
Harland was driving his car in no direction. After hearing the truth from his best friend's mouth, Harland chose to calm down on the beach. The beach he visited a year ago with Rosy. There was an unusual pounding as he stared at the rolling waves scrambling to become the highest roll.
It felt as if his soul was drawn out to lament his regret which was already very late. Now in a crisis of heart, without realizing it, both hands have led the pace of his vehicle back home, to his old house with Rosy. Wishing to see the woman there even if only from a distance.
But upon arrival in front of the house, Harland was made speechless. The inhabitants have changed. Is Rosy letting go of their memories? Holy hooch! Stupidly he, indeed his memories are which to maintain in the house. There was only pain that he had ever inflicted as a dark history for a kind woman like Rosy.
Harland lamented his stupidity. There is a pain that is difficult to explain, now he feels an incredible loss. Her pain was completely different when she was forcibly separated from Sindy a few years ago. It feels deeper and stifling to the soul.
Eventually Harland decided to return to his parents' home. Maybe there he'll get a clue about Rosy's whereabouts. At the same time want to win his heart and mind which is now in chaos.
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"Mr Harland..? Long time not here, very busy ya.until forgot the same aunt." A middle-aged woman who now opens the door for Harland.
"Slightly busy bi.again I will not be able to forget aunt. I miss it too, so I go home. Papa same mama mana bi, how lonely..." Tanya Harland circulated her gaze to look for the whereabouts of her two parents.
With a little hesitation, bi Sumi finally said that the health of her great master lately was not good. Both of his employers are now in hospital. After lunch, Riad felt like his chest was hit by a big rock. The middle-aged man fell down and then was unconscious.
Harland's body weakened instantly. With a slight tremble Herland again grabbed his car keys to the hospital, where the father was being treated. His thoughts are chaotic, several times Sindy called him but he did not care.
"If you still dare to ignore me, I will unravel the scandal of our affair for a year. Let's see how your life will be made a shapeless somersault!" Sindy throws her phone in any direction, while the man who blackmailed her has just asked for a sum of money despite having served her with his full body.
"Cursed you Rosy! All because of you! If you hadn't married my Harland, now my life would have been peaceful with her without anyone interrupting! Aarrgghhhh..!!" Sindy, the woman with millions of obsessions. Full of ambition and ego. Now stuck in a situation not wearing the results of his own actions. His bad past seemed to be chasing after him like invisible karma. Her side of the heart rejects guilt, because what she does is simply to escape the poverty of her family.
The woman does not want to be confined in her short-lived life. He was lucky to have a body and face that had selling value. That way the coffers can be easier he can get.
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While in a small town in a mountainous area far from urban. A woman was staring at the vast expanse of the endless ocean. His hand stroked slowly his flat stomach which had now been slightly bulging. A smile of happiness emanated clearly on his shady face. No matter what their hearts are, their children are innocent. He who wants their presence, he who strives so that a family does not lose its bloodline. Hearts are glorious, though hurt so deeply and so many times. But it doesn't make him lose his conscience.
"Grow up with healthy kiddos, mommy will wait for you patiently. Later you will understand why mommy really wants you to come to this world. Reasons that will make you appreciate a mortal named, woman. That's where you come from, women with a million determination and incredible strength. Promise to be proud children for mommy. This heart-wounded woman will take care of you with all your body." Rosy ended her short heart-to-heart conversation with the baby.
His smile again showed, if the wound is still there, the pain is still the same. Nothing has changed, only his physical being now more visibly contained, with two lives living in him.
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Harland walked hastily through the hospital corridor, accidentally bumping into a woman who was also seen in a hurry.
Both fell in a falling position.
"I'm sorry, miss..." Harland momentarily stared inside the female bead before him with a reminiscing look.
"Ah yeah, sorry I hit you. Let me help.." - Harland swiftly helped the woman to stand up, even though she was enduring the same pain.
"Thank you Harland" he said sincerely.
"No problem. It's my fault too, you're the doctor at this hospital?" Harland asked stalely, obviously the woman works there. For what the woman was pacing back and forth in the hospital hallway with her oversized clothes if only for sightseeing.
"Yes. It's been a few years. How are you doing? You look more and more charming, it's worth Rosy crazy about you. The woman even always praised her husband every time in the corner for your absence at some important hospital event. That much love apparently. A childhood love that never fades. You guys are so funny, when you grow up you date another girl, but you end up going back to your childhood soul mate." Sania laughed a little considering the friend who had been three months more is not news anymore.
Harland was like being slapped hard repeatedly. Childhood love, who Sania meant. Wasn't Sindy the love of her childhood, the girl who had exchanged her life for her. Therefore Harland felt attached to the girl from the first time they met again on the first day.
Then this fact has slapped him flat to nothing. Who should he trust. Sindy's his wife, or Sania's his ex-wife's best friend. His head suddenly dizzy and heavy, until finally he realized the purpose of his arrival there.
"Hmmm.... Sania, I still want to chat a lot with you. But my father is sick and I haven't seen him. Can I have your cell phone number? It's nothing, I just want to tell you a lot about a little bit of my story that you might find boring." Kekeh Harland hid the full facial features of the eternal.
"All right, here's my business card. Just call, my husband is an understanding man. Just so you didn't say you were my cheating. I guarantee your life will be fine." Reply Sania joking, then give her card. Harland thanked him and rushed away with a million new facts.
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All eyes were fixed towards the door of the ward where Riad was being treated. Only 1st class, not VVIP or minimum VIP. Harland's heart hurts. There were two beds in one room. His father used to always get the best care if the father dropped back. Now only occupy a class that is in accordance with his health insurance.
"What are you here for? Do you want to offer help because of our sad state of affairs?" It hurts! That's what Harland feels. The mother's words pierced into the recesses of her soul.
"I just want to see Papa, ma..." Harland's weak voice was stuck in his throat. Like swallowing a thorn. That pain feels like.
"Our situation is fine, brother, despite what papa is going through. Brother's absence slightly reduces the burden of feeling that brother lives right. Now go, don't add any wounds to my parents' hearts. They should not bear such severe injuries at an age that is no longer young. Big brother managed to become an ungodly child, I hope big brother is proud of that achievement. Go, this room is too narrow to accommodate one more person. We feel claustrophobic about your brother's presence here." Oh God! Truly Harland wanted to ask that his ears be sewn.
In order not to hear how those hurtful words came out of his little sister's mouth. Harland stared in full plea to be let stay. But Vienna threw away his indifferent gaze. So did Hany. Just an unreadable look but a condition of expression of disappointment. That's what Harland saw in the netra of his beloved sister.
Harland's nanar gaze returned to the middle-aged man, who was now lying weakly with an oxygen hose in his nose. His heart is as in sembilu.
"Sister will go. Call brother whenever it is..." Eventually Harland defeats his ego. The man chose not to leave because he gave up. He will rent an apartment in front of the hospital, to make it easier to reach the state of the father despite having to hide.
Behind the door, Harland let go of her cries. The cold man now looks more fragile than a woman who lost her child. No matter how several pairs of eyes stared at him with various expressions and babbles. Harland shed her tears without a care.
As sick as it feels ignored by his own family, what this is what Rosy experienced first. While she was still immersed in the charms of a Sindy for the past year. Ignored and lied many times. Harland slammed his forehead against the wall to unravel a bit of his stupidity.
Evan who was not eagerly passing immediately calmed the friend. Then bring the man to his practice room. Fortunately, the practice hours are over.
"Drink, it might dampen your mood a little..." Evan gave a glass of water to his best friend. Pity swallowed his heart, but he could not help much either. Harland is old enough to be able to solve his own complicated problems. Let his best friend learn the meaning of regret, so that later he can appreciate the existence before finally really losing.