
Two days Mishy was intensively treated, his condition began to improve. The little girl had been conscious since dawn. And the first word he said right in the middle of his faint consciousness, was papa. It makes Rosy's heart hurt. That's how I want my son to meet their father. Rosy feels claustrophobic, is her affection not enough? why do children still need other people in their lives. The taste is hard to accept.
A gentle rub on Rosy's shoulder distracts the woman, and Rosy sits in the waiting room chair staring inside the ICU door. Harland was inside with his daughter, and hasn't come out yet.
"Is Harland still inside?"
"Hmmm..."
Sania let out a heavy sigh, she knew how Rosy thought to keep the man away from her children.
"I'm sorry if I go back to being your presumptuous and heartless best friend. But I think it's time you made peace with your heart. The hatred you're showing, explaining that you're still tied to your past. Your feelings are still the same. You cold up your ego just so you have a shield, to limit your heart to not sink deeper into the figure of Harland. Before it's too late, soften your hard heart. Just say it for the sake of the children, so that your heart remains fine. Harland has changed a lot since separating from you. I know I don't have to say this, Robin must have told you everything. The old man is like your shadow everywhere." Sania chuckled softly, her gaze equally pointing to where Rosy was now staring.
"If you can not refer because your heart has not been able to forgive, at least come back together for the sake of your children. If today you witness how crazy your daughter must end up in the ICU. In the future, the little girl we could meet in the morgue. Mishy is different, what he wants he will do. But Mylo, he's a very submissive boy. His affection and concern for you, made him build a parapet with his father. Every time I see her innocent face, my heart hurts. Little Mylo secretly glanced at her father just so as to untangle a little longing in her heart. It's a shadow that if this situation continues, Mylo will become a closed person and you can't touch anymore."
This time Sania looked at the friend from the side with sky-high hopes.
"Let's not let you regret this one day. Misy could have turned around and followed her father. Harland looks very affectionate, probably because he is too happy to have offspring even in an unusual way. Harland's gentle demeanor will slowly knock you out of your children's lives easily. So think this is good. Not for my word, but for your own good and those of the children." Sania leaves, Rosy dies in silence.
No one knows what the beautiful woman is thinking. All that was seen was tired and sadness that read very clearly on his increasingly tapered face.
Clamps
Rosy immediately turned her gaze, sitting leaning just to make her body survive.
Harland sat right beside her, with no distance. Only two seats were left empty. Harland could have been sitting down as usual. But the man needs to deliver the important things he will say in low volume.
"You don't want to come in? Mishy asked you..." Harland broke the silence. True Mishy not looking for his mother at all, Harland just trying to make Rosy not feel neglected by their daughter. He knows his pain is ignored, especially by people we have treated wholeheartedly.
Harland pulled the two-day slender body into his arms, a pale face Rosy explained if the woman was not okay. The woman's little mess made Harland's heart feel torn. He knows how Rosy tries to toughen up, stay away from her and try to be indifferent to her. Everything is done so that his heart does not return shaky. But now, Harland hopes that the heart has been shaken, the love is still intact and he will fight for it.
"Sorry, sorry if I took Mishy's attention away from you. I really didn't mean it that way. I love you and the kids with the same feeling. I know my apologies won't make the wound in your heart heal perfectly. But let me start the right way. I love you regardless of my bad past. I've liked you since the first day of ospek. You were my first love without me noticing, but I was trying to dodge it. I'm indifferent to you for fear of not being able to let you go. I'm stupid, right. I claim a woman belongs to me without finding out the truth first. I'm..." Harland's sentence was interrupted by a sobbing, many times Harland kissed Rosy's head to vent his feelings.
"Let me fight for you and the kids. I know I don't deserve to ask for this big thing, but my heart can't dodge it anymore. I love you, Rosy Sanders. Marry this asshole back. This time I'm gonna be our wedding as beautiful as your dream." Harland unraveled her embrace then crouched down in front of Rosy. The man reached into the pocket of his pants, took out a small box containing a ring.
Rosy's eyes widened, the ring was their wedding ring first. The ring she threw away in the hospital yard when she was about to go to the airport. How Harland found it.
"You must be confused, right? where did I get this ring back..." Harland grabbed the finger and pinned the ring to Rosy's ring finger. Harland's heart hurt, the ring looked very loose. But soon the man smiled sweetly, then moved on.
"Don't throw it away again, you know? I had to beg an old woman in the hospital yard to buy her back. The woman even hit me on the head with her stick. He couldn't accept I asked him for something he found first. He felt it was his, thankfully I was handsome. So her heart was moved to give her despite squeezing me willingly." Kekeh Harland.
"Narcissistic based!" Rosy's murmur was still heard clearly by Harland. The woman looked down at her finger. His feelings became erratic. Harland grabbed Rosy's chin with his finger, staring at the pretty face with a bulging feeling.
"So, I'm accepted?" goda Harland smiled wryly. Rosy turned her face to the side. In fact, his heart was still pounding strongly when faced with the jerk.
"No! take it back.." I don't know when, Rosy took off the ring. The woman put the ring back in Harland's palm, then it just passed.
Harland sculpted, just his wishful thinking soared. Now it's crashing to the bottom of the abyss. Harland quickly followed Rosy's wide steps that had just died.
"Hey, wait..what the hell, why are you rejecting me Rosy.." said Harland desperately. His hand held onto that small shoulder with a look of despair.
"You don't take it? isn't that painful? this is how I felt before, when you vehemently denied my existence. Think of me as just a tree of money to you, and Sindy is your life. As sick as this feels, you won't understand if you haven't felt it directly." The look in those eyes again sowed anger. Harland pecked, his heart slipped. Right, but he didn't expect to feel the same. However if it was necessary, then he would willingly accept her.
"Well, I know my mistakes won't be forgotten. And I can't erase the bad image I once showed you . This time alone, I beg you, I will prove if my heart is sincere. Permission will I redeem it, give me a chance to show you my speed." The lonely hallway became a silent witness to the expression of the heart of a Harland who was hit by the decision of feeling.