
"Amin..," the simultaneous utterances that are thrown out.
from the mouths of my father, Rosie, and my twins shortly after I finished
leading prayers at the grave of the late mother.
We all got carried away at this funeral.
It was as if each other remembered different memories
been with my mother during her life. Same with what I am now
feel it.
Since childhood I have never known what I was like
the figure of my real mother. All I know is that all my childhood memories were filled with
mother Wanda's face. Though in reality she was only my stepmother, but I
I consider her my own mother. The thing I believe is
sometimes a bond between mother and child does not have to have a bond
blood between the two.
All the memories with the mother in the past nausea
my head. Without feeling the warm water falling from both balls
my eye. Perhaps it is influenced by the longing for the figure of the mother who has been
took care of me since childhood.
"Dad, crying?" ask the beautiful one that just
she planted flowers on her grandmother's grave.
Hearing the question from Indah immediately made me
wash away tears as quickly as possible. I don't want to look sad at
in front of my twins.
"Dad, don't cry" I said directly
changing the face from sad to cheerful.
Beautiful and Nice simultaneously looking towards my face,
like they wanted to see my face for longer. Knowing that makes
Rosie who was sitting near the mother's tombstone, he immediately set his gaze to
my direction while smiling. Slowly his hand clasped my fingers.
"We better get ready to get back in the car. We
kan want to continue the journey to the nursing home," said Rosie directly
trying to distract our twins.
"Yes, right," said I who immediately stood up and
walk towards the chair that my father is sitting on. "Come, we're rushing to
car."
I slowly moved my legs while pushing the wheelchair
towards the TPU gate. Not waiting for a long time Rosie, Beautiful, and Nice rushed over
stand up and walk behind me.
***
Since the arrival of Om Rama who inhabited one of the rooms
kosan belongs to my father. I saw the strangeness in him. He was the one before
hitchhiking with Burhan's grandfather on the filthy, filthy banks of the river.
It turns out that when he moved to my father's boarding house, he took Grandpa Burhan with him
to stay with him.
"Om Rama is weird, Mom," I said on the day
first Om Rama lived in kosan.
"What's so weird?" ask mother.
"He's been hitching a ride with Burhan's grandfather.
When he now lives in our boarding house, he even invited the old man
to live with him. Mom, I'm gonna ask you a question. What if there is someone
well, we should also do the same good as what everyone else does
do it to us?"
At that moment I was amazed when I saw my mother
I smiled after listening to the question I just asked
earlier.
"According to mother there is no strangeness from Om Rama. What
performed by Om Rama it is not strange. When someone gets help from
someone else, we automatically owe that person a debt of gratitude. So, already
we should repay all the kindness of that person. Just like the mother
it was helped by Burhan's grandfather when he suffered a miscarriage of your future sister.
Mother until now always felt indebted to that person."
"But it's mom. Dad always said that he had
giving money to Burhan's grandfather which means his kindness has been bought.
So I have absolutely no debt of gratitude to Burhan's grandfather."
"Every good that has ever been done, one day
unexpectedly, the good will come back to us. Everyone will be
reaping what he's ever planted."
"What is return? Is it reaping? I didn't
understand."
"Erik, you're still very small. Maybe later when you
grown up, you'll know the meaning of the words you just said."
At that moment I tried to understand what my mother said, but
it's hard to understand the meaning of all the things you said earlier.
Mother rubbed my hair and said, "This you
yes, Erik. Listening and following your father's bad habits. So pattern
he thought he was always prejudiced against others."
I was at that moment confused as to what was wrong with my father's attitude
all this time. Not that every father must have the same attitude as
my papa. While at home always screaming berating his wife or child.
"Dad wasn't doing good to Burhan's grandfather
by giving money while helping mother first."
"Of course it's a good thing, but your father thinks
with the money can buy the kindness of Burhan's grandfather. We better be done
this talk, mom wants to go to the kitchen to prepare for dinner
later."
***
Once on Sunday morning I was invited by my mother to
accompanied him to the market. It was my favorite school holiday to go to
market because I like being in the crowd. Mom and I always ride in bajaj
to go to that market. There's something I like the most there. A lot
there are small pools made of white plastic. The pool contains
there are many fish that are still alive. Starting from goldfish, mujair fish, catfish.
Most of these fish are freshwater fish. While sea water fish
it was dead and lined up in some carts belonging to the sellers. I didn't
I like saltwater fish.
At that time I still thought the sea water fish were already
dead, if I eat fish it's the same as me eating fish carcasses.
So I prefer to take mom to go to a freshwater fish stall
who is still alive.
I usually choose my own fish that my mother will cook when she comes home. That fish
it's a gold fish. The reason I love eating gold is because I prefer it
with fish that have color on their scales. I don't like fish
because it was black as if it was filled with mud. The fish I like the most
it's a catfish. Father once told me that catfish are the sloveniest fish
because they often eat human waste.
After my mom and I bought some kitchen and fish
gold, slowly I walked down the rice vendor's stall. Without my guess
it turned out that at the stall, I saw that there was someone who was no stranger to me
carrying a sack of rice. His body seemed to be struggling
carrying a sack of rice. The sack he was carrying was bigger
rather than the body of that man. The rice sack's pelvis is Om Rama.
"Mother, that's not Om Rama" I said as we
standing in front of the rice stall.
Mother slowly looked at the person who was carrying the sack
the rice while nodding its head. "Pity yes, that person should
working hard to become a rice bag pelvis when his body is not balanced
with the burden he must carry."
"Mother, why do we feel sorry for that person. He is
it's nobody we are" said I who was upset to see mother put
sympathy for strangers hitchhiking living with Burhan's grandfather.
"You don't talk like that. Later if the person
listen he could be offended."
Om Rama finished putting the sack of rice into the stall
and slowly he walked back to the truck containing dozens of rice boxes
othersmore.
"Let that person hear. And the poor anyway
like him his work must not be far from working as a coolie."
"Hush, you're Erik. Your words are very no
courteous."
Om Rama stopped his footsteps while staring
towards me and Mom. I'm pretty sure that guy must have heard what's new
I'm just saying. From the look of his face, there were a lot of sweat
torrential. The look in his eyes implied that he was so petty, I
sure he must have shouldered more than one rice box.
"Rama, it turns out you work here. You finally got it
work too" said the mother, who spoke to the stranger.
"Yes, I finally got a job as a coolie
pelvis sack of rice."
"I'm glad to know this news. Anything
his work is important. Being a rice porters is also a job
noble."
I actually don't like being friendly to people
that foreign. So I decided to take her home, so that
mother did not linger chatting with Om Rama.
"Mom, we better go home now. I don't want to
the fish we bought died. I don't want you cooking ready-made fish
carrion," I said, whining about mother's clothes.
At that moment all I thought about was how
so that my mother and I do not linger near the stranger.
I don't know why I'm surprised by fate. I'm the one who didn't
too fond of Om Rama and do not want to linger close to him.
But reality says otherwise, unexpectedly Om Rama together
Burhan's grandfather moved into one of my father's boarding houses. It means every
I will always see that stranger.
***