SATRIO THE STRANGEST OF NATURE

WORRY

Worry is the same meaning with doubt - doubt or lack of belief it can happen if you have not got any concrete evidence about something and ordinary when the sense of doubt that mastered the heart is a feeling that plays a role and logic rarely runs and if the logic that runs then the ego is the one who decorates a decision.

Have you ever combined your feelings and thoughts when making a decision in your life?

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This afternoon Widhi headed back to Jakarta but Ani did not take away Widhi because Ani's heart is still raging and the love in Ani's heart is so great to Widhi because actually Ani knows that Widhi was Satrio but Ani waited for the right time to ask all that to Widhi.

" mr ... I'm going back to Jakarta this afternoon."

Widhi said via chat on whatsaap.

" Yes Aa heart - heart on the road later tell me if it is at the restaurant."

Ani replied with a sad sticker.

" Why is Neng sad?"

Widhi asked while lighting her cigarette.

" How is it not sad that Aa just came to my house but such a family welcome to Aa until - until it makes Aa angry."

Ani replied still with a sad sticker.

" Ordinary like that Neng if it's okay even I'm worried don't don't I'm in a dream while I just hit people."

Said Widhi who was still holding back the emotions in her chest.

" How about we get married, Aa, did I get hit?"

Ani asked as she looked more and more sad to see Widhi's confession.

" It depends on Neng as long as you walk in the rule of Allah I will not be angry or beat but if you come out of the rule of Allah I will surely beat and drag you back into the path of Allah."

Widhi replied with a sharp look towards a tree.

Because Widhi is a great Commander of God so every self of his emotions then nature was hinting that day was bright but arrived - there was a lightning flash that struck a tree that had been there look at Widhi with a sharp look, not long after that came the bus that would take Widhi back to Jakarta when Widhi ended her phone with Ani and Widhi also climbed on the bus to look for the bench as written on the bus ticket after himself sat while his gaze looked up into the sky without feeling dripping Widhi's tears on his cheeks reminiscing about the words - Abang nya Ani told her.

O Allah, am I so despicable, why when I sincerely love and love Ani why the insults I received from her family, am I such a son of a bitch, God, that I was considered a fraud, while during my relationship with Ani, I never cheated, all I did was cheat on the photo what was the cause and what accusation did Ani's brother bring to me.

Widhi's screams lament her fate and Widhi thinks that her arrival to Ani's house is just adding new problems for Widhi and Ani's worries begin to haunt Widhi's feelings and have become habits Widhi if her heart is restless then her warrior soul appears and will cut down whatever is in front of her at that time Widhi tries to hold her fighter soul so as not to appear.

On the other hand there is Ani who is in court with her family after the arrival of Widhi to her house to meet her Mama and her brother Ani must have all said negative things about Widhi that not all good intentions will be well received as well.

" An why are you so easy to accept such an obscure man in addition you only know on facebook where you know that he there already has a wife?"

Said his brother Ani in a high tone.

" He's unmarried Bang we often call even video calls and in his house there's no one who's even all his brothers."

Ani answered trying to defend Widhi even though it was in vain to do.

Said his brother Ani who was getting emotional.

" Right An remember how Faizal's act used to be like when we know who he is and who his family is but the evidence of you is also in vain."

Mama said Ani while stroking the back of Ani who was crying because she felt in the corner of her entire family.

" But he's not like that Ma he's a good guy - well if he's not good intentions there's no way he's getting here and seeing Mama and Brother?"

Ani replied while still crying.

" An heard that you still want to marry him until whenever you will not give your blessing to both of you."

Said his brother Ani while rising from his seat and died Ani and Mama in the living room.

" When your brother has said so, neither can Mama say - say any more all the decisions in your brother's hands after your father died."

Mama said Ani then stood up to walk towards her room.

At that time Ani really slumped and hesitated her sense of wanting to run from all the current problems that are being faced but will run anywhere if Ani leaves Widhi how many victims another soul that will fall and can - could be the life of his brother and Mama could be threatened because if Widhi is angry he will not see that brother or anyone will be killed that Ani can do this moment just shout and cry to Allah so that when Ani tells Widhi she can calm down and not be angry anymore.

O Allah only to You is the place where I ask that I am now really afraid and worried if I tell him about my family because I know very well what his character is like when I am angry but I also could not face all this alone, O God, I needed him for my place to lean on because only with him did I find the peace of my soul.

Ani's prayer while still shedding tears at this time is like there is an inner bond between Widhi and Ani not so long into the chat from Widhi asking the state of Ani and her two children.

" Neng you're good - it's okay there and the kids are asleep?"

Ask Widhi via chat on whatsaap.

" Alhamdulillah Aa children have slept I just finished this prayer Aa has arrived where can I chat?"

Ani asked trying to shift the conversation.

" I've arrived at Neng's restaurant then there's a signal, if you're okay why my heart is restless and my eyes see you cry you have a problem what Neng?"

Widhi replied that she had very strong instincts and Ani told her everything to Widhi that had just happened to her.

While listening to all the stories of Ani at that time Widhi just kept quiet while the turmoil of her fighter soul was no longer able to be held up again so that came out the form of a dragon in the sky and ordered to come to Ani village to ravaging the entire village and looking for Mama and her brother Ani at that time then Ani also found out who was angry at that time in the heavy rain, wind and lightning bolted - sautan Ani came out of her house and stood on the porch of her house while looking at her inner sky screamed to Widhi and at that time Ani was very sure that Widhi heard the scream of his heart.

Aa please stop calm down no matter how they are my family if you really love me sincerely stop all this Aa please stop if you hurt them just as much as you hurt me Aa please be patient, God must provide a way out for our relationship.

Ani screamed in his heart while looking at the sky and not so long after the rain, it was raining, the wind and lightning that saut - sautan but his brother Ani had an accident because the car driven by a tree was not so fatal but quite surprising not to mention the roof of Ani's house was destroyed and poranda when Ani helps her brother there Ani feels more afraid of Widhi's nature is very sensitive and irritable can - can his life drift if Widhi is angry then what about the fate of his two children.

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Like her they are both trapped by the affection that binds the hearts of each other whether Widhi will be able to control her emotions so that Ani can be sure and not be afraid of Widhi then how with Ani is able to adapt to Widhi who is very temperament can Ani change Widhi's sensitive and arrogant character if her self-esteem is disturbed it will be brutal behavior.

Follow the story of Widhi and Ani's journey to find her true love and be given the task of helping each other by God, always supporting Author to be more diligent update.