guest was bi Yati.

Afifa tried to smile to hide her sadness. "Oh. bi Yati. let's go in bi." Afifa is friendly.

"Yes.thank you non." Bi yati came in and sat down in the guest chair.

"What is bi... so early this morning have you been visiting hehe... indeed in the store has been settled?" Afifa deliberately joked a little so that her mood calmed down.

"I'm sorry, Non.. auntie bothers you?" bi Yati back nanya.

"Ah... no bi. I'm even smiling, there are friends chatting."

"Non Afifa must be sad huh. at Nak Aji's stay to semarang?"

Afifa tried to digest bi Yati's speech. A semarang? since when did Aji go to Semarang? why isn't he saying goodbye?her mind. But Afifa did not show his surprise. Afifa did not want Bi Yati to think that they had just fought.

"Ah. i.ii bi."

"Non Afifa don't be sad. Aunty will accompany non here for three days Nak Aji goes huh."

Afifa smiled.." thanks bi..."

"Night Nak Aji nitipin Non to aunty.he had to go deliver supplies to his sister's shop in Semarang. Do not cry continuously. Later also go home" Bi Yati teases Afifa.

"Haha. Afifa is okay..." Afifa tried to laugh.

"Auntie knows Non. You are newlyweds. do not want to be left for a while." bi Yati smiled tempting Afifa. "aunt also never understand the same thing Non." They both laughed.

*****

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