SECOND FATHER

Eps 10's

The motor with a slim body drove quite relaxed, the little Rida was spinning not so hastily . I was confused about what to hold on to, Rio who drove me home after asking permission many times and finally I lost because I was not happy to refuse the man's ascension.

" Tumben didn't have a motorbike!"

said Rio trying to melt the atmosphere.

" No longer lazy."

My answer is indeed the reality, I was not wanting to drive today and asked Indah to pick me up after last night sending a message.

" Oh ! How's your sister doing? you must be happy to have a sister like her ."

Yeah Rio doesn't know how my life is and there's no way that I'm showing how awful I feel.

" Why can you say that?"

" Yes, people say that if we have one-gender sibling, eating will be easier to invite to play."

Said Rio who I often hear like that. But it doesn't apply to me who always has to succumb to the very divided attention of my mother.

I did not respond again just answer as soon as it does not cause suspicion.

" sister? Just stop there!"

I said pointing to Gang who will take me to the street of the house.

" why? don't I look like a coward who delivers girls only to the limits of the alley!"

Rio said but I still refused.

Walking in casual steps every once in a while I kicked the pebble I was through and picked up a flower growing on the side of the road.

Czech

I open the door and, where is everyone?

My mind speaks when no one is in the house. Grandma keman? where's mommy? and where are the father and son?.

" Mom?"

" Nothing! where's everybody?"

Ask me again and go into the room where it is my most comfortable place to calm my mind.

I was silent while observing the ceiling with an elongated line, the seconds of the clock were clear and the lizard stuck to the wall as if mocking me.

Trinnggs

My phone lit up a message coming in from mom.

" I'm sorry mommy's dropping off granny, maybe come home late there's food in the cold closet and I'll reheat for dinner."

Mom's message and at that moment my eyes warmed up the feathers of my eyelids fell down with a feeling of disappointment.

" Mom didn't take me?".

Reply me with a quick typing finger.

Trinnggs

The message came back, "sorry mom's afraid to interrupt her learning so I didn't tell her I wanted to go."

Mother said through the lighted screen.

I wanted to throw a flat object in my hand, but I paused for fear that I would never have it again.

" Oh . Don't worry about Angel Bu having fun with them Angel can take care of her own stomach."

Reply I either understood or did not clear in my writing I was so upset as if I was not his priority anymore.

I hugged my own body and cried silently , I should have been able to roar without fear of anyone hearing but things like this I was used to doing when the taste was almost completely present in my life .

I'm confused who to be angry at! Should it be mom? Daddy's? or myself? But no! I was angry at a time that I couldn't stop at that. I miss Dad's warm embrace I miss all of mom's attention and ! I miss all about the past before the farewell that both my parents chose.

" I don't know who I should share my wounds with. "