SATRIO THE STRANGEST OF NATURE

OVERCOMING THE GUILT

If you have ever experienced guilt means you are a good person even very good because you feel guilty but please understand one thing that we sometimes accidentally hurt someone and actually there is no one who good people can also be wrong and perfection belongs to God alone.

So natural and normal human when ever made a mistake often we accidentally hurt our closest people such as friends, friends, friends, wife or husband and why it happens because God really allows it to happen to mature the person then it is permissible as long as it hurts him not inadvertently let others hurt then feel guilty well this is different context yes.

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Since the incident of customary law was carried out already 3 days Satrio no news of his whatsaap was not ol at all at that time Ani was really worried about the state of Satrio not to mention Ani got a blasphemy from Satrio's sister is none other than Leni and Ani also have to face her family who continue to oppose their relationship not only with words - the word yajg in doing Ani family but using services the psychic who was named Kyai or ustadz but his actions did not change with normal people.

That afternoon Ani tried to share with her best friend who knew her best friend Ani could provide a solution to her relationship with Satrio which was increasingly opposed by both parties.

" Dhe my chest feels tight these 3 days did I catch a cold huh?"

Ani said while holding her chest.

" An you are not in the wind but are holding back excessive longing and worry."

Dhea answered while stirring the orange juice before her.

" If the problem must have been Dhe for 3 days he has not been ol also surely I'm worried what he is - what's there not to mention his sister always cornered me continue."

Ani said in a lethargic tone.

" Where exactly is he and why is his sister cornered you and what's the real problem?"

Asked Dhea with a curious look.

" So here's Dhe you know I've failed in marriage and surely her trauma is not easy I forget so when I first get to know her I submit a request if one day we have to marry got the blessing of both sides of the family if not I do not want to be invited to marry while the fact that both sides of our family no one agrees Dhe."

Ani answered trying to explain to Dhea.

" Then the problem lies where An is not like that when we are getting married we ask for blessing to the family and if the family does not approve the context of his problems where is he married so?"

Ask Dhea while enjoying her lunch.

" It's not a matter of him being married or not but his problem he's not known to my brother in addition he's a different island so my family thinks he's a bad person and a conman is being I know exactly how she is."

Ani replied that like her did not have a taste for food.

" Yes if indeed both parties of the family have not agreed yes have stayed will look for another to still many men on this earth An."

Said Dhea while occasionally looking towards Ani.

" There's no way I'm dying him until whenever Dhe is added again for the sake of him fulfilling my request to get blessing from his family he did customary law and out of his family genealogy 3 days then when I die now that there's more guilt I feel Dhe."

Ani replied with a confused look.

" Then what did you do to deal with your family and An you said that if your family also disagreed, would you oppose her and elope like the title of the movie?"

Asked Dhea while sipping orange juice in her presence.

" For the time being I can only shirk and be quiet when my family says no - not about him even though my heart feels so sore hearing him."

Ani replied while washing her tears on the cheeks.

" An I think forget she left him to find a replacement so you don't keep tormenting like this An."

Said Dhea while thrusting tissue at Ani.

O Allah why Dhea even told me to leave Mas Satrio is not a solution that is his name but run from the problem while I myself do not know if I can face all this without any Mas Satrio on my side is so heavy I think my relationship with Mas Satrio but I have to be strong Mas Satrio you where please immediately ol I miss you Mas.

Mumbled in Ani's heart that increasingly felt his chest tightness when such a moment arrived - until Ani rang no phone in and Ani hoped it was from Satrio but it turned out that the call was Leni's sister from Satrio when Ani got news about Satrio from Leni is not a blasphemy word.

" Yes hello assalamualaikum Dik Leni how is Mas Satrio's condition now is it okay?"

Ani asked with a worried tone.

" You are the woman who made Mas Satrio die like that what is your real intention is you intend to kill Mas Satrio?"

" Not Dik is not what I mean and there is no intention of me to hurt Mas Satrio even Mas Satrio just said it 2 hours before the customary law was implemented."

Ani answered trying to explain what really happened.

" Alah pretentious to defend yourself, of course, you know who Mas Satrio is and how his family what difficult you accept our custom and live your custom is not a woman who has been married to her husband's family?"

Asked Leni with a tinge of emotion to Ani.

" It can't be like that either Dik we have different customs but all I ask is a blessing from the family only it's nothing more."

Ani answered the more hurt her heart heard the words - said Leni.

" When you get the blessing and then in the middle of you getting married it turns out you are divorced because the actor is his blessing for the actor so .. I really don't understand your mindset is still orthodox!"

Said Leni who was getting emotional hearing the answer from Ani.

" Yes sorry I was the one who caused Mas Satrio like this so I promise never to leave Mas Satrio no matter what."

Ani replied with sobs feeling a tightness pain in her chest.

" It's free you say that now Mas Satrio's condition is currently critical that I don't know he can be saved or you don't have to forbid Mas Satrio to do that and you who succumbed if you really love and love Mas Satrio instead of harming him like this!"

Leni said with a tinge of emotion.

" Yes Dik sorry I was wrong and there was no intention I wanted to hurt her .. hello ... Dik Leni .. hello."

Ani said while still crying and it turns out the phone has been turned off by Leni.

Surely all his family Mas Satrio blame me and his stupid me why put the terms to him and it turns out my words like an order to his all really done without thinking of yourself so much your dear to me Mas until you sacrifice all for my sake.

...Mumbled Ani in his heart while occasionally looking at his cellphone who arrived - arrived at unilaterally turned off by Leni without wanting to listen to an explanation from Ani after lunch Ani continued her duties with a hollow view indeed his body in the office where he works but his mind and heart soar ventured in the vacuum of space looking for Satrio....

The clock has shown the time Ani came home from work and Ani knew very well when she arrived at home, of course, her family would press her to leave Satrio the figure of a man who is very dear to Ani and love only now Ani is not able to say - words to her family because in her heart Ani is still tucked in trauma in her past, arriving at home in shock right with the state of his house that many guests at that time Ani thought what and who they were?

" Mum this is Choirul my son has worked as a PNS and our intention here is to strengthen both families."

Said a middle-aged woman to her Mama Ani.

" Oh so we were happy to hear the intention of Mother but all my decisions were returned to my daughter, Mom because she will live it."

Mama replied Ani with a friendly smile then called Ani who had just arrived home and was changing her clothes.

" An let's meet that there's a friend Mama wants to propose to you for her son Choirul who has worked as a PNS and Mama already knows what her family is like."

Mama said Ani while standing in front of Ani's room door.

" But Ma I don't want to get married right now."

Ani replied while wearing her hijab.

" Nothing but - but forget the obscure man and what Mama says now."

Mama said Ani while holding Ani's hand.

At that time Ani was really confused what to do one side there was her Mama and her family who had been with her and her self trapped by the words - words of gratitude whether it will happen like his previous marriage with Faizal while on the other hand there is Satrio a sincere and sincere man who loves Ani and his children even willing to sacrifice their lives his own to fulfill Ani's request.

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As her current Ani is experiencing a dilemma in her heart in a very short time Ani has to choose between her family kah or Satrio a very difficult choice of course for everyone then guess - guess what Ani will do now reject Choirul and surely make Mama embarrassed and keep Satrio who until now has no news or will receive a proposal from Choirul at a time when Satrio was critical for serving customary punishment to fulfill Ani's request?

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