Seikhlas Love Afifa

My Heart is So Broken...

Asfir's car came out of Sofi's yard and then shot towards the road to Afifa's house.

During the trip Farid turned the road to Asfir who did not know the direction to the house of Afifa, while sharpening his eyes on every motorcyclist, as well as everyone who was seen passing through the streets.

"Rids...Afifa why the?" asked Asfir interrupted his busy driving, his gaze continued to concentrate on the road in front of him.

"Later I'll tell you. You focus on driving".

Asfir did not ask any more. only occasionally asked, "front left or right". several times he asked and continued to be answered by farid according to the direction towards the house of Afifa.

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Afifa continued to drive his motorcycle, darting across the streets that are quite stretchy. The breeze of the cold night wind was unable to make his heart that continued to heat up cold, cold, even she did not realize that she only wore thin syar'i dress with a hijab fluttering behind her helmet because her jacket was left behind in Sofi's house.

Now his heart is really broken, so many incidents that hurt his heart on these two days, ranging from Farid's speech on campus, the tragedy of a woman's photo last night, and now Farid's words, which made him feel like he was struck by a great bolt of lightning, sent his heart breaking into pieces. If only he could slightly reduce the burden on his mind, he wanted to scream through the silence of the night.

Afifa inexhaustible thought, A little complexity that occurred in his household that became a problem and the source of his unhappiness that he had been keeping meetings as his personal secret, is now revealed to others. Afifa never told anyone the problem, even to her parents, let it be a secret of God, she and her husband and now why the secret is known to the person she really wants to avoid.

Questions kept raging in his mind. At first glance she thought, maybe her own husband said that to Farid. Butwhy? and for what?

Afifa wiped away the tears that kept rushing on her cheeks with her left hand using the veil that dangled before her, if the night was not dark maybe people will be surprised to see a woman riding a motorcycle fast while continuing to sob and hold until a hiccup is heard.

Afifa was confused, where she should go, wanted her to come to her parents' house, complained about all her problems, or maybe just hugged her and slept on her mother's lap to let go of all the fatigue she had in mind.

Afifa turned his motorcycle towards his parents' house, After almost five minutes, he suddenly stopped the bike, thinking back, what would they think if suddenly I came alone nights, all by myself, Ah..it will only disturb their minds or also make their hearts hurt. I don't want that to happen. Afifa immediately turned the direction back to the road leading to his house.

I better solve this problem myself.

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Farid POV #

Where did you go Fa...? there is no way a car with a fast speed like this can not catch up with the meticulous motor driven by a woman.

Forgive me for unintentionally putting out words that hurt you. I am a fool, why do I not knowingly say that. Yeah maybe that's one of the reasons I came back to you, but I shouldn't have said it.

But I really love you Fa, I can't stand watching you keep crying, I can't stand to see you tormented by your marriage.

I would be so happy and sincere to let go of this love that has been embedded in my heart for so long, if I knew you were living happily with anyone who was your life partner.

I know your husband is so good, and has a love that is no less great than his for you, If it wasn't your own husband who asked me to come back to you and make you happy maybe I would never want to disturb your household.

Please protect him, don't let anything bad happen to him.

*****

Asfir's car arrived in front of Afifa's house. Farid hurried to open the car door and walked towards the gate.

"Ah..the gate is locked from the outside" said Farid as he directed his eyes psda a large padlock hanging near the gate.

Asfir got out of the car when he saw his best friend was confused. "Why Rid?"

Farid did not answer just pointing towards the padlock, both of his hands rubbing roughly his head pulling him backward.

"It's possible that Afifa hasn't reached home yet".

"But we didn't see him during the trip?" Farid looked very riled up, he kept pacing in front of the gate and occasionally holding the padlock to make sure that it was completely locked from the outside.

"Maybe we missed it because it's dark. calm first Rid. We wait here for a moment, who knows Afifa took another path".

"Yes aampuuun..Where are you Fa...?"

"Let's calm down, we'll pray that nothing bad happens to him."

Asfir's words calmed Farid down enough, he agreed to wait for him for a while, although his worries could not be hidden, occasionally he squatted down, then walked back and forth while looking into the fence of the house sometimes also into the streets.

It had been 10 minutes they waited for finally a motorbike to stop in front of them.

Farid who was squatting stood up and approached Afifa. "Are you okay, Fa?" he hurriedly looked at Afifa's entire body from top to bottom. Afifa just stared intently at Farid. "So I was worried about you, that's why me and Asfir followed you, but I..."

"Now I'm home and nothing happens to me. Is that enough???" Afifa's words stopped Farid's words.

Farid let out a long breath. "Thank God..."

"Thank you for worrying about me, but I don't need it, it's late.excuse me..." Afifa got off the bike, took the key from inside her bag, opened the big lock and pushed the gate violently.

Farid jumped up wanting to help Afifa, but Afifa raised a hand to stop him.

Afifa drove his motorbike into the gate, then closed the gate again without looking at Farid and Asfir who was still standing looking at him.

*****

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