Second Pinang

Aidha Worrying

Aidha now wakes up more often in one third of the night. Pray tahajud alone in the room. I don't know what the boy asked, so his eyes often cry. Can ever be touched by the persistence of his son.

Tonight is also the same, the scenery that Disa saw is still the same as a few days ago. Aidha weeps as she bersunjatan Allah SWT. He approached his daughter and asked.

"If Umma may know, Mommy asks what is the same as Allah?" tanya Desa wanted to know.

Aidha grinning. Shame to say what his prayers are to Allah SWT. Disa didn't force him. Letting his daughter keep that secret with the creator.

"You want Umma to tell you one practice that will make your business easier, Ma'am?" ask Disa.

"What is it, Umma?" Aidha turned around to ask.

"Sunnah fast. In addition to tahajud and dhuha, this one practice will make your business easier. Umma still often do fasting on Monday thursday. Umma proved himself the awesomeness that happened." He saw his daughter's eyes sparkle.

"In the past, Umma had been able to supervise lecturers who were super fierce, difficult to find, and difficult to ask for guidance. Giving tasks that are sometimes too late. But, when Umma started tutoring, everything went smoothly, Ma'am."

Aidha was so amazed at the story of Disa, "MasyaAllah, Umma. That really?"

"Yes, many of the same lecturers who graduated only two people. One Umma and the other sister level." Disa stroked the top of Aidha's head.

She told me what made her cry every night. He was having trouble at school. It is deliberately not telling stories to the ummanya so as not to become a burden on the mind. But, it seemed like he was going to break his own promise.

Aidha is experiencing a case of bullying. Where there is one of his friends who vilify Disa. Saying that women are generally cheap, pursue their papal possessions, and are only selfish.

He smiled hearing it. Knows very well what is stirring the heart of the firstborn. Surely doubt was dancing beautifully in Aidha's mind.

"What do you say to Allah?" ask Disa.

Aidha bowed and cried again, "Bak asked Allah that Umma be not like that. Ask Umma to love us. Ask that the words of Aidha's friend be immediately proven so that this heart is plong, Ma. Forgive Aidha who is suspicious of Umma, huh?" Aidha was crying again.

He hugged his son and calmed the firstborn. "God willing Umma is not like that. Don't put too much into people's words, ma'am. Need a filter so as not to become liver disease. Umma really want to know you as your friend. How did he know that Umma was? He and Umma never met."

"No, Ma. Make what? The important thing tonight is that God answered his prayers. Aidha was sure, Umma wasn't that kind of person."

"Thank you, honey. Next time pray'akan your friend also hopefully quickly can be guided," said Disa while touching the nose of the firstborn.

"Need to, Ma?" ask Aidha.

Disa nodded, "Don't repay bad deeds with something bad either. If you can't reply in a good way, then shut up and pray for him."

"More dear Aidha same Umma. It's not wrong to choose, he-he-he. Umma, tomorrow Monday Aidha also wants to fast," said Aidha spirit.

"Okay, Umma too. We will both be together. Tomorrow and Sunday night stay at Nur's house, Ma'am?"

Aidha nodded. Can she ask if she is ready if she goes to school? The firstborn was silent for a moment. He also doesn't know whether he's ready or not. This can be answered if you have done it yourself. The umma asked Aidha to Istikharoh to Allah about it.

There will be many challenges if the mental and the heart are not in line. Need careful preparation when you want to enter the boarding house.

"Umma and Papah have plans for your future, dear. Want you to explore the science of religion to stock later in the old days," said Disa.

"Umma can only teach memorization, but not by teaching books and others. If the cottage is complete." Disa catches the worries of Aidha's self. He's finished the conversation.

Can see the wall clock has shown at three o'clock past thirty minutes. He told Aidha to take the Qur'an and do muroja'ah together. Wait until dawn, then set up two raka'at.

Disa is describing life in the cottage on Aidha. That's how it will be. Will be awakened in one third of the night, tahajud together, muroja'ah to wait for dawn, congregational prayers, and last deposit of verse. Then they took a shower to go to school.

"Umma wake up Salwa and papah first," said Disa while heading to the room.

Aidha was pensive and imagined himself living in a hut. Will there be the same comfort as today? Are his friends good and will not excommunicate him? Then all the shadows appeared, from the beautiful to the bad.

Looks like Aidha's heart is not ready if it has to live in the cottage. He is not a sociable type of child. It became his main thought. Will he have friends like this?

Now, he's worried. Not wanting to upset her parents, but her heart said it wasn't ready. He was on the verge of a difficult choice.

Dani, Disa, and Salwa are ready with their face. They perform the morning prayers. Sita and her mother left behind one raka'at. When finished, Aidha and his sister deposit the verse on their umma.

Aidha hurriedly prepared for school. When he was done, he met his aunt and grandmother who were preparing breakfast. He was looking for the whereabouts of Disa.

"Tante, umma where?" ask Aidha.

"Just go back to the room to get ready. Why?" ask Sita.

Aidha leaned against the chair with a lethargic face. It confused her grandmother. "Why, Nduk? Did you forget to do PR?" ask Mamah Yuli.

"No, Mbah ..., Aidha again confused nih ...," said Aidha full of worry.

"What's wrong?" ask Sita and Mamah Yuli together.

Aidha was straightforward with both. Telling the wishes of umma and her papa. Then Sita and Mamah Yuli smiled.

"What is there to fear, Nduk? Your aunt and om are also cottage children, right? They used to be just like you. Worrying about something that is not necessarily happening. Just think about the offer, not for now the benefit is felt, but for your future." Mamah Yuli smiled and told Sita to call the others for breakfast.

"That's it, Mbah? Yes, Aidha thought about it. Umma and papah let Aidha call." Aidha rushed straight to her parents room.

Dani opened the door when someone knocked on her. The elder was already beautiful and neat in that blue white uniform.

"Yes, Honey?" ask Dani.

"Breakfast is ready. He was told to come down immediately. Umma where?" ask Aidha.

"Again change. Papah will come down. Today umma who took you to school. Umma also wanted to meet with teacher BK. Bullying cases don't let go, Ma'am. If a mentally strong child like you will not be heavy. Is it if the one who got the less? Is it not dangerous, is it?" Dani had just heard a story from Disa about Aidha who was facing bullying.

Aidha nodded, "And Aidha will finish it by herself, Pah. Let me prove to them that umma is not what they thought it was."

"Hoek ...," A voice like a vomiting person sounded from inside. Dani and Aidha looked at each other.

"Momu?" They went into the room and saw what was happening.