Revenge Not Already

I'd rather die if you leave!

Lately, Alona's college was chaotic, almost a week he skipped his college schedule. In addition today, more and more courses that he passed.

"No problem, I'll catch up with me." Alona took a deep breath and took it out slowly while driving her car slowly.

Alona had thought about it carefully. Once he solved his problem, he would take additional classes to catch up. It doesn't matter if you have to pay extra.

For Alona to come to the hospital, it was no different from a nightmare. The woman will remember what happened to her parents. A car accident sent his parents to the hospital. Not long after receiving treatment both of his parents died. That incident has been a year. However, it still left a scar of loss in Alona's heart.

Today, he had to add to his nightmare in the hospital. Break up with the person he loves.

Upon arriving at the hospital Alona accelerated her movements. He did not want his heart to waver if he continued to walk slowly, most likely his mind would change.

Alona pushes through Alvaro's room door.

"Varo, I'm coming." Alona looked at Alvaro who was sitting in his wheelchair. The woman just stood there, her face looking lethargic.

Alvaro smiled his sigh towards Alona, "Honey, you've come. I miss you so much." Alvaro immediately approached Alona who was standing near the door of his room.

A male nurse came out as soon as Alona arrived. The nurse knew from the way Alvaro gave the code. He was asked to leave.

"Varo we have to talk, I hope this decision won't hurt us." Alona grabs Alvaro's wheelchair and pushes him to the sofa in the corner of the room. Then he sat there facing Alvaro.

"Darling are you okay?, your face looks pale!" Alvaro looked at Alona's face.

"I'm fine, don't worry about me!" Alona smiles to convince Alvaro.

Alona's hands were cold, she clenched her hands. Then, he immediately grabbed Alvaro's hands. The cold temperature of his hands contrasted with Alvaro's warm hands. Instantly Alvaro felt a chill as the woman held his hand. The man then rubbed and kissed the back of Alona's hand. He tried to warm his girlfriend's hand.

Without any warning Alona went straight to the heart of the conversation. His words were clear without a hint of hesitation. "Varo, we're breaking up!" Alona's tears suddenly dripped on their own. Her chest feels very tight. With all his might he looked up to hold back the tears that wanted to come down again. After that, he set the look of his face to be calm without any tears flowing. He did not want to show more sadness.

Alvaro was silent for a few seconds, not moving at all. The man froze when he heard the word break from Alona. The heart that initially felt warm now feels pierced by thousands of nails. He shook his head to the right and to the left. "No, no, no. It can't be!"

"Alona you must be kidding, right, baby?. Tell me that's not true, Alona!?"

Alona lowered her head, not saying anything.

Alona answer me!?

"Why!?" Alvaro shook the woman's hand. He kept asking for an explanation on why Alona decided to do it.

Alona let go of Alvaro's hand and looked at him softly. "Varo is my choice, I hope you can understand."

"No!" Alvaro rejected him strongly.

"I don't want to hurt you Varo."

Alona shook her head. "Don't...!"

"Then, what's the problem!?" Alvaro asked again.

"There's no problem between us Alvaro. I think it's the best decision for both of us."

"No problem, best decision" Alvaro repeated Alona's words. The man smiled. His face turned reddish, sweat had already drenched his entire face. Sweaty water slowly dripped through his neck until it fell flowing all over his body.

Alona was still sitting on the sofa closing her eyes and closing her mouth tightly. The woman tried to hold out her crying voice. Even so, it still sounded faintly the sound of bated crying, visible from his chest of deflated flowers.

Alvaro takes Alona's hand. He held the woman's hand tightly. "Alona, I don't know if I'm wrong with you. I'm sorry if I did anything wrong. But don't break our relationship. I don't want to be separated from you. I just want to marry you Alona, have a child with you, spend some old time together."

Alona wanted to say about her condition honestly and openly. But, when he wanted to say it, it was always that those words could not get out of his throat. Alona tried repeatedly, but failed again and again.

This condition made Alona very embarrassed to say it. More shameful than being caught stealing someone else's property.

V-varo. I hope we can still be best friends even if we don't have any relationship."

"Alona, you're so young to say you broke up with me. Is it because my legs can't walk like before!?" Alvaro shouted towards Alona.

"No Alvaro!," Alona cried no more. " I also know you have another woman who loves you. I'm sure you can be happy with her."

This time Alvaro had lost control, his patience had already disappeared. "Alona, you used that incident to break our relationship. I told you he was just my friend. But, you're still accusing me of cheating."

"Varo, regardless of the incident. I will still ask for a break up from you. I'm a woman you don't deserve to marry. I don't want you to regret it, when we're married." Alona tries to give an explanation, although the explanation seems ambiguous.

Alvaro immediately ran his wheelchair towards the door of the room. Quickly his hand pulled the access card out of the room that was stuck on the door. Then he broke the access card until it was destroyed.

Alona is shocked when she sees Alvaro break the access card to the outside of the room. "Varo, what are you doing. Why did you break Varo's card!?"

Alvaro smiles. "I'd rather die if you leave me."

"....!!!" Alona was speechless trying to digest Alvaro's words to her.

When she woke up, Alona stood up from her seat. "Alvaro don't be stupid!, that's not true."

Alona. It means nothing more that I live. I will be happy waiting for you in heaven or in hell.

Alvaro runs his wheelchair past Alona. "Alona before you leave me, I'll go first."

Varo don't do that...

Nooooooo!