
โขโถโท๐ โ ๐ Pearl Wisdom โถ โ โทโข
Achieving heaven, not an easy thing, which is quite achieved with wishful thinking and laziness. The inhabitants of heaven are those who are tested by struggles and sacrifices, who demonize the soul, body and mind, and pass the test. The inhabitants of heaven are, tough warriors, people willing to sacrifice selflessly except for their love Robb.
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Do people think that they will be left with just saying, โWe have believed,โ and they are not tested? Really am! We have tested the people before them, and Allah knows the truthful and the false. (QS. Al-Anfog, 2-3)
Therefore, in many verses, God tells them why they can go to heaven. That is because their patience holds โcapekโ to fight for heaven.
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"Sorry, I don't want to!" the word Fatimah sounded so serious and also so resolute. It made Haidar look so surprised to hear that. And he immediately let go of his embrace.
"No want? What do you mean Fathiyah? Why don't you want to live life with me, hm?" asked Haidar, while looking at his wife's face, with a gaze that was so fixed and serious. And suddenly he remembered his fiancee Fatimah. Instantly his face turned irritated.
"Ooh I know! You don't want to, is it because it's going to be? Your ex-fiance, isn't he? Because he's more handsome, and a doctor is that? But can wealth be more me huh? To the extent that you still hope to become your fiance's wife isn't it?!" ask again with a voice that has changed and sounds louder.
"Astaghfirullah..! No Mas, not like that." denied Fatimah, and immediately cut by Haidar.
"Then what huh?! Why did you say no? Do you think I can't." said Haidar, with an increasingly loud tone of voice. It was seen that he was overcome by his anger.
Fatimah who saw it finally ventured to cover her husband's mouth with her palm. To make Haidar a little surprised, but he did not rebel, instead he let the hand of Fatimah in his mouth.
"Sorry, but listen to my reasons?" fatimah said, with her hands still covering her mouth. And in reply Haidar with a nod of his head. Because it had received an answer, Fatimah finally released her hand which had covered her hand.
"Mas, you still remind me, when I asked for a contract marriage when I was in the hospital?" ask Fatimah gently. And was immediately called by Haidar.
"Alhamdulillah, then should Mas also remember my words when the hospital was right? When I say, Marriage is a sacred momentum, which cannot be done. Because marriage is one of the most expensive worship. As Muslims, we are required to worship only Allah. And marriage is not just worship. But it is also a religious perfecter.
"That's why I said that marriage is not as easy as Mas imagined. Because in it there is something that we have to take responsibility for, not just a husband or wife. But we must also be accountable to our Lord. Hence, I said I did not want to, not because I saw the physical, or the treasure! And I don't see it all! Therefore, it will not guarantee that I can live happily in the world or in the hereafter! Therefore I only want to have a husband who can be a priest for me. And together perform this worship because of God,"
Haidar instantly fell silent after hearing the explanation from his wife. But suddenly, he smiled wryly, when he remembered that he had never even remembered his Lord. Especially on things about his religion, even that never crossed his mind. Because the priority for him all this time is just chasing the world. Even because only the world he did not hesitate to do obedience.
"Heh.. means I'm very far away from your criteria? And there seems to be no hope either, for I am only a sinner. So do not refute to be.." said Haidar, by putting on a pessimistic face. And with a voice that sounded so limp. Make Fatimah close her mouth again if this is only with her index finger.
"Who said there is no hope?" ask Fatimah, interrupting Haidar's words, "Well! As long as you want to learn. And everyone has a chance to improve themselves. For that Thiyah will give Mas a chance, as long as Mas, will promise to improve everything, including Mas's relationship to God. Enter what?" he continued, holding both hands of his husband.
"But Thiyah, I am a sinful man. And there is too much clinging that I do. I don't even hesitate to lose people's lives without feeling guilty. So is it possible that your God will forgive my mistakes? Impossible? There he must hate me so much, because I've done something He hates so much. So is it possible that the door of repentance will open for me, Thiyah?" said Haidar, as he lowered his face, to cover up his shame because it was too big a mistake he had made.
Fatimah immediately raised her husband's face, then she smiled gently at him, "Mas? You ask? Will the door of repentance be open to you? While his sins are too much. Even those sins keep repeating themselves, don't they?" fatimah asked gently, and Haidar spontaneously nodded.
"Mas, you don't have to worry, As long as Mas really wants to repent, then the door of repentance will open. Remember, Allah forgives every sin, and it is according to His word," continued Fatimah, then suddenly he recited a verse, with his merduk, making Haidar immediately amazed to hear it.
Allah Azza wa Jalla:
ูููู ููุง ุนูุจูุงุฏููู ุงูููุฐูููู ุฃูุณูุฑููููุง ุนูููู ุฃูููููุณูููู ู ููุง ุชูููููุทููุง ู ููู ุฑูุญูู ูุฉู ุงูููููู ุฅูููู ุงูููููู ููุบูููุฑู ุงูุฐูููููุจู ุฌูู ููุนูุง ุฅูููููู ูููู ุงููุบููููุฑู ุงูุฑููุญููู ู (53) ููุฃููููุจููุง ุฅูููู ุฑูุจููููู ู ููุฃูุณูููู ููุง ูููู ู ููู ููุจููู ุฃููู ููุฃูุชูููููู ู ุงููุนูุฐูุงุจู ุซูู ูู ููุง ุชูููุตูุฑูููู (54)
โSay: โHi My servants who have set limits on themselves, do not despair of the mercy of Allah. Allah forgives all sins. Verily, He is the Most Forgiving, the Most Merciful. And return to your Lord, and yield to Him before the punishment comes to you and you cannot be helped (again).โ (QS. Weight: 53-54).
"Mas, the Verse that Tiyah had recited, was a cry for all those who fell into the maksiat. And the verse gives the glad tidings that Allah forgives every sin for anyone who repents and returns to Him. Although the sin is very much, even though it is like foam in the sea (which cannot be counted).
โDo they not know that Allah accepts repentance from His servants?โ (QS. The At Taubah: 104).
"So, now Mas don't have to worry anymore huh? For surely Allah will forgive Mas Haidar,"
Heard the explanation from his wife, with such a soft speech. Making Haidar's heart, so trembling, even unconsciously he immediately shed his tears. Then he hugged Fatimah's body.
"Thank you Thiyah, hiks.. Thank you!" he said it sounds so good.