SECOND FATHER

The eps 47

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I yawned pulling both my hands over my head until the whole muscle felt pulled and it made my body feel a little comfortable.

My eyes feel heavy after filling the stomach with fullness although the clock has not led to the number nine but today it is quite draining my energy. I tried to close my eyes but, the more I was forced to fall asleep, the more my brain continued to test with thoughts that I should not have thought of.

" Fatherless brain !! Being told to calm down even over thinking!!".

I grumbled to myself and turned around and pulled the phone not far from me.

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I pressed the button next to the flat object and it lit up brightly and I started to see some accounts from the social media app.

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Shakes briefly held an incoming message and was joined by a single name that appeared on top of my phone.

" Why didn't you come?"

Message from a man who is none other than my half-brother .

I recalled that today Dad didn't come and celebrate a party without being able to delay ! Though far from before I've told you about today's event.

" Didn't you tell me?"

My reply to Bayu.

" Tell me what? "

I've guessed that Dad didn't tell me everything about today.

" No brother! Sorry Angel couldn't attend . Angel can't ditch today ."

Reply I don't want to talk about me and Dad's promise.

I lay down justifying my current position and could see how I posted from Dad's app . The laughter I have seen is now never again given to me, even Dad never reneged on promises and always brought what was said.

It turns out that not all parents can be trusted and not all families live in an atmosphere like .

I went back to weighing and to the point that I compared the figure of my biological father to my second father .

They are both great and both are fighting ! But unfortunately I became a victim of division between them.

I didn't want Mom to get too close to her youngest daughter who was obviously her flesh and blood because I felt like she couldn't share her fair attention . I also did not want to see Dad so warm to his new family that a promise with me was not carried out, I feel all the same and now I just walk according to what God has destined .

I'm bored ! I put the origin of the phone out of my hand and then I close my eyes even with the mind still floating. Sometimes I get confused about how God gives life scenarios, I feel never lucky but on the other hand shown how people around me pay attention but, on the other hand, I am, on the other hand I feel lucky to still have those who want to take care of me but sometimes I still compare my life with those who may be worse than me .

I don't know I don't understand how life is so dizzying! I fell asleep tonight in a warm bed with a flaming fan, spinning a propeller in a confinement of berries that turned back and forth blowing the wind to cool the room temperature in my room.

My eyes grew heavier and I didn't feel like I was sleeping and began to explore my subconscious by hugging tightly in my arms.

" Rest with enough . Please do not compare how life is going ! You never know how the circumstances of those who spread a smile on his lips but are markedly different in a heart full of wounds."