SECOND FATHER

The Eps 11

The night has come but there is no sign yet that mom will be home , no word or text on my phone .

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The voice from behind my thick skin rang out loud the worm mark in my stomach asking for dinner rations immediately.

" Okay, good boy ! let's see what foods can get in your stomach."

I said while wiping my stomach which was actually hungry but I was lazy to rise from my bed carrying my favorite phone.

The fridge light turned yellow I saw the bowl of soup in the bowl felt so cold, yes the food that mom meant was soup maybe the rest of their lunch or maybe it was deliberately made for me.

Bruukks

I closed the fridge again and looked for something like my dinner. It's not delicious to eat alone and I prefer to make potluck fried rice instead of sipping soup that actually eats my favorite meal .

I turn on music as entertainment or just a friend so as not to be so afraid when cooking.

A while later ready to have dinner tonight, a plate of fried rice with eggs that I deliberately fried thin then I rolled and sliced thin and sprinkled fried onions on top of it.

Tok tok tokk.

The sound of the front door being knocked on quickly, who are these nights that you are visiting ? I think I scrunched my forehead a little.

" Angel?"

The sound of someone calling my name, I puffed back the spoon that stayed a few inches touching my lips.

" Aunty?"

I opened the door and found the Woman with long hair standing up and smiling warmly at me.

" Hii?"

His greeting kindly waved his hand as a sign of familiar greeting .

" Your mother told me you were home alone and it looks like they're going to stay at Grandma's so let Auntie accompany you tonight."

" stay? mom didn't tell me ! they said they'd be home, yeah maybe it's a little late."

" Em probably not yet."

" yes let's eat first you must not have eaten. Whoa!! Whatisthis? you made it yourself Angel?"

Mira said the young woman who often gave more attention and it made me smile. Smiled wryly when my own mother never again noticed me this close.

" What about Rey ? Isn't he mad that his wife spent the night here?"

Ask me about the man in the status of her husband while pulling up a chair and sitting us facing each other.

" You are this! Tonight happens to be your om there is no duty out of town so Aunt can spend the night with you."

" Already, let's eat with Auntie to taste the fried rice made by this sweet angel, you can taste the results of Aunt's cooking instead ."

He said he was trying to seduce me.

Yes Aunt Mira often advises me to give strength and not to think about the change in attitude of mother and grandmother towards me.

" Just your feelings."

A word I often say with from her sweet lips.

We eat voraciously every now and then Aunty Mira's joke makes me hold my stomach so as not to be shaken by my mistake .

"You know? that someone who laughs easily is the one who keeps the most wounds."

That's the picture of the woman in front of me ! I know how life is with his partner . Sometimes I feel like he's the only one who has love but is too good at smiling on his lips to cover up the wound.

Sometimes I wonder if you might have experienced something similar so that separation would be their last resort! Or because of the selfishness of each that makes the split so that I am the victim!.

I don't know if I'm confused about the adult problem! Even my age who was just a teenager was sometimes dizzy with the presence of men who invited me to be her lover. I wonder why they are so fond of the opposite sex while they know that the greater the love that is fed will be the greater the pain that is ready to come at any time .

" Hey?"

Call Aunt Mira waving in front of my face.

Damnit damnit! I'm daydreaming and what is this? huh ! I'm imagining something I've never even experienced, Love ! yeah I've never even been in love.