Scratches of Ink on my finger

Snuggled

After yesterday I really could not continue the activity at school as usual, all day just lying in the room aaUKS then home delivered Yoga with his car, do not forget... Love also brings.

I'm resting at home today. Mama sent a letter to the school to inform me of my condition.

"Wood." Mama came into my room with food and a glass of water.

"Where, son? It's better." Mama sat on the edge of my bed, her hands touching my forehead to my cheeks. I really liked the hand that was on my face. Before he pulled his hand back, I first held the hand to keep it on my face. Closing my eyes, I want her hand to stay like this first.

Mama smiled to see me, it has become my habit when the situation is like this. His thumb twitched, groping my face. I'm enjoying.

"Eat first, dear."

"anytime soon. Gini first, yeah." I want to be like this until I fall asleep.

"You don't want to keep going like this, do you?"

My eyes opened looking at Mama with this glare, there was no smile on my lips. Mama still played her thumb on my face with that sincere smile. Ma, let me feel this delicate hand now. Hands that always make me feel at peace.

"Yes already, after this meal, yes."

I closed my eyes again hoping to fall asleep quickly with a position like this and it turned out I was completely asleep, the smooth hand was really powerful to bring me to the comfort zone.

I woke up during the day. My mother is no longer in my room. The food he brought in this morning was put on my desk.

I closed my eyes again with the intention of just closing it, but it turned out to make me fall asleep for the second time, continuing the same dream as before. I feel like I'm really satisfied today to rest. I don't know if Mama came back into my room while I was asleep or not. Was my sleep too deep to even realize it?

I woke up after afternoon. My body feels so much better. I took the time to sit on the head of the bed.

My situation is a mess right now. I stretched out the body that had been lying down for too long and looked at every corner of the quiet room.

On the study table, the food you brought this morning was still there complete with drinking water covered with one of my books. I just realized that I haven't eaten since morning.

FLECKISH

"Son, someone's coming." Mom opened the room door.

"Who?"

Yoga came into my room and... Love too.

"Aunty's staying, yeah."

"Yes, Aunt, thank you." Answer Love nodded.

"Oh, yes. Son, this hasn't been eaten, huh? Mama change it for a minute." Mama took my plate of food this morning from the study table and took it out.

"Where, Bay? You okay?" Yoga is approaching.

I nodded and fixed my sitting position on the bed. Yoga sat on the edge of my bed.

"Even if it's a mess like this, you're still handsome, yeah, Bay." Yoga started her joke that made me smile today. I just realized with the mess, I immediately repaired my hair with both hands.

"Add more handsome." Said again. The jokes made me smile again.

"Eh, Cin. Until forget. Sit here." Yoga patted the side of the bed beside her, closer to my position. Love shakes shame.

Realizing that, Yoga then pays attention around looking for something. "Start, deh." He walked towards the study table, there was a chair. Yoga brought it to Love and put it beside my bed. "Sit, Cin."

Love sat in that chair, facing me. "Are you better?" Ask with that face of attention. I realized the meaning of his gaze to me, there was also a wist on his face right now.

I smiled and then nodded.

Mama came to bring new food, then took the drinking water on the study table.

"Eat first, son. You haven't eaten from morning." Mom gave me that plate of food.

"Let me hold the water, Auntie." Yoga extended her hand to the drinking water in her hand, and the water was given to her

"When you go out first, yes."

"Yes." Yeah."

"here." Love took the food plate from my hand. He then stirred the food mixing the rice and the side dish. Suddenly his tears flowed down.

"Eat." He thrust a spoonful of food towards me with that wet face. I can't stand to see it, it's not the sight I want.

I took the bribe and lowered my head, chewing the food that had no taste on my tongue. I remove the warm water that falls in the corner of my eye. Long time food in my mouth so I can swallow. Love was ready with the next spoon, waiting for me to lift my face again.

"Let's eat again." The hoarse voice made it harder for me to swallow. With great difficulty, the food was finally swallowed as well. Then I raised my face again to accept the next bribe that was ready to be eaten again.

The second bribe, I was already full, could no longer accept food to my stomach. I reached for the water to Yoga and gulped it a few times until the food in my mouth was clean.

"I'm full." Look at me for love.

Love put a spoonful of food that was ready for him to give again it on the plate. He lowered his face wiping away the tears that were still flowing.

I saw Yoga silently looking at me, his face put on a concerned face. I didn't like this kind of atmosphere, how weak I was in their eyes. I felt ashamed and guilty. Guilty, why am I here now. They are not strangers who only exist when necessary, under no circumstances will they still come with me.

"Come healed soon." That hopeful voice sounded hoarse and it was the word I heard for the second time from the mouth of Love. He looked deeply in front of me worried about my current situation.

"Yes." Yeah."

***

I went back to school after two days at home. It was a longing for these magnificent buildings and everything in them.

"Hey, Chief. You healthy?" Genta greeted me on the road to class.

"As you see." I laughed lightly at him.

"Thank God, the kids in the mading are missing, huh."

I replied with a smile. Simple thing I can do to get back at him.

"A lot of people ask you, Bay. Uh, Chairman. Oh, forget to keep."

"Call me a name."

"No, I remember, I remember."

"Most of it is from my mother."

I cringed looking at him. He laughed at me.

"The girls, Bay. Uh, Chairman. Ouch." Genta patted his mouth that felt wrong.

I just shook my head to hear it and continued on my way to class.

"Eh, Chief, wait." Genta also continued his path, lining himself beside me.

We walked to each other's classes. I got to class first. The class is two classes after my class.

"First, Gen."

"Yop, Chief."

I went to this class again. No other students have come, I was the first. I miss this room so much. I saw my desk in the third row there and went to sit down.

Some students started to arrive later, they greeted me and asked what was normal, especially if I did not ask how I was doing. I answered him honestly, as good as it seemed.

The new yoga came, went to class and got me who was already sitting in a chair.

"Hi, man. It healed, yes. Thank goodness."

"Good, Ga."

"Thank you there is love." Yoga put down her bag and sat down in her chair without looking at me.