SATRIO THE STRANGEST OF NATURE

HUGGING PORCUPINES

In this life we often feel hurt, cornered, judged, judged, persecuted and many more things - things that we ourselves do not understand what the cause is and where the root of the problem so that the people we care about and we notice turn to hurt us and hurt us we in an instant, the usual attention a day can every second ask our condition but in an instant can also be indifferent and uncaring.

In life often we use the law of reciprocity when someone is good then we will also be good is not like that? and what if there is someone who has done all good but received the reward of bad what is going on there so that the unkindness has more power over good? the answer is that people who do this do not understand the principle of love in a relationship, so the ego is the one who rips all of it.

Therefore, land every relationship with strong love so that when there is something that hits you stay strong and able to act wisely in making decisions not only based on selfishness alone.

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One week has passed but like his relationship Widhi and Ani have not pointed to the same again they are still trying to survive with all the ego, Widhi feels himself a man who is used to being appreciated and admired by many women think missing one grows a thousand already like an oyster mushroom in the humid air, on the other hand, there is Ani who feels he has been wronged by all Widhi's behavior that is not stopping making all the lies.

But with all their ego at the smallest side of the heart there is such deep affection that all their egos attack and hurt themselves - each of them tormented by a gripping longing their souls, in this state they have forgotten that we live not only with the body but the soul controls every action of the body.

That night like her they both felt the same intense pain in her chest tightness, uneasiness, worry all mingled into one why is that so? for they endure a very strong longing and inevitably they are forced to destroy their own ego to heal the pain they suffer and then they ask God for guidance what they should do.

O Allah, forgive me who has been negligent and less grateful for all Your gifts, I am too proud to receive your trust, O Allah, at this time I am caught in a very painful feeling I long for the attention and smile of my servant Ani Ya Allah, who is called Ani Ya Allah, the servant begs his heart gently and gives the opportunity for the servant to be able to reach the Ridho Mu O Allah.

A moment of Widhi prayer while shedding tears by remembering all her sins during this time, on the other hand there is Ani who like her is also not able to withstand all the tightness in her chest because so many problems that must be faced without Widhi who usually supports and comforting himself in a bad time.

Yes Rob show me which path I should take everyone says that he is not good to me plus all the lies he has presented before me so that my heart hesitant and hesitant to step up, surely his servant is very tired, Rob with all this if indeed he is good for me and good for my religious affairs then it is close, but if he is not good for me and for my religious affairs, it is far from my heart and willing to let go of it, O Allah.

A moment of prayer Ani while crying who remembered all the events that had happened to her, she said, Ani sacrificed so much time and attention during this time that her self was so often exposed to reprimand from her family and leadership at her workplace but that Widhi did not think of her and Ani could only silent with all the demands and accusations of Widhi who is super selfish, but Allah is loving and forgiving at that time Allah splashed a drop of his Ridho to Widhi and Ani to move the affection in his heart and that is the cure for both of them.

" Assalamualaikum."

Widhi said through a chat in whatsaap to Ani.

At that time Ani did not immediately reply to a chat from Widhi but herself was silent for a moment while thinking.

O God is this the answer of my prayer, is he indeed the one You gave me but why has he been so heartbreaking to my mind how will we be with O God?

Ani muttered while paying attention to the chat from Widhi the feeling of the heart is so strong to reciprocate began a war between the inner and the mind of Ani when so many considerations that crossed his mind between trauma and longing but because of the spark of affection that has reached the heart of Ani, trauma and egoism can be defeated by affection that is able to reduce all hostility then Ani was open his whatsaap and reply to him.

" Wa'allaikumusallam Aa."

Reply Ani with a feeling of relief because the end of his call Widhi.

" Neng Aa would like to apologize to you because all this time too much hurt you with all the actions of Aa to make you sad and Aa promised to wipe away all the tears Neng during her."

Widhi said that her heart has been softened by Allah.

" Well, I just want Aa to change like that more to respect women instead of playing with women like that."

Ani replied with a relieved smile.

" Yes Neng Aa will change but everything needs a process and cannot possibly change in an instant, Neng still wants to wait for Aa and give Aa a chance for the umpteenth time?"

Widhi asked expectantly.

" Aa must be, Neng must be waiting and always waiting for Aa to change and surely Neng will always support Aa."

" Thank God thank you Neng already wants to support Aa to be a better person and honestly Aa misses you Neng."

Widhi said with a smile of relief because the tightness in her chest suddenly disappeared.

" Ah Aa could have, Neng also miss Aa."

Ani replied while blushingly reading the chat from Widhi and all the tightness in her chest and her acute migraine disappeared instantly.

That is when romance enters the soul, all disease will be lost, all heavy burdens will be light and something impossible will be possible if love that speaks longing wavers in the soul, all obstacles can be passed without any fear and trepidation, they also let go of the longing in chat whatsaap until late at night and at the end they say goodbye to rest because tomorrow morning must move again.

All feels beautiful even though the rain has been gurgling since last night but this morning the whole nature is like echoing the melody of romance welcoming two people who are kasmaran.

" Wid's well, can you come here?"

Toni asks Widhi's best friend while sitting next to Widhi.

" Thank God Ton is better, tired of continuing to hurt."

Widhi replied with a smile and started lighting a cigarette in her hand.

" What about your relationship Wid has settled?"

Toni asked while blowing coffee in a plastic cup.

" Thank God Ton last night I called him and I apologized to him and he's even more grateful he still wants to give me the same chance."

Widhi replied excitedly.

" Thank God, congratulations Wid you have won the battle with your egoism and you have succumbed to selfishness with a very powerful weapon that is compassion."

Toni said with a smile and embraced Widhi.

" Yes Ton I also thank you because all this time you are always beside me when I fall and fall, thank you Ton already wants to be my best friend."

Widhi replied with a smile with glazed eyes.

That is how beautiful a relationship that is landed by love and affection will all be good - fine even though there are differences of opinion and disagreement but all of those things are changed into positive things to make yourself better and more mature in acting.

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What a great war to defeat the ego within ourselves and cultivate compassion is not easy all need sacrifice when the people we love and we believe hurt us right it is like embracing a hedgehog, it is a human law but it does not apply to the law of a loving and loving soul.

Then whether Widhi and Ani only get there Allah will educate them both to be better or there are still lessons from Allah for them to change and become better souls again, yes indeed the soul is obedient but the body is the claimant then what will happen next?

Follow the journey of Widhi and Ani life that is being processed by God to erode all liver disease in humans and draw positive wisdom from all the processes they experience, never forget to always support the author to be diligent in his updates.