Red Box

Box 30: If Something is Difficult, Why Choose the Easy One?

“You know, I'm an awkward person, so I can't talk properly,” said Gilang, “Roni must have mistaken you and considered you a bad person,” he continued.

“That's wrong, huh?” my answer.

“Bener too, you're a very annoying person.” Sparkling.

I was really confused as to how to answer this honest criticism. Should I ask a goomble? I mean, he said it so casually and all my past deeds were wrong. But the fact that there was no name among the children he was stirring made me wonder.

Does he really not hate me?

I'm shaking. Obviously that's impossible.

If he doesn't hate me, why does he say I'm a bitch?

This contradiction is too difficult for me to understand. Even so, I suspect he doesn't hate me as much as they do.

......................

“Open that envelope!”

While brewing his coffee again, Gilang raised his head towards the envelope. It is light brown and quite large. Actually I feel awkward doing this. Because he slammed it so hard. But something inside that envelope usually contains vitamin A. So what's wrong with washing your eyes for a moment?

Sure enough, it contained everyone's favorite red paper. There were 30 of them, even with the total money they demanded from my family.

“It..”.

“Your money! I returned it without a fraction!” sambar Gilang's.

“Why are you doing this?” my many.

“That thirst for matter is only a handful of people, you should know that!” the accusation.

I feel more guilty. I think there are so many stupid things I've done. My head has really reached the limit to process all of this. Black and white felt like gray in my eyes. Everything is too vague to be properly identified.

“If everything I think is wrong, then what do you want?” my many.

“Neither, I myself am confused,” replied Gilang, “I know you must be very confused. I think my way of asking for help is not right, because of all these problems,”.

“I don't understand at all!”

To be honest, I expressed my opinion about his extremely noisy, swirling and inefficient speech.

“I lost a precious person in my life and you are the only clue, ”.

I took a breath stopping all unnecessary thought processes. Now I know what he wants, despite the displeasure of this stupid role.

From the beginning, Anwar's case was a problem he wanted to solve. His desire to reveal it had been expressed since the first meeting. However, I thought too much, so failed to realize this simple thing.

There is an easy one, why choose the hard one?

My sense of belief in others must have been very thin. I hate challenges so much, but somehow I always choose a complicated path.

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“Come here, there's something I haven't been able to show!” I cried, sitting in front of the computer.

Power button turn on, because the screen is black. I didn't know it was in sleep mode. But how else? The restart button has been pushed.

“What's wrong?” ask Gilang.

“I get something from my acquaintances, but don't have to be too hopeful. It could have been a trick,” I explained.

Finally the computer is back on. Glazed looks a bit kepo with the game wallpaper I installed. Although my exhibition desire was tingled, I did not have time so immediately entered the hard drive file.

That's where I keep the video. Argus delivery the other day is very short.

“The picture is only two men and a small child, ride the car!” obviously, play that video.

“Can you stop the video for a moment?!” pinta Gilang's.

“Return a little!” yell again.

“What's up?” my question, confused.

He suddenly pulled out his laptop and said, “can you send me that video?”

“Why?”

“Please do it, this is a very important clue!”

I'm shaking. Under the desk where I put the PC, there's a drawer. There I keep a flash that I used to use for the purpose of college that is very annoying. My hands even stopped, remembering some tasks that I had not been able to show.

Could I feel sorry?

I threw this sentimentally useless feeling away.

With the flash, I immediately copied the video file and put it into one of the folders. In a matter of seconds, the process was finished.

"It!" I cried, pulling the flash. After the eject process.

“I'll move it first se-“

“Have brought it, I don't use it anymore!” my break.

It looks worried. I think he's a pretty sensitive guy. But I convinced him immediately.

"This thing I really don't need anymore" I'm sure.

“Thank you guys, I'll analyze it soon!” gilang Anguk.

I'm just gawking. This time he called me "friend." In a great hurry, he hurried away.

What confused me the most was that the duration and resolution of the video was really very bad.

Could it be that I was judging too quickly?

Suddenly, Gilang walked in again and said, “oh yes, sorry I called you a loser. Actually I know, you're not like that! Then I say goodbye first, yes!”

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Suddenly, my chest felt tight. My lips smiled very wide. I really don't like this feeling, because my eyes are so moist.

Could I feel overwhelmed?

I always thought I was a complete loser and what he said was just a verbal rebuke, which I couldn't tell myself.

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I opened the door, watching from a distance. This time, Gilang really left. I thought there was nothing really interesting in this world other than gaming, it turned out that the opinion was not entirely true.

Although nothing could beat him from the top of the favorite ladder, there was at least something else that caught my interest. Without me noticing, I started to find out about Anwar's case. Even typing it in a search engine.

I think there's something wrong with my brain. I feel like a mom who is new to the internet and looking for a wallet, which is lost through doogle. But strangely enough, the search results actually showed very surprising results. In fact, the information I received was much more complete than diving for weeks through the dark web.

Its work?

Who would have thought, the figure of Anwar is an influencer who has several fanatics.

The men even set up a forum to discuss his death and have continued to be active since his death was announced.

How could it be?

I really feel very frustrated. If only I had done this from the beginning.

Although no one published the contents of the box, at least the death information was summarized very closely. If only I had seen this sooner, I would not have had to be mistaken.

I suspect someone has cursed me. I think I should go to Roy Kimochi's house and do some shit ritual. Bath flowers seven forms, ruwatan, then ask dates of the past. I mean karma, whatever. The show was ridiculous and all set.