Rosie Sanders!

Goddamn Man

I know his hard character. The woman does not like to be educated or defeated by anyone's arguments. Sindy that tough woman is my first love. We were dating in second grade High School. But while in college, Sindy chose to rest and work in a shopping center in this city. That beautiful woman is still very dear to me, but fate separated us in a way that was difficult for me to resist.

I was the first child of the Viennese couple Astuti and Riad Pratama. My mother was just an ordinary housewife, my father was a civil servant in a public school as a principal. Who is now retired. I have a little sister who is 9 years from me. And now still sitting in high school in this city as well.

I went to college for a merit scholarship, and it's a proud thing for me and my modest family. My relationship with Sindy slowly stretched due to each other's busyness. Lost contact for years made our relationship end without explanation.

I married Rosy out of desperation, my father had heart failure and it cost me a lot of money for surgery and so on. Not to mention my sister who was in the 2nd grade of junior high school.

My meeting with Rosy was not something that was on purpose, I didn't even know if Rosy was the son of the hospital owner where my father was cared for.

When I was desperate, Rosy came to offer help. I was a little surprised, my pride seemed to be bought by the sentence of the woman. But I have no other choice. My father's life depended on my decision at the time. Finally I agreed to marry Rosy even though my heart didn't love her at all. In my heart I still reigned beautifully the name Sindy even up to 2 years of my marriage with Rosy.

Until one day, suddenly Rosy came to the office and brought Sindy before me. My heart still trembled warmly when I saw the woman I loved so much. I miss her, it turns out that my two years togetherness with Rosy means nothing. My heart is still on my first love.

Rosy said she was going to hire Sindy as my secretary, I really wanted to jump in so happy. But I deliberately put an indifference in front of my wife. Like I don't need Sindy as my secretary.

Sindy had been studying in Bandung all this time. He went to college after a year of work. I met my wife in a mall by accident. The good-natured Rosy offers her that prestigious job. Of course Sindy accepted it with pleasure. It turns out that during my marriage, Sindy kept a close eye on news about me and Rosy from the internet. That's why he wasn't surprised when he met me again, had changed the status of being his own best friend's husband.

In the days that followed, our relationship was not just a relationship between bosses and subordinates. We agreed to re-establish a relationship that broke up a few years ago. My life changed then and there, every day I always had a reason to do overtime with my beloved secretary. Rosy was never fussy about asking so many things, about my late return home until midnight.

Of course, because my wife works too. In addition, Rosy is also the director at her family-owned hospital. Rosy is an only child, so when both parents are gone. He is the heir to the Sanders family. The company I lead belongs to his family. But I don't have to worry, I secretly built my own company without Rosy's knowledge. Of course from the company money that I slip little by little in the company's budget.

Now that a year has passed my relationship with Sindy, my love for her has grown. Even so, my relationship with Rosy was peaceful as if we were a happy couple. In every moment, we always look good. Even if I knew, it hurt my dark lover. But my company is still not strong enough to stand alone. I still have to go the extra mile in lobbying stock growers to want to invest their money in my company.

But baby, the love in my heart never came to my wife. Sindy is back in my life. My teenage years were like coming back to life. I have to give a lot of reasons about our bed relationship which we rarely do for a year. And once again, Rosy accepts her without much questioning and demanding.

My desire faded on Rosy after I was sucked in by the pleasure valley of my dark lover. Although I was a little surprised to find out that Sindy is no longer virgin. But the reason I can still accept. My woman was raped by street thugs when she came home from work at night. I am saddened to hear the poignant story that Sindy experienced. Despite the disappointment in my heart. But that's not his will.

Up until a week ago, Rosy gave me a medium-sized gift box while we were sitting in the living room. I smiled broadly at the time, I thought the gifts were as expensive as before. I'll sell it and then I give it to Sindy. So I don't always have to cut company funds for my beloved woman.

You could say I'm a jerk, but that's me. The heart can't be forced, right? My happiness is Sindy, my money tree is Rosy. Both women have their roles in my life. Of course Sindy's most dominant role, because I love that woman.

Back at the gift box, I opened it with a feeling of pleasure. I have imagined a gift in it, surely the price is not kidding. But I was a little stunned, when I saw a brown envelope inside. My forehead was cringing inside.

I looked at the shady face but had a firm line my wife seemed to be smiling knots. My mind started to run. It is impossible if Rosy is giving a surprise about the news of her pregnancy. Although I wanted Rosy to have my child. That way I can use my son to take over all my wife's assets later.

But Sindy's presence changed my plans, quite a company that I built and have been running for a year. I want to live quietly with Sindy without any interference from Rosy. I don't want Rosy using our son as an excuse to pester my quiet life with Sindy.

Rosy's smile beckoned me to open the brown envelope immediately. My hands are a little sweaty. I'm afraid what I think is really happening. After the end of the envelope I had scissors. I was back in the making.

I can see if it's some photos even though I haven't come out yet. A little surprised I took those photos. When I looked at the first sheet, my eyes glared perfectly. My breath choked, I looked back at my wife's neutrals not showing any expression. I was getting anxious, not to mention my mother suddenly came at an inopportune moment. What more if not to ask my wife for money.

"What the fuck, Rosy!" I was high in my voice to refute to look like a victim of vile slander. My wife has not reacted. Back I focused my net on the photo sheet in my hand with a bad feeling. I'd rather if Rosy yelled and cursed at me. I'll have a reason to go deeper.

I opened the photo sheet by sheet that I was holding. My hands shook violently, my breathing began to disorganize. I put the pictures back on the table. I tried to look at once again the look on Rosy's face that was still fluttering.