Scratches of Ink on my finger

I'll Be Healed

The doorbell rings. The sound of the steps of students in this school back frenzied towards the classes. Similarly, from the mading room, some of them had come out a while before the bell rang, one of the security members locked the room and rushed back to the classroom.

The wind breathed in the heat, bringing ever-crowded breaths to another surface and slapping any affected faces. The look on his face was not as bright as the sun above, starting to tangle to see what other burden would come after this.

I'm. I was accidentally paced with the wind of that tightness delivery. This is me now, drooping just trying to reconcile the feeling in the middle of the body that feels crumpled.

"Bay, the teacher's coming in, huh." Dina tried to wake me up. I realize he's at my desk right now, but my head feels really heavy and my eyes also have a hard time opening.

"Bay, Bayu. Eh." This time Dina patted my arm slowly.

"Cock, hot?"

"Why, Din?" Yoga just got into class.

"Wood, fever is like that."

"Huh? a timing?" Yoga held my arm that rested my head. "Bay, to the UKS first, yuk."

I actually heard them talking, but it was all like a dream, between yes and no, neither could move. My head is hard to lift, my body feels different. My friends started to approach me one by one.

Ms. Ratna arrived at the class when all the students in my class had gathered close to my desk.

"What's there?"

"The sick wood, Mom."

"illness?" Ms. Ratna came to check on me. "Please take Bayu to the UKS."

Yoga approached and put my arm around her neck. My body hurts all the more, my head throbbing making my breath sting hold. "Gama, please over there." Gama according.

Friends saw me grimacing in pain as Yoga and Gama took me out of the classroom. My head is drooping down, it's bad I have to hold.

Dina to tears saw me who was always grimacing at every step.

"Gama, I don't think it can be gini. Just pick it up." We're out of class now. My eyes were still closed while continuing to endure the intense pain at this moment.

Gama nodded in agreement to the word Yoga. I picked up and rushed me to the UKS.

In the UKS, as always, there are already school doctors there. After being laid on one of the beds there, the doctor checked my condition. It's better if I really fall asleep right now so that this pain is released. But, so hard, my head was throbbing.

"Why is it this bad?" The doctor began to ask Yoga and Gama.

"We just found out, Mom. She was fine before but she was always busy."

The doctor sighed, "He's exhausted."

Yoga nodded, he knew the cause of it.

"Now you guys just go back to class, let me handle it here. Thanks for driving her."

"Good, Mom. Excuse me."

The doctor nodded, invited them and continued his examination.

"Today I saw that Bayu." Gama looked at Yoga.

"He's a hard person with the same responsibility, let alone been the chairman in his excursion, until he doesn't know the time."

"I was watching him."

Yoga just nodded. In front of them, Love half ran up to them.

"Eh, Cin. Where you going?"

"Where's the wood?"

"He's in the UKS."

"He why?" The worried look on her pretty face always seemed obvious that she was worrying about something. Yoga and Gama know it.

"Fever, tasting."

"Let's take a break there, yeah. I'm coming with."

Yoga nodded, Love then returned to class.

"Who, Ga?" Gama who was curious who the beautiful student was finally asked.

"Another class kid, our deket buddy."

"Owh, let's go back."

"Yuk."

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Oh come on

This isn't funny

Nelangsa.

I'm sprawled

Staggered

Oh come on

This isn't funny

Nestapa

I'm lying down

Feckless

Oh come on

This isn't funny

I'm powerless

Totally helpless

Don't touch my skin

The world seemed to sway

Let me sail

Hope to untie

Go away

Please please

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***

"Ga, Bayu is awake." Call Love to Yoga sitting in the front seat of the doctor's desk. The doctor is going to rest.

This is better, my eyes finally opened even though they could not open perfectly. My body is still not good.

There is Love beside me and Yoga is approaching. I did not realize my eyes were accompanied by a short ringing when I wanted to move enough to tell that I was not okay.

I looked at my face towards Love with those half-opened eyes. I saw him wipe away the tears. Yoga noticed.

I close my heavy eyes again. I can't remember the last time I felt this kind of pain.

Hoping to recover soon, I opened my eyes again and still found the two of them. Love wiped away her tears.

"What do you need?" Love brought her face a little closer to me with that hoarse voice, tears streaming down her cheeks.

That face, the face that once made me feel worried. I don't want him to reciprocate with the same feeling, I don't have the heart. His hands wiped away the tears.

"Wait a minute, Cin. I don't think it's any better yet." Yoga at his side.

Love immersed her face deeply, letting the worry flow into warm teardrops that burst forth.

"Why you?" I asked in a voice that I could make at this moment. I closed my eyes again, because the more I opened my eyes the more throbbing my head. Love raised her face after hearing me ask.

Is that a stupid question? I even knew the answer myself, even though he didn't say it once.

Love does not answer. Her tears stopped for a moment. He watched me again.

"Come healed soon." His voice was now accompanied by the ringing of his cries, then he buried his face draining the water of sadness in his eyes.

I was so bad, her voice made me feel pain in the recesses. I swallowed my saliva in my dry throat holding back the taste. Tears came out of the corner of my eye.

Oh, is this Bayu? You've entered into the abyss of feelings you've been craving all along. This is the end of the futile struggle, the struggle to dismiss the prejudices of taste that you consider to be mere conjecture.

"Yes. I'll be cured." I answered slowly with my eyes still closed, a tear stuck in one corner of my eye.

Yoga turned his face when he saw me that he had never seen before. He wiped away the tears that suddenly came out in the corner of his eyes.

I was still closed, hoping to go back to sleep to relieve the pain that was still running through my body. Love still buried his face in his position.

***

One point turned into thousands

I was outnumbered even got gnawed

Wet it

Wash me, tears

Lara's splashy tears

Wet it

Be full to the brim about all these gnawing

I who was sprawled got up again after being flushed

I'm grateful

There are still tears in this world

I open the blackened blue sky

The constellation welcomes the twinkle of an eye

The moon is brightly lit

There are carved strokes

The scissors were attentive to me

Caught only one

Nature is envious

The moon took me down a dim path

So that my feet do not stumble over objects of envious nature

Thank you