Red Box

Box 2: That’s New All!

Staring at a cell phone only makes me more and more arrogant. Dozens of missed calls filled in the notifications and they all came from one similar number. I want to throw it out the window, but it can still be used as a tool to learn basic principles of effective economics. Damn, that number called again, and I don't really care anymore about that stupid basic principle.

Really, doesn't he understand, if there's nothing else I want to talk about?

Surely so, but they always do not want to know. I have to say this firmly, so that he will give up.

"Explain to mom, Dim!"

Just lifted up, instantly got the curse.

Oh shit, why am I picking up this call?

My Nyaliku shrieked instantly. I kept the phone out of my ear, because the sound was really blaring like a condangan salon. My strong determination shattered instantly, hearing her voice. Really, he didn't want to let me open the conversation properly.

"Explain what else, ma'am? Dimas out, it's over, okay?!" my answer.

"Stop the English snobs! Your grades are bad, and you barely graduated because of your English!"

Bla, blah, blah! Always be angry!

It remains a mystery; why all the mouths of the mother must be spicy. But this one is too extra. As a result, the level is above 69.

That's just one of something I hate in my life.

"They just don't understand, Mom, that's all."

"We make this clear, you hate the process, and that's your problem! That's all new!"

I was pensive, thinking of some reasons, as usual. Damn, today is not my lucky day. I just realized, the words were too hard to refute. Really, I hate this even more, because that guy always knows my mindset. And what I hated more, he would definitely urge me to keep talking while I was silent.

Just whatever.

"Why do you always argue with your mother? Can you be like any other child, obedient?" said, “answer, Dim!”

What say?

I had expected these final words would come out as well.

Then what should I do? Silence is said to be mute, talk accused of resisting. Should I pretend to have a seizure like the ngawur tutorials I used to watch on the internet?

"I just try, mom," I replied.

"Try what?"

I shook my head, sighing as if accidentally dropping the ice cream from the bridge. My graduation will probably be a positive value in the eyes of the environment.

But, what's next?

Indeed, most successful people have a college degree. But who can guarantee that I will be one of them?

Answer this!

What percentage of job openings are promising, compared to prospective applicants today? Hasn't the peg been bigger than the pole since the beginning?

Should I break through it? Is there room for me to come in? Or am I just going to destroy myself? Wasting time, money, and energy?

Is it wrong that I would prefer to save all this? Time, energy, and especially money?

"I just try to be realistic, there!" my word.

"Realistic of your father?!” snapped, “where is the realistic location? You're wasting the future, Dim!”

"The future is just a myth, believe me!” ocehku.

My father, your husband, after all.

“Anyway, remittances since last month have been set aside, anytime, mom needs, Dimas send back!" imbuhku.

"You've planned this?!” the accusation, “Say something, Dim!"

I'm quiet again. I know things won't get any better with giving up. They're just trying to give their best, but all I need is certainty. I have been disappointed too often.

"Geez, what are you gonna be? Answer, Dim don't just shut up!"

"Man, is, what else? Demon Geckos?"

"Wait until your father hears this!"

Tut, tut, tut!

The call was interrupted, leaving a sense of tightness in my chest.

I'll deal with him soon. The grumpiest man I've ever known. As soon as I hear this, I'm sure my name will be removed immediately from the family card, and this isn't beginning yet.

Family talk, neighbor scorn, to the view of the community. I will definitely face the rottenness of it all. I hope someone will exchange lives with me. I am tired of being myself.

Nope, Dim, take the advantage!

At least you don't have to lie to them anymore.

Forget all heavy prob, and start something fun. Storm will go, finally.

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Top player, included in the highest rank of the region, in fact, otw towards the global. Sometimes, it is necessary to start a video record. I mean, being a Yousuber might be fun. Just buy a camera, a little edit-edit, keep uploading.

This must be easy!

After all, their skills are not too far away compared to mine. Some even just modal ngocheh is not clear. Quality, I'm above them. But I don't know why I find all this ridiculous.

I just feel, that was not me! Then the thought just vanished. Just like, you want a haircut, but the chopper is a hunchback whose chest is flopped. They just look like a .. Anyway their leg hair is super dense, and their noses are big.

Maybe, buffalo? I don't know, but its time to close the door and run away.

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The point was, you might get an awesome haircut. But is it worth your sacrifice?

Yousube seems so. Temptive, but difficult to understand.

Yeah, you right. I don't know, couse I never try. Btw, last game I lost againt. So, decide to take a rest. Lost streak is a bad signal, and it must be stopped, or my head will be explored.

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I opened social media. Something that's really useless, because my social life is dead. Funny thing is, I've been studying this my whole life. While shaking inexhaustibly with my own behavior, I found some DM that made me tickle open it.

@RoseWilliam234 ...

Accounts I don't know.

He wasn't on my list of followers and, in fact, didn't follow me at all. Funnily enough, he sent a private message.

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"Hey!" inscribed.

^^^“?”^^^

^^^Balasku.^^^

“Can you help me?"

^^^“I dont know who are you,"^^^

^^^"So I don't think can do semething."^^^

Fix, this guy's funny. Come suddenly, then ask for help without permission. Just because installing PP is beautiful, people so think someone will do anything.

You can't fool me, all the PP on display in the social media is just a trick! Know how we call you guys? Bird-keeping woman!

So he's 21, huh? It's thin different.

Unwittingly, I started stalking her old photos. Don't suudzon just yet, I'm not interested, just in case.

"Someone tells me to ask you."

^^^"Who?"^^^

Huh, you little con man. I am forever alone. There's no way someone could introduce you to me, let alone speak English.

Is this a mockery?

They must be trying to make fun of it. Some people know my mixed speech habits and may find it strange.

"I don't know who, but, he used this I.D in Reddut."

(@RoseWilliam sent you link)

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"The Shucks, it's this guy!"

He must be kidding. There's only one person I know who likes that name.

^^^"Wait a minute!"^^^

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I opened Reddut, trying to find the root of this DM problem. Searching there is not too difficult. Just find a forum that discusses the absurd at (Deep Web) down there. He will never be absent if he talks about crazy things. Especially regarding the underworld, after all, we have quite a number of clues.

See?

Finding him wasn't difficult.