SECOND FATHER

The Eps 30

I sobbed tightly hugging the roll that was soaking wet because of my actions. Cowering tightly over the bed without caring how mom knocks at the door alternately with Dad who tried to lure me until they were tired and somehow may have fallen asleep because the time was very late .

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" I'm tired of God !"

My moaning was still with sobs but the tears could not come out might have dried up inside my eyelids.

My breath faltered as my lips spoke and now my chest was throbbing so much pain, I grimaced then took a deep breath and it felt like it was getting sicker.

I rubbed my arms to strengthen my body enough to cry tonight, my lips still slightly reddened by the blow from Sindi that slightly injured the tip of the lip when Sindi threw a punch without cue. My eyes hurt crying almost all night long enough to make him tired.

Sometimes I think why should there be a divorce between them, why not find a way other than separation ? Wouldn't it just be an unhealed wound for the child of the victim of the separation of his parents.

I changed clothes that look very shabby yellow stains from the struggle in some parts, fortunately tomorrow there is no school schedule because the teacher will hold meetings and schools in liburkan . I went back to lying on the bed changing positions and then covered my body with a thick blanket and started to close my eyes and hope that after I woke up the next morning all the wounds disappeared with the soul darting into the dream .

On the other hand Riska was lying down rubbing Aulia's back gently while observing how her little daughter was asleep and occasionally crying carried away by dreams of events leading up to the night that might shake her soul .

" Go to sleep ! Aulia let me take care!"

Said Dani know if the wife is still open the eyes, moist on the cheeks signify melted tears never receding from her eyelids.

" Am I as selfish as that?"

Riska asked without turning her head in a voice so soft, and her sobbing faintly sounded back.

save a lot of wounds but we as parents can not be a medicine or just a place to lean . We let it go too far without us realizing there is envy that eats away at his feelings and ends in wounds that get deeper and deeper."

" I'm sorry I can't be a good father to your daughter, I'm sorry I can't be a husband who can understand your child's feelings."

Dani said softly while hugging Riska who sobbed increasingly tight.

" We need time to talk! Shouldn't we go on vacation for some time? Angel also needs family entertainment."

Dani's suggestion then Riska turned around and nodded quickly. Who wants to be hostile to his own daughter! Who wants there to be a dispute between a child and a mother and whose heart does not hurt to see a daughter who was so close now feels very far away.

" I agree mas! Where are our rope going?"

" To my parents' house! It's still beautiful, maybe it's appropriate for us to spend time together."

" That's not bad ! we have to ask Angel this as soon as possible!".

Riska's sparkling eyes curled perfectly as their shadows were painted inside her head.

The laughter of the children who were so carefree ran after each other and it made Riska feel a little relieved .

" Yes sleep with me tomorrow we'll talk about this with Angel."

Dani's word to Riska and a small nod as a sign of agreement .