
Rosie [4] Reunited
All eyes were on my family when we arrived
nursing home. I actually feel bad for the nursing home clerk because
It's good to be a little impolite. When we just finished getting off
the car, the boy just ran towards the nursing home attendants who
lined up at the door. He greeted one by one the caretakers while
saying words that made me feel ashamed of his attitude.
"Greetings to the father of the caretaker's mother. Pleasantly
meet with you guys," said Good as his hand continued to hold
tummy.
"Greetings, son. We are also happy to meet
with you," the nursing home officials said in unison.
"Can I ask you a question?"
"What do you want to ask?"
"Where is the toilet?" ask Good while continuing
holding stomach. "Since the journey I have had a very sick stomach and wanted to
go to the toilet."
"Oh, you're going to the toilet. You enter the door and
go straight and turn right. There will be a few toilets there
use." use."
"Thank you, if you'll excuse me, then" said
Good who immediately ran to the toilet in the building of the orphanage
that decrepit.
The officers smiled seeing Good.
"Child of the day."
"Good, Good. His behavior is often ashamed
family," chirps Beautiful bobbing heads look at the behavior of brothers
his twin.
I looked at my husband's smiling face because
see the Good behavior. He often said that our son's behavior
it reminded him of his behavior in the past. I've come to now
it was a bit of disbelief that Erik in the past had once had an attitude
like Good.
I started getting to know Erik when he was good at this time.
But at that age, he seemed more mature and not like the attitude of children
our men.
Father-in-law once said that it was true Erik first
being a bad boy. "If you're wondering what mischief looks like
Erik in the past? Erik's mischief was twice that of Good mischief
this time."
It's good that I've often been overwhelmed by it
his various attitudes all along. I can't imagine what delinquency looks like
what has Erik done? But whatever Erik's attitude in the past.
I feel grateful to have started to know him when he changed
his attitude is to be a good boy. Try if I know him when he is
mischievously. Maybe I won't get to know him any closer
and in the end have a relationship with him to this day.
***
I remember meeting Erik the first time he
came to see me in the dorm. Both of his eyes seemed to sparkle implying
that she feels good to see me. The look on his face is like that too
cheerful with a smile that always makes me feel shady and comfortable
lingered to see it.
"Rosie, how are you?" erik asked with a smile
sumringah.
"My news is fine. Even at the beginning of arrival
I often experience a lot of problems. I was told I had to adapt quickly
with all the rules that are here," I said while holding back the day to
the first time you can meet someone who has been since a month
then I always miss.
"I hope you're happy to be here. I'm worried
with your health condition."
"I'm actually getting used to the environment
new this. So you don't have to worry about me."
"Thank God, I hope you feel at home here,"
muttered Erik who had been staring at me as if he wanted more
details again observe my appearance.
"I have a few new friends now.
One of them is Linda, she's my roommate."
I don't know what feelings are actually being
I feel it now. It was as if there was a turmoil within my heart that was expressing
that I'm so happy to see Erik again.
My relationship with him has only been intertwined for six
moons. But almost since the morning I often spend time with him.
Starting from going to school together, after school we often play
monopolist even I was taught to play PlayStation. Almost every night
I asked him a lot of questions if he had trouble working on PR.
Our six-month meetings happen very often, that's what we do
it makes me feel like I have an emotional connection to her.
"Rosie, by the way now you're looking a lot
changed yes. Especially your dress style is not as usual. Your face too
looks thinner than a month ago," said Erik who turned out
I realized the change in my appearance at this time.
"Erik, of course I now have to dress accordingly
the rules here. I didn't feel like I was my own weight
down."
"Why did you lose weight? Is it because of you
rarely eat? Is the food here bad?" Erik's face was seen
it had not changed as much since the beginning of his arrival.
His eyes seemed to imply that he
worrying about my situation here.
"Maybe the cause of my weight loss is due to many
what an activity and a task I have to do here. That thing sometimes
it often makes me feel tired."
"I'm sorry to hear about your current situation. What
I have to persuade mom and dad so you can stay in my house again?"
Hearing Erik's words made me have to change my expression
the face became more cheerful than before. I don't want to burden the family
Erik again. Can be schooled by Mr. Rama alone is more than enough.
Remembering what my mother did to her family. I should have been this
it does not deserve the good treatment of Erik and his family.
"No, no need. Maybe I'm not used to it yet
here's. In a few months I will get used to my new routine
down here. I don't want to live in your house anymore either. Even to the extent
now I still feel bad and ashamed of your family."
"Rosie, you don't have to talk about what happened
in the past. Hopefully you can get up soon and live the spirit
new activities here."
I am so grateful to have been given the opportunity to
getting to know Erik more closely even though it was only six months. At least
my togetherness with him can break my assumption all this time, it turns out in
this world still has a figure of a man who has a good temperament and polite on
woman. Remembering in my birthplace a lot of men after Erik had
he began to taste the body of a woman.
"Erik, thank you. You've taken the time
to visit me here. I'm so glad to see you back
with you."
"I'm sorry I just got here. In semester
these two are my duties from school more and more. Even now I have to
take additional classes to prepare for the graduation exam
two more months. So I am also like you often tired of activities
new."
"I wish you could prepare for the exam
school graduation well and getting satisfactory results."
"Thank you, Rosie. Ever since I knew you I felt
having a little sister I could never have."
Hearing that word often makes me feel there
sadness in this heart. I'm glad to get Erik's attention during
these. But it still feels like every time he says I'm like this
own sister. That means there's no possibility of me getting it
in the depths of his heart. There must be a time when there is one
the girl who managed to steal his heart, when it arrived I did not know if it would be later
Erik will be this attentive to me. I can't show my mood
to Erik. He mustn't know that I really want to get that place
more than a sister for him.
"I'm glad I got to know you, too. You have me too
think of it as my own brother."
Since then I have read romance novels
love of teenagers my age. From those novels I know one thing that
every girl is close to the opposite sex, if there is a feeling
thumping entrenched in heart. It is most likely the beginning of
feelings of affection and attraction to the opposite sex.
From that moment on I began to realize one thing, it turned out what
which is often experienced by characters in novels that I have read. That thing anyway
consciously or unconsciously, I also began to experience it. Concomitant
the passage of time is my feeling for Erik getting bigger and bigger.
Longing lingers in my heart when I am away from it.
"Did Erik also have the same feelings as
what do I feel for her? I don't know, I don't know?" I muttered inside
hearts.
***