Revenge Not Already

This is not the kind of love I want....

Alona's gaze began to fade, her eyes reddened, and her tears slowly fell. "It's not love like this that I want." Said Alona in her heart that felt frozen with her right hand wiping away the tears on her cheek.

Alona turned to her back against the curtain and walked to her bed. The next second, he threw his body into the bed. Alona slept slanted curled up hugging the cold-feeling bolster. "I should have realized when Alvaro used to have an affair with Mitha's ex. I clearly saw her kissing in front of my eyes. Maybe do more than that, I don't know!. After that, he never looked at any woman again. His love and attention are always on me."

Alona's tears did not stop. "It's my heart that always wants to be fooled. Loving someone who can't be said to love me sincerely." Alona fell asleep in her broken heart."

Aunty Asih who witnessed a fight between Alona and Alvaro immediately informed Amor via SMS. "Miss Amor, Miss Alona and Mister fought very hard. I have the video if Miss wants to see, but.., there's definitely a reward."

"Send!!!" SMS reply from Amor. "I'll give you a gift...." Write it again at the end of the message.

"None right." Answer the Bibi Asih SMS again.

In the morning, Alona's stomach rang quite tight. There is a slight nausea but there is an inevitable hunger. Alona got down and went to the kitchen, cooking her own food.

Aunty Asih came from the back room of the first floor. Smelling the fragrance of Alona's cooking makes Bibi Asih rush to the kitchen to stop Alona cooking. Aunty Asih did not want to get in trouble for letting Alona touch the kitchen. Alvaro had already reminded him not to let Alona cook. Aunty Asih walked over and stopped right beside Alona then took over the frying spoon and said. "Non, let me, you'll scold me."

Alona turned to look at Auntie Asih. "No need to Bi I can be alone." Alona said in a slightly hoarse voice as a result of crying last night. His sadness was still evident from his pale face and dry lips.

Aunty Asih continued to force, finally Alona relented and sat on the dining chair waiting for the fried shrimp of tomato sauce flour

ripened. "Bi please hurry up a little I'm starving." Alona said with a hand to her cheek.

"Yes, it's gonna be over soon." Aunty Asih replied smilingly looking at Alona and her hands still stirred the flour shrimp with her sauce in the frying pan.

Alona's head started to turn dizzy. Suddenly her tears came out slowly without warning. Alona confused. "What's wrong with him? easy menaggis! then smile. I'm not crazy, am I?"thought in the heart.

Aunty Asih already served food on the table. While Alona massaged her forehead that felt dizzy. "Bi please get me the medicine in my room, I forgot to bring it down earlier."

"Non Good." Reply Bi Asih. Auntie Asih went straight to take the medicine.

Alona prepares to eat her food on the table. Just a mouthful of his stomach had already refused. Alona ran to the sink and vomited her food. Aunt Asih who had come down directly approached Alona who was vomiting. "Non..., what's up?" Ask Bi Asih. Bi Asih then patted and massaged the nape of Alona.

Alona rinsed with water and wiped her mouth. "I don't know Bi. Maybe my ulcer relapsed, since yesterday I didn't eat on time." Said Alona revealing what she was feeling at the moment.

"Miss Alona should sit in a chair instead. Aunty will take eucalyptus oil in the medicine box. Looks like Miss also caught a cold, Auntie will massage Miss's back with eucalyptus oil." Bi Asih said showing empathy towards Nonanya.

Alona sat down without refuting, waiting for Bi Asih to massage her back.

Because I feel unbearable dizziness. Alona stood up intending to go to her room. "Bi I'm going to kam--" Not yet had she said a room, Alona fell to the floor.

Hearing the noise from the kitchen Aunt Asih immediately ran. "Miss Alona!!!" Shouted Bi Asih. "Non, Non, Miss wake up." Aunt Asih patted Alona on the cheek. "Where is this!? I have to call Mr."

Alvaro was already at the front door. Heard the noise and the sound of his phone ringing. He ran and ignored the incoming phone. "What's wrong!?" Alvaro asked when he saw Alona already lying on the floor and immediately grabbed Alona's body.

Aunty Asih rebuked in a voice as unwilling as she said. "Master, Miss Alona fainted. Ta-tadi Bibi is taking eucalyptus oil in the medicine box. After that Aunt went back to the kitchen to find Miss already on the floor."

Alvaro hugs Alona. His heart was so sore that his lover fainted again. "Darling..., why are you!?" Alvaro asked with teary eyes. "Bi please tell the driver to prepare the car I will take Alona to the hospital.

"Good sir." Aunty Asih left with a panicked and dazed face calling the driver.

*****

Doctor Kevin sat in his chair. His attitude is very manly and simple. The look on his face was friendly with a smile as he spoke to Alvaro. "Mr Alvaro Maldini Nugroho." Dr. Kevin mentions Alvaro's full name written in the patient's data as the person in charge. "I want to ask you what your relationship is with the woman I checked out earlier."

"He's my lover." Alvaro explained.

Doctor Kevin smiled at Alvaro. He then extended his hand to congratulate him. "Happy you'll soon be a father."

Alvaro. Her brain is racking very heavily on what Dr. Kevin told her. His heart was very sick to being struck by lightning. To cover up his heartbreak Alvaro smiled shaking the hand of doctor Kevin. "Thank you doctor Kevin. I'll be a father soon." Alvaro said with a carefree face showing the joy of his heart.

Kevin's doctor gave Alona's medical test results to Alvaro. "Jaga be well your lover. Pregnant women often change their mood. Mr. Alvaro must pay attention to everything regarding the health of the mother and the fetus in the womb."

Alvaro nodded his head in a sign he was understanding. " Doctor Kevin thank you for giving me instructions to look after my lover Alona. Can Kevin's doctor keep this pregnancy a secret to her. We're getting married soon. I don't want to burden him later. After marriage I'll deliver it myself."

"It doesn't matter., ." replied Dr. Kevin.

*****

On the way home from the hospital, Alvaro continued to hug Alona in the back seat. He was very attentive to the woman. Seeing Alona's pale face Alvaro kissed Alona's forehead. While Alona was confused to see Alvaro very warm today. Alona was slightly energized after being given an infusion in the hospital. "Varo what's sick." Alona asked with suspicion.

Alvaro smiled looking at Alona. " The doctor said you were exhausted. Yesterday I said, don't forget to eat baby.., you didn't hear my words..." Answer Alvaro.

Alona pulls her body from Alvaro. He sat on the edge facing out the window. Alona feels awkward to be close to Alvaro after a showdown yesterday. Alona took a breath and let it out repeatedly.

*****

Night at yellow residence.

Alona put her body to sleep on the bed. Alvaro came with a tray of rice and side dishes. Alvaro sits on the bedside waking Alona up. "Darling to wake up.., you have to eat even a little."

Alona shook her head and sat leaning against the head of the sleeping bed. Alona is not hungry, she just wants to eat sweet and cold snacks. Alona brushed off Alvaro's hand as a spoonful of rice approached her mouth. Alona then closed her nose because the pungent smell of cooking spices made her nauseous. "Varo I want strawberry ice cream and butter chocolate toast" Alona said with a lethargic face.

Alvaro puts a tray on the table and gives pregnant milk to Alona. "I'll buy it for you, before that you have to drink this milk first." Alvaro persuades Alona. Alvaro's own milk that brews it, of course no one knows other than himself.

Alvaro ordered strawberry ice cream and butter chocolate toast through an inter-messaging app. Not long until the order arrived and Alona immediately ate it with greed. Alvaro gives warm water to Alona to drink after eating her bread and ice cream.

After the meal, Alvaro prepared a toothbrush and towel for Alona. " Please brush your teeth before going to bed. I've prepared it for you."

Alona looked at Alvaro for quite a while before responding. "What's wrong with him today? very attentive" Alona said in her heart.

Alona got up and went to brush her teeth. Alvaro followed him standing propping up his body on the side wall of the sink. After that, Alona sat on the bed with a look at the TV that was wrong, watching her favorite cartoon movie.

The clock shows at 10 p.m. Alvaro grabs the TV remote pressing the power off button. " Sleep, baby...." Alvaro said as he rubbed Alona's head sitting on the bedside chair. "I'll sleep on the couch with you here."

Alona just nodded her head and lay on the bed against Alvaro.

Alona was asleep. Only the sound of his breathing was heard. Alvaro stood up leaving the couch switched to sleep next to Alona sleeping.

Alvaro hugs Alona from behind and closes Alona's nose using a handkerchief that has been drugged. Alona will not wake up until morning.

Alvaro picked up a box under the bed. He had placed the device secretly while Alona was eating her snacks. Alvaro smiled looking at the tool. Alvaro went back up to the bed. Slowly Alvaro stroked Alona's cheek, then his hand began to unbutton her shirt and take it off. Alvaro brought his face closer to Alona and kissed her lips. Then Alvaro whispered in Alona's ear. "Your name is so pretty tonight. You'll be mine, baby."