Revenge Not Already

This is what is called an endless love!?

Alona was going to die at that moment. He gave up his destiny. There is no meaning in life if the lover is gone.

This is what is called an endless love!?

Love is as vast as the ocean, as vast as blue space, and as vast as the universe.

This is what is called deep love!?

Love is deep, as deep as the ocean.

Love!?

For a moment I doubted love, what is true love!?

I am tired of the word love!

Should I die for love!?

Am I one of them, having love but such without love.

I really do love him. If he left, I should have left....

I don't want to live, if life is bleak in its absence....

I want my love to grow until I die, at the time death has predestined that he and I should leave. Maybe, not now, I want to go later, if I've been with him for a long time.

Alvaro, if you give me one chance then my life and love are only for you, nothing else and never will be.

I want to close my heart and love just for you, just as you close your heart and love for everything else.

I believe that God exists. If you're my destiny take me with you always. I want to spend everything just for us and our generation.

****

Xander lifts Alona up, holding her to his car. The woman had already drowned.

The woman's eyes were full of tears, there was still a bit of awareness but was already unable to move, only a breath was still heard accompanied by a small sound of crying.

Opening the car door, the man was very careful when putting Alona's body in the front car seat. Xander stared sadly at the woman, he then closed the Car door and immediately exited.

The man ran very fast towards Alvaro's car. His hand punched the car glass, very strong. Blood dripped from his knuckles, all the pain he felt he ignored for a moment.

Xander immediately grabbed Alvaro's body. The man's legs were slightly pinched. It took a little effort to get him out of the car.

Meanwhile, the small flames started to grow. The heat felt like it was going to burn the skin. All the sweat had flooded the man's entire body.

Xander almost gave up on all his efforts to save Alvaro.

But, he always tried again and again, saving Alvaro who was unconscious.

Revenge is still felt, but my heart still has a conscience for man. I am not a starving beast, willing to prey on my fellow friends and even eat them without guilt.

My grudge must be avenged, but not in a dirty way or something that makes public opinion mislead me.

I'm Xander, a man, I'm not gonna be a loser. I won't do anything stupid. I just want to take revenge on the same path.

The current atmosphere was extremely chest-stifling, completely slashing the heart.

I who watched from a distance could feel the destruction of that woman's heart.

I hateit....

He is like that to others.

Why should she!?

...Not Me!? Xander endured all his heartache, the man sighed and closed his beautiful eyes. The three men stepped on the gas of his car. The vehicle was traveling very fast like a fighter.

*****

Hospital, Alona is lying in a patient bed in a VVIP room. The wounds on both knees have been treated. The woman is still asleep, she has not been conscious since witnessing her lover's accident.

Xander sat beside the bed accompanying the woman. The look on his face was still handsome despite the slight wound on his face. His injured hand was left untreated or wrapped in gauze.

The worry about the woman still haunts him to this day. It did not feel like he had sat for 2 hours accompanying the woman.

The man now felt pain all over his body. He moved from the chair to the sofa in the corner of the room. Xander put his body on the couch. His hands were crossed on his stomach, his eyes slowly closed. His body is tilted towards Alona.

*****

Operating room, a man asleep on the operating table. Alvaro has a broken bone in his left leg. Since the man arrived at the hospital, doctors have been busy preparing for the operation.

All the doctors were like having a mild heart attack as a result of that patient. They should be careful. There is anxiety in every movement. How not, the patient they were handling was a prince the only one from a distinguished family. Little mistake they will be slaughtered by the father who is in power in the world of economics today.

Diana Maringka, walking back and forth in front of the operating room. His face looked up with both hands hanging over his chin. The woman tried to hold back the tears that continued to pour down her cheeks. He kept trying hard to face all these trials, even though his heart was very sick waiting for his son who was struggling on the operating table. His eyes occasionally stared at the indicator light above the door of the room.

"Sit down baby.!, Varo we can definitely get through all his operations. Don't worry too much he just had a broken bone instead of a concussion." Mr. Jaya Nugroho comforts his wife.

"He'll be fine, I've made sure of that." All the doctors who handled the operation have proven his expertise. They have worked here for over 10 years.

Diana followed her husband's advice, sitting on a chair and leaning her head on her husband's shoulder. Both of her hands held her husband's wrists.

"Darling...!" Diana called her husband.

"Yes. What's up?" Mr. Nugroho answered his wife's question in a gentle and soothing tone.

"Have you investigated the cause of our son's accident? Is anyone trying to do something to our son!? I'm so worried about him!"

"I've done it before you tell me, baby. It's a pure accident, he's wrong, our son is driving in a direction."

Mr. Nugroho seemed to remember something. The man was so grateful that someone had saved his son.

"But why did he do that!? there must be a cause. I know our son never broke any rules."

Mr. Nugroho replied. "Have our son survived. Mama's best to visit the man who saved our son. We should thank him."

"Her...." The woman nodded her head at the sign she agreed.

*****

Thousands of grains of sweat had drenched the entire body of the woman. Alona is still asleep in bed.

The nightmare made the woman angry. His sleep was disturbed. He saw all the collisions. The car rolled about hitting every inch of asphalt. His heart ached as if it had bitten thousands of bees.

Alona is unaware of the next incident. Whether the lover survived or has been gone forever. His last memory came to a halt when both of his knees fell on the asphalt, he still felt that someone was helping him up, carrying him and.... He does not remember any events.

The woman was like a husk in a small barn full of dust, and dirt. There was no sign of life and light shining, all he felt was darkness. His chest was like thousands of tons of stones, suffocating his chest.

"Varo!" Alona screams to call her lover's name.

Alona wakes up from her sleep....

Realizing that he was in a foreign room, his eyes circled every inch of the room. "I where!?" ask her with lips sed vibrate.

There was an infusion hose attached to his hand. The woman sat down, she then wanted to pull out the infusion needle in her hand. The woman wanted to go out looking for her lover. Live or die!

"Hiks, hicks...." Hearing the sound of Xander's cry woke up and immediately approached Alona who was trying to remove the infusion needle in her hand.

"Alona, stop!" The man immediately shook Alona's hand.

"Xanders.... "

The woman hugged Xander who was already beside the bed. His embrace was tight.

"Xander, where is he!?" alona asked with hope.

"My varo! I want to see it." Alona patted and slightly punched the man on the back. Alona's tears had wetted all of Xander's shoulders.

"Varo.., I want him Xander. Help me.... I can't live without him." The woman was crying.

Xander hugged the woman, stroking Alona's back and head. Xander tries to calm down Alona's grief.

For some reason at this time, Xander seemed to forget his mountain-high grudge when he saw the woman who was slumped in his arms.

Xander took a deep breath. His hands clenched, he slightly furrowed his brows as the woman struck a wound on his back. "Calm down, he survived...." Said Xander trying to calm Alona who was feeling chaotic.

"REally!?" Alona loosened her arms at the man. He looked and looked at Xander's face to confirm the truth.

Xander nodded his head in a sign that his speech was correct.

Alona was immediately happy and wanted to get out of that bed.

"Alona stop, don't jeopardize your own safety." Xander reminds Alona to stay asleep in the bed.

"No!, Xander. I want to see him now." Alona screamed right in the man's face.

"Alona. If you keep yelling like that you'll wake up all the patients in this hospital."

"No, no, no! Xander I want to see him now! just once, I want to see him." Alona keeps hitting Xander's chest, she keeps thrashing around wanting to leave.

"Doctor!"

Xander called the doctor and rang the bell in the room. He had lost his mind to calm Alona down.

The doctor came very quickly and opened the door of the room.

"Give him a sedative. I don't want to see it that way." Xander ordered the doctor to act as he wished.

The doctor did not answer the man's orders. He felt fear throughout his body.

The doctor only did what Xander told him to do, even he did it without taking a breath.