Revenge Not Already

You better shut up if you don't know anything

Xander was always carried away by emotions when he heard his brother's words spoken. Don't know why but it was like something was already inherent in his soul. When the word was mentioned in his brain immediately responded like a siren to him. It always has been. There was no way that could stop him except to release him with mounting anger.

Alona and Xander are still holding each other's eyes. There was no sign they would stop. Their eyes looked like cats and rats. Cats continue to stalk the movement of mice while mice try to find ways to avoid being recorded by cats . Alona as a mouse and Xander as a cat.

After a long time they looked at each other, Alona decided on her plan. Alona smiled without turning her eyes to Xander. "Am I wrong to ask you something, honey...!?" Alona chanted her soft words that had a thousand hidden meanings. "I deserve to know he's my brother. Isn't she darling?" Alona pressed her curiosity.

"It's better to be quiet if you don't know anything." Xander gripped Alona's chin getting stronger until Alona was in pain. Xander was like a starving cat getting a bird in front of him. He wanted to immediately exhaust the victim.

Alona remained silent, not moving in the slightest. It's very submissive. He did not dare to fight Xander who was angry with him. It was just that he wanted to monitor the movements of the opponent. "I don't know anything, that's why I asked. I don't know if that question could make you angry." Alona humbled herself from before. He said an apology very sincerely. "Sorry...!"

"Omong is empty!," Xander scoffs at Alona.

"Sssssssscht," Alona placed her index finger over Xander's lips. "Don't say it, baby. You can hurt my heart."

Even though the man was angry, still as a man crazy about beauty before his eyes he became lost control with his own feelings "You have messed up my dinner, then you'll be my supper substitute Alona...." Xander rattled his teeth and then gripped the woman's neck. "Don't move if you don't want me to do something to you!"

Alona is like a sea of mud, the more he wants to be free the stronger the mud sucks his body into a deeper hole.

Alona doesn't budge with all Xander's pressure on her. Alona looked up and fixed her eyes on the man. Finally Alona speaks provoking Xander. "Is it so much fun to get a woman hurt baby?"

Xander remained silent looking at the woman's face fixed. He was ready to eat his food at any time.

Seeing no movement from Xander Alona increasingly become more aggressive than before. "Is this how you treat your sweetheart!?" Alona touches Xander's cheek. His fingers moved around playing Xander's cheeks like playing the piano. His movements were regular according to his heart rhythm.

"What are you doing?, are you trying to tease me again Alona?, don't expect you to get away this time."

"No..," Alona spoke softly in a slightly seductive tone. "You said you wanted to eat me, so I prepared myself to be a delicious meal. How's bagimana? do you like it?" Alona started a fire that was extinguished.

Xander smiled sinisterly looking at Alona. "You and your brother are the same. Both disgust me."

"It's a shame my heart really hurts to hear your judgment. At least you can be generous to me. For example, let go of your grip, I'm in pain." Alona spoke in a spoiled voice, and smiled sweetly as she said those words.

Xander subconsciously followed the woman's words. The hand that had been clutching Alona's nape very strongly now began to loosen. But his anger still remained the same not diminished. "Alona!" Xander shouted calling out the name of the woman.

"Darling don't scream, your throat hurts. I can't always be with you, take care of you. I- "Alona paused her words for a moment, "will worry you if you get sick or hurt."

Xander smiled sweetly but there was another meaning that was not clearly known. Within seconds the man's mood turned into a friendly gaze and a hint of pity. "Alona-, are you willing to be my wife?"

Not wanting to be trapped. Alona considers Xander's words to be mere nonsense. He smiled as he said his apology. "Sorry Mister. Teasing a woman who is about to get married is no good."

"Did you really not remember me in the least?" Xander stroked both of Alona's cheeks. His eyes looked very seriously at Alona's eyeballs. There was love emanating from the reflection of his pupils.

"Xander, I've never known you, not one bit. Unless you're the man who ruined my life. That's all I know."

"Forget it if it's not you. But, I couldn't possibly have seen it wrong in school just yet. You're the first woman to notice me. You've helped me out of the mad dog chase at school."

"Xander I really don't know that. You may be the wrong person. I've never saved a man from chasing a mad dog."

"Alona is there no possibility that you will leave your lover and choose me?" Xander asked in a gentle and serious tone.

Alona lowered her head not knowing what to say. Alona then held the hands of Xander who from earlier stroked her cheeks. He looked up with slightly teary eyes.

Seeing Alona look into his eyes so deeply Xander spoke again. "I'll let go of all grudges with you Alona. I just want to live a quiet, happy life and have a whole family just like I used to when my family was complete.

Xander love cannot be forced. My heart and love are only for him.

My boyfriend has forgotten everything that has happened to me. He has also accepted my current situation. Let's forget our family's grudge. All this will only hurt us. What you want to see already You see. I've suffered enough for this.

Dinner ended in a mess. There is no appetite anymore there is only anger. Xander went upstairs to the balcony of his room. He looked at the dark sky just as he felt right now.

Xander's feelings are always hurt. No one loves and loves him. The happiness and love he has had stalled since his family fell apart. It could be interpreted that Xander lacked affection when he was an adult. Unknowingly making him a cold and unfriendly person. Angry and emotional mirror at the moment.

Alona returns to her brother Xander's room. He no longer cares about anything. Alona sat up with her chin propped up on both knees.

He buried his face and hugged his own two feet. Menagis bemoaned the fate that did not side with her. 'Mom Dad why is my life so sad?, I miss you so much. I miss Alan's brother too. I miss the moments of our family togetherness. Dad always brushed my hair. My mom always fed me. The brother who used to tease me while sleeping. It all happened like just yesterday I felt it."

The sky is clear. Alona and Xander wake up together in different rooms. They move their bodies that feel stiff.

Alona got off her bed. He went down the stairs to the kitchen.

The messy dining table was already clean as there was no trace of a quarrel between Alona and Xander.

Alona opened a two-door refrigerator in the kitchen room. All vegetables, fruits, meat neatly arranged. Alona had tangent, is not here there is no domestic assistant. But it all still looks fresh. "Forget it" Alona ignored what she didn't know. Alona had been starving since last night slowly cutting her mustard and sauteing it. Fresh meat he washed and cooked sweet soy sauce.

The kitchen as in a famous restaurant. The smell of cooking is very appetizing. The money spread to the second floor. Xander regained his senses with his stomach rumbling as he smelled the delicious aroma of cooking. Xander furrowed his brows. He never told the home assistant to come today. Who is cooking in the kitchen. Could Alona?.

Xander then walked quickly to the kitchen. When he arrived he had found a dining table full of side dishes presented with a beautiful look like a professional chef who arranged it on the dining table.

"Morning" Alona greeted Xander who was dumbfoundedly staring at the dining table.

Xander fixed his eyes on the person who greeted him. "Alona?" he was a little surprised.

"Yes" Alona replied without hesitation. "Sorry, I didn't ask your permission first. I was so hungry this morning."

Alona pulls the chair at the table and pulls Xander's hand and tells him to sit on it. Alona took the plate and spoon put the rice and side dish on the plate then she put the plate in front of Xander.

Xander was silent looking at the face of Alona who was seriously serving him. His feelings are getting less and less. His heart was currently as if it was being tormented within his chest.

"Eat, your food will be cold if it is not eaten immediately." Xander regained his senses upon hearing Alona's words telling him to eat. The woman smiled as Xander stared at her.

How was Xander's heart and heart as Alona treated him gently and attentively. It feels more than torture. If he could choose he wanted to stop the time spinning at this very moment. The attentive and gentle Alona had already diverted all of her gloomy world.

Alona pulls the opposite chair from Xander she fills her own food. This morning they had a quiet breakfast like enjoying their honeymoon together.

When she finished with her meal, Alona stood up to wash the dishes. As he was about to walk Xander stopped him. "Let me just."

Alona stopped her steps. "No need for me to be alone" Alona smiled again. Alona is like a good-natured fairy right now. Maybe if Xander says his plea Alona will grant it immediately without exception.