
Jovana paused her story for some time. The tightness that rolls in the chest again brings tears to the face.
"That night you fell asleep. I am in pain because of what you did. With a broken heart, I left the room and also the party. And the next day I was going to meet you to talk, but it turns out that you've moved to Singapore without leaving a couple of broken farewells to your classmates. After that, I decided to change my appearance. I also tried to take a martial arts class so as not to become a weak woman and could put up a fight if something similar happened to me again."
A bitter smile suddenly slipped into a look of sadness. Jovana does not expect that in the end she tells Nathan about her past wounds.
"You wouldn't believe my story, would you? To you must sound like a mere prank." Jovana was still down while squeezing her fingers.
"I believe it."
The head that was still down was lifted for a while. And at that time also a wet face with water sadness Nathan filled the eye space.
"You crying?" Jovana was flabbergasted as if in disbelief.
"I didn't think that what I thought was a dream was a reality, Jovana. It turns out it wasn't a dream. I'm sorry, Jovana."
Of course Nathan was ambushed by an overwhelming sense of regret. All this time he always tried not to hurt a woman. Uphold the dignity and honor of women. But in fact, he was also negligent. However, his actions were not on a deliberate basis. However, the man still holds the status of a suspect.
Rape is one of the crimes, right? You guys must know that.
Again Jovana showed a bitter smile. "It's funny. You can only consider it a dream after getting worldly pleasure. Huh! All men are the same." He took a deep breath before returning to his voice. "All right! Now you know the reason for my hatred, don't you? I'm going to go now."
"Would you be pregnant then?"
The hand that was about to reach the car door handle suddenly stopped. Nathan's question again scratched the wound that had been buried in the heart.
"Natalie Alexanders's. It's the name of the fetus that I've been caring for for four months in the womb."
Like a roll of waves that hit the ocean. Nathan felt a tremor of pain in the chest cavity. The man certainly understood the meaning of Jovana's words.
"So-"
"I miscarried," said Jovana on the sidelines withholding tightness that increasingly seized the space of her lungs.
Breaking down was already all regret on that gentle-hearted man. Clutched tightly Jovana's body is still shaking because of sobbing. How he could not imagine how that woman could have lived her life at that time.
In between his deep guilt, the man sighed inwardly.
If I had known about Jovana's pregnancy long ago, maybe my baby would have been alive. In fact I'm a bad father-to-be, unable to look after and protect.
When Nathan lives his life comfortably with pleasure, Jovana must live with the burden of suffering. Pregnant at a very young age, goods must cause a bad stigma about the public about the woman.
"Sorry, Jovana. I've been so sinful."
"You're evil, Nathan." Jovana kian tergugu.
"You should have reported me to the police for committing sexual crimes against you."
Aware of drifting too far in the mood, Jovana pushes Nathan's body. "Enough. I hate being in situations that make me look sad. After this, let's just say we never met."
As if not allowing the woman to get away from him, Nathan again drove Jovana's movement down the car.
"No! I won't listen to you. You're my responsibility now."
"It's just the past." Jovana wriggled asking the man to take off his embrace.
"But the sin I bear will always leave regret until whenever you leave, Jovana. Let me fix everything."
"You just feel guilty and sorry for me. I don't need that."
This time Nathan really won't let go of Jovana. Whatever and whatever it is, the woman must stay with him. Even if he had to act forcefully.
All his life, only this time he applied a selfish attitude to women. It's okay, the important thing is that Jovana can be happy again. That's how he thought.
"Nathan ...! What the hell are you doing?! Lower me!" The woman was shocked as her body floated and landed onto Nathan's lap.
It's unbelievable. In a place with little free space like in a car, Nathan can very easily move Jovana's body. It was like lifting a baby.
Basic Nathan!
"Jovana, calm down and listen to me." He summarized Jovana's cheek with one hand and the other hand left to circle the woman's slender belly.
Highlight serious eyes mingle with the sincerity of Nathan ahkirnya able to melt the heart of a Jovana. The rebellious movement seems to slow down along with the heart vibrations that touch the soul.
"What do you want, Nathan?" his voice sounds soft. Honestly, Jovana feels uncomfortable with her current position.
Oh my God .. Her cheeks look red. He was ashamed apparently. It is like this that the original form of a Jovana Sandrea, does not leave the true nature of a woman. His tomboyish attitude was just camouflage.
"Married to me."
"If I don't want to?"
"I'll force you."
Jovana hits Nathan's chest, grimacing as if the woman's small actions hurt him. It was nothing more than a baby ant bite.
Nathan locks Jovana's body as she tries to get off her lap. "Married to me." Nathan didn't want to give up too soon. More precisely not the word 'give up' on his current dictionary.
"I don't like coercion, Nathan. Moreover, it must be married without a special taste in the heart."
"But I've put a Jovana in my heart. Is that any less special?"
"ee? Since when?" Jovana wondered.
"When I saw you slaughter cockroaches mercilessly. You look cool in my eyes."
Astonished, Jovana's mouth even gaping.
"What kind of reason is that? Please! What's so cool?! Nevermind! I'm sorry to ask you just now," the woman picked up and rebelled again.
"Don't move much, Jovana. The place is narrow."
"Let's let go of me! Don't get any more emotion than this if you don't want to regret it!"
"Don't turn me down." Nathan is still strong.
"Hey, what do you want?!" Jovana immediately closed Nathan's lips that were seen cutting the distance.
"You kissed you."
"Just kid! No!"
"Am not your lover."
"Since when? Don't be a ngaco."
"Since this day. Right after we kissed earlier."
The more heckling he made. Jovana looks frustrated and emotional because of the man in front of her. "It was just a spontaneous kiss for my brother to believe in our relationship. Doesn't mean anything."
"But that kiss meant a lot to me. Jovana .. once again I ask you. Marry me."
Jovana had run out of strength to rebel for longer. Finally he gave up and was desperate. Turns out Nathan was very stubborn, and also a.
Exhaled into the air with a single sigh, he said a word again. "You're really serious about getting me married?"
"Yes, I'm very serious" Nathan replied very steadily without tucking in the slightest doubt.
"Then you're a very bad man, Nathan."
"What's the reason?"
A few seconds Jovana bowed deeply and then raised her face again, followed by an illegible look. "Is this how you propose to a woman? You're really bad."
Realizing Nathan's hand loosened, the woman rushed down from his lap.
"Jovana, where are you going? Don't go."
"I don't hear you." Jovana looks like she's down the car.
"Tomorrow I'll propose to you properly. You have to accept me" Nathan half-screamed.
"As far as you go!" the woman said as her body shrank from Nathan's sight.
Although his heart was still covered in regret and sadness, Nathan seemed to review the thin smile on his lips. "Jovana .. I promise to be the best husband for you."
Got his cell phone out of his pants pocket, Nathan made an outgoing call. Not long after someone's voice was heard from across the phone.
"Prepare a suitable place to do a romantic proposal."
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Which sweets try? Axton or Nathan?🤭
You must have picked Nathan, right? Yes, Nathan is kind, friendly, and sweet to women. Character soft.
Axton is actually sweet when it is bucin, although the cold character is very consistent and also can not string poetic words. He only said what his heart said.
Oya, there's still Wildan. If Wildan is radak sableng dia😆 but he can also be romantic really.
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