SATRIO THE STRANGEST OF NATURE

MEANING OF SELF-WORTH

What is the meaning of the word self-esteem is so real that so many people are bound by the word self-esteem itself, so the meaning of the word self-esteem itself is fear and certainly so much fear that we have felt so that when fear chains our hearts then the bind is self-esteem which can make a person lose control of his emotions then it can be sure if it happens then the loss of love and affection in the person, it can be lost, have you ever thought about that, man?

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A very long journey in Widhi travel to get to Ani's house, which Widhi herself does not know what will be the response of Ani and her family when Widhi comes, is already often Ani suggested to Widhi if going to visit his house never alone but bring someone who understands the language and procedures in the Ani area while Widhi is not the type of obedience but Widhi is the type of rebel in the area wherever he stands will be in the fox of his mindset if it is not in line with God's commands.

Sometimes Widhi looks into the street while in her small heart implied fear because however it was also new this time her self stepped on the foot in the Ani area and in addition Widhi did not exist one person he knew so naturally there was speculation between his heart and mind.

I have been to this island of Sumatra but to Palembang, Padang and Riau but for the territory of Ani's house I just this time while I do not know people in the area if only later I get there I hit someone then it runs out my history no one helped me .. but I do not intend to cook in gebukin?

Murmuring in Widhi's heart while looking at the side of the road that does not stop presenting the view of the forest that is still natural on the other side there is Ani in her house who is also raging her heart because Widhi will come her and her parents both Ani never told Widhi's problem to her family because so much trauma that made her self only able to harbor all the feelings and also Ani still not sure with Widhi who has known herself on facebook and using a googel profile photo.

O God, is he really the one whom You sent to accompany me for the rest of my life, he was far from Java and dared to come here only to meet me and my family if indeed he was just playing - play is impossible O Allah if it is true he who You send then it is easy to be all things O Allah and to point out the truth so that my heart does not doubt it.

Ani's prayer with tears because she felt tightness in her chest and Ani's mindset is so simple that if Widhi comes and speaks to her family then her family will give blessing like a general person her however Ani does not know who her true Widhi is and what is going on between Widhi and Ani so it is as if the two of them have never met on the same path and agreed.

Without feeling the time went so fast and now Widhi had arrived at the village where Ani lived at that time immediately Widhi looking for an inn to immediately take a shower because during the trip for 3 days Widhi did not shower because she was afraid of staying on her bus while bathing, then entered Widhi to a hotel and booked a room for her self to rest that night.

" Good night can I help Bang?"

Ask the receptionist to Widhi kindly.

" There's still no empty room?"

Widhi said with a smile to a man before her.

" There is a Bang for how many people and how many days?"

Answer the man.

" for one man and two days here."

Widhi said as she took her wallet to pay and gave her terms.

About 10 minutes later Widhi was delivered to his room and after arriving at his room Widhi immediately contacted Ani who had chatted to Widhi to ask had not arrived or stray because it has become a Widhi tradition when traveling stray even though only in front of the house.

" Aa has arrived where why not reply to my chat did Aa stray again to Sabang?"

Ask Ani via whatsaap chat.

" I'm sorry Neng just replied that he was just about to reply to the hotel message and this is already in my hotel room."

Reply Widhi while entering the bathroom and seeing the water faucet for a bath.

" Alhamdulillah if it has arrived Aa yes already Aa rest first I want to pray isaq first."

Reply Ani while including a smile sticker.

After that Widhi also began to be confused with AC in her room because Widhi could not be exposed to cold can - can sneeze is not finished - finished until the morning not to mention her bloated stomach and definitely heboh his self end himself met the hotel guards to shrink or turn off the AC after that then his self shower and pray after praying Widhi and Ani also took off the rindi on the phone until late at night and they will meet tomorrow afternoon for the first time for Widhi not for Ani.

After being satisfied to let go of longing on the phone they also rest because tomorrow morning Ani has to go to work in the morning and lunch hour time will meet Widhi at a restaurant that has become agreed between the two of them, without feeling the time goes so fast and it was time for Ani to meet Widhi at the hotel restaurant so that they are not awkward because this time they face to face.

" This old man is right, yes, he said he had wanted this road until 12:30 has not been nongol also."

Widhi murmured as she turned the cup containing coffee before her.

Not so long ago came Ani using a matic motorcycle while a smile approached towards Widhi sitting and then sitting in front of her Widhi, at that time, the heart of Widhi was difficult to arrange like a generang of war.

" I'm sorry I was praying a long time ago I just got here."

Ani said while sitting in front of Widhi.

" Yes Neng is okay - what do you want to eat what message?"

Widhi asked while still playing the cup before her.

" Carrot juice is just Aa."

Ani replied with a smile and then Widhi immediately ordered what Ani asked for.

" Aa you seriously want to meet my family do you think whereas now you already know how I and my condition still have time for you to change your mind?"

Said Ani while playing the hp in her hand.

" Yes I changed my mind whose initial intention was just to want to be just a silahturahmi but now it has changed after seeing you I want to marry you immediately."

Widhi replied with a smile and her sharp gaze looked at Ani.

Ani asked, who was reluctant to look Widhi in the eyes like an eagle.

" I never give up on anything and all the risks I'll face no matter what happens I'll keep going until I get you."

Widhi replied with a tone of conviction.

While until now Ani has not talked about Widhi's problem to her parents because so often her Ani was disappointed in men so she did not dare to tell Widhi's presence in Ani's life for Ani enough of himself and Allah who know their romance and Ani then say goodbye to Widhi to go home because the time is late and when his prayers ashar and Widhi promised after the prayers magrib will come to Ani's house to meet her parents.

At the end of the promised time Widhi also arrived after praying magrib Widhi was ready to go to Ani's parents' house and Ani was sitting in front of her house waiting for Widhi's arrival intending to meet his parents, about 30 minutes later Widhi arrived in front of Ani's parents' house which Ani welcomed and Ani's two cute and adorable little daughters.

" Where's Neng going to enter your house, where's the door?"

Widhi asked with a smile to remove the gerogi taste in her heart.

" Yes through the door is Aa cooking through the tile there - is this Aa?"

Ani answered while inviting Widhi into her parents' house.

" Where is your mother Neng?"

Widhi asked as she sat on the living room sofa.

" About a minute I saw it like he was still praying."

Ani replied as she went from Widhi to call her Mama.

When Ani went inside Widhi began to string words - words that actually her own self is not so sure of the words - the words that are strung together are appropriate or not but certain only those words were able to cross his mind, about 10 minutes later Ani and Mama came out from the inside and soon Widhi got up from her seat and greeted her Mama Ani.

" Where did this boy come from and what did he mean?"

Asked Mama Ani with a confused look.

" Before that I apologize because only now can you come here and for the purpose of my coming here to bring my relationship with Ani to be halal because I am afraid of slander Miss."

Widhi replied with a smile trying to be friendly to Mama Ani but Widhi's eyes were so horrible.

" This child already knows how Ani's condition and what has been thought correctly with this child's decision?"

Ask Mama Ani again who is increasingly confused by the words - said Widhi who to the point.

" If I hadn't thought in advance it wouldn't have been possible for me to get here Mom and I just asked Mom for my blessing for our relationship."

Widhi answered who tried to cover up to her sadist and tega king.

" Then does this child not regret choosing Ani, you know what kind of condition Ani is in?"

Ask Mama Ani to Widhi.

" I married because of Allah to perfect my religion Ma'am so I married Ani not only for lust but I sought the pleasure of Allah."

Widhi replied with confidence and determination.

When he heard these words immediately his Mama Ani rose from his seat went from the presence of Widhi and called Abang and his Uncle Ani to break the prihal and Widhi too trying to calm down even though inwardly Widhi felt that something would happen at this time and it was true that when Widhi faced her brother and Uncle Ani there began an argument between Ani and his family is currently Widhi does not understand very well with the language of the Ani area but Widhi can only feel there is resistance from her brother Ani.

About 1 hour Widhi was at Ani's house and then begged for leave because it was late at night and Widhi arrived at the hotel 30 minutes later Ani called Widhi to explain what happened, when he heard Ani's explanation Widhi's warrior soul appeared because his self-esteem was disturbed by words - said his brother Ani and that night also the sky became rain red, rain, wind and lightning came suddenly as if supporting the feelings of Widhi who was offended even then Widhi intended to evenly distribute the entire village.

" Aa please calm down first don't get angry - their anger is natural like that because they don't know Aa plus we know on social media so they think Aa is just a fad."

Said Ani trying to bring Widhi who was getting increasingly crowded at that time.

" If I'm just a prank for what I'm so far away from here wasting my time, are they tired of living so bravely saying I'm just playing?"

Widhi replied as her emotions intensified.

At that time Ani had run out of words to calm Widhi his end Ani could only quietly hold tightness in her chest and all Ani could do was cry over her begging sajada god has calmed Widhi.

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Wah turned out not to be as easy as people in general who to get married just stay come to the house of the prospective wife bring her family and then received and married turned out to be draining tears, the feelings and thoughts of their relationship then whether Ani has realized that Widhi is Satrio or Kah Ani is still not aware and how the fate of her family Ani while if Widhi is already in tangent his self-esteem then will be wiped out all those who have offended him?

To find out how the fate of Ani and her family and what will be done by Widhi then follow her story just in SATRIO IS THE BITTEREST OF ALAM and never forget to always support the author so that diligent update her.