Reaping

Reaping
Rosie [4] Reunited



Rosie [4] Reunited


All eyes were on my family when we arrived


nursing home. I actually feel bad for the nursing home clerk because


It's good to be a little impolite. When we just finished getting off


the car, the boy just ran towards the nursing home attendants who


lined up at the door. He greeted one by one the caretakers while


saying words that made me feel ashamed of his attitude.


"Greetings to the father of the caretaker's mother. Pleasantly


meet with you guys," said Good as his hand continued to hold


tummy.


"Greetings, son. We are also happy to meet


with you," the nursing home officials said in unison.


"Can I ask you a question?"


"What do you want to ask?"


"Where is the toilet?" ask Good while continuing


holding stomach. "Since the journey I have had a very sick stomach and wanted to


go to the toilet."


"Oh, you're going to the toilet. You enter the door and


go straight and turn right. There will be a few toilets there


use." use."


"Thank you, if you'll excuse me, then" said


Good who immediately ran to the toilet in the building of the orphanage


that decrepit.


The officers smiled seeing Good.


"Child of the day."


"Good, Good. His behavior is often ashamed


family," chirps Beautiful bobbing heads look at the behavior of brothers


his twin.


I looked at my husband's smiling face because


see the Good behavior. He often said that our son's behavior


it reminded him of his behavior in the past. I've come to now


it was a bit of disbelief that Erik in the past had once had an attitude


like Good.


I started getting to know Erik when he was good at this time.


But at that age, he seemed more mature and not like the attitude of children


our men.


Father-in-law once said that it was true Erik first


being a bad boy. "If you're wondering what mischief looks like


Erik in the past? Erik's mischief was twice that of Good mischief


this time."


It's good that I've often been overwhelmed by it


his various attitudes all along. I can't imagine what delinquency looks like


what has Erik done? But whatever Erik's attitude in the past.


I feel grateful to have started to know him when he changed


his attitude is to be a good boy. Try if I know him when he is


mischievously. Maybe I won't get to know him any closer


and in the end have a relationship with him to this day.


***


I remember meeting Erik the first time he


came to see me in the dorm. Both of his eyes seemed to sparkle implying


that she feels good to see me. The look on his face is like that too


cheerful with a smile that always makes me feel shady and comfortable


lingered to see it.


"Rosie, how are you?" erik asked with a smile


sumringah.


"My news is fine. Even at the beginning of arrival


I often experience a lot of problems. I was told I had to adapt quickly


with all the rules that are here," I said while holding back the day to


the first time you can meet someone who has been since a month


then I always miss.


"I hope you're happy to be here. I'm worried


with your health condition."


"I'm actually getting used to the environment


new this. So you don't have to worry about me."


"Thank God, I hope you feel at home here,"


muttered Erik who had been staring at me as if he wanted more


details again observe my appearance.


"I have a few new friends now.


One of them is Linda, she's my roommate."


I don't know what feelings are actually being


I feel it now. It was as if there was a turmoil within my heart that was expressing


that I'm so happy to see Erik again.


My relationship with him has only been intertwined for six


moons. But almost since the morning I often spend time with him.


Starting from going to school together, after school we often play


monopolist even I was taught to play PlayStation. Almost every night


I asked him a lot of questions if he had trouble working on PR.


Our six-month meetings happen very often, that's what we do


it makes me feel like I have an emotional connection to her.


"Rosie, by the way now you're looking a lot


changed yes. Especially your dress style is not as usual. Your face too


looks thinner than a month ago," said Erik who turned out


I realized the change in my appearance at this time.


"Erik, of course I now have to dress accordingly


the rules here. I didn't feel like I was my own weight


down."


"Why did you lose weight? Is it because of you


rarely eat? Is the food here bad?" Erik's face was seen


it had not changed as much since the beginning of his arrival.


His eyes seemed to imply that he


worrying about my situation here.


"Maybe the cause of my weight loss is due to many


what an activity and a task I have to do here. That thing sometimes


it often makes me feel tired."


"I'm sorry to hear about your current situation. What


I have to persuade mom and dad so you can stay in my house again?"


Hearing Erik's words made me have to change my expression


the face became more cheerful than before. I don't want to burden the family


Erik again. Can be schooled by Mr. Rama alone is more than enough.


Remembering what my mother did to her family. I should have been this


it does not deserve the good treatment of Erik and his family.


"No, no need. Maybe I'm not used to it yet


here's. In a few months I will get used to my new routine


down here. I don't want to live in your house anymore either. Even to the extent


now I still feel bad and ashamed of your family."


"Rosie, you don't have to talk about what happened


in the past. Hopefully you can get up soon and live the spirit


new activities here."


I am so grateful to have been given the opportunity to


getting to know Erik more closely even though it was only six months. At least


my togetherness with him can break my assumption all this time, it turns out in


this world still has a figure of a man who has a good temperament and polite on


woman. Remembering in my birthplace a lot of men after Erik had


he began to taste the body of a woman.


"Erik, thank you. You've taken the time


to visit me here. I'm so glad to see you back


with you."


"I'm sorry I just got here. In semester


these two are my duties from school more and more. Even now I have to


take additional classes to prepare for the graduation exam


two more months. So I am also like you often tired of activities


new."


"I wish you could prepare for the exam


school graduation well and getting satisfactory results."


"Thank you, Rosie. Ever since I knew you I felt


having a little sister I could never have."


Hearing that word often makes me feel there


sadness in this heart. I'm glad to get Erik's attention during


these. But it still feels like every time he says I'm like this


own sister. That means there's no possibility of me getting it


in the depths of his heart. There must be a time when there is one


the girl who managed to steal his heart, when it arrived I did not know if it would be later


Erik will be this attentive to me. I can't show my mood


to Erik. He mustn't know that I really want to get that place


more than a sister for him.


"I'm glad I got to know you, too. You have me too


think of it as my own brother."


Since then I have read romance novels


love of teenagers my age. From those novels I know one thing that


every girl is close to the opposite sex, if there is a feeling


thumping entrenched in heart. It is most likely the beginning of


feelings of affection and attraction to the opposite sex.


From that moment on I began to realize one thing, it turned out what


which is often experienced by characters in novels that I have read. That thing anyway


consciously or unconsciously, I also began to experience it. Concomitant


the passage of time is my feeling for Erik getting bigger and bigger.


Longing lingers in my heart when I am away from it.


"Did Erik also have the same feelings as


what do I feel for her? I don't know, I don't know?" I muttered inside


hearts.


***