Reaping

A decision

Rosie [5]

All the feelings I felt were raging in my heart. Exists

anger at Sinta because she had behaved as sadistic as it was my oadaku. However

on the other hand, I also feel bad because it must be an incident that I experienced

in elementary school it will be repeated. The name of an illegitimate child will always

attached to me. Besides that I was very sad because the gift doll from Erik had really been destroyed.

"I don't know what will happen to me after

to day. I'm sure the views of the students here will change for me when

they knew my true identity" I told Linda

when I decided that heart wouldn't go to class.

Linda was worried and sorry to see me

after falling apart, he decided not to go to class. He prefers

to accompany me in the garden.

"I don't know myself. But most importantly I will

always there for. I don't care what status you're attached to. That I

care about just one, I want you not to keep falling apart because

that incident," said Linda while embracing me and she tried to

consoling me.

The afternoon when the teaching and learning activities are completed. Linda

invite me to go into the room, at least I better rest in

bed than a whole day sitting in the garden.

When Linda and I entered the room, we saw Sinta

be in the room. I don't know where my strength and courage came from

that's me coming straight to him. There was a fight between Sundanese

with me and Linda. The incident caught the attention of all residents

dormitories. I have no regrets about breaking one of Sinta's teeth. That's even

not yet comparable to the treatment he has done for me.

As a result of the fight, Linda and I were punished for cleaning up

toilet for a week. Sinta was given the penalty of cleaning the toilet

for three weeks. One week as punishment because he had been fighting, he,

and one more week of punishment because he had done something

lancang broke my doll and took my birth certificate and attached it to

mading school.

The punishment received by Sinta was finally over.

But the impact of his actions continued I experienced during school there.

Even when I went up to eighth grade there were no students who wanted one room

with me. Good thing I have a friend like Linda. It doesn't matter if you have to

room with me again. Being Sinta since the class increase I never

meet him again. According to the notice from the teacher, the person turned out to be

escape from the dorm. Even Sinta's parents don't know where

her whereabouts. I never really cared about what happened

to him. I will forever hold a grudge against that man. Indeed I am

to know that forgiveness is a noble act. But I can't

lying to myself, that I will never be able to forget every

it hurt when the students started to stay away because they knew I was a child

haram.

***

Ramah [6]

A religious leader has finished leading a prayer together

with all the residents and officers of the orphanage. I hope for a sincere prayer

of all things can make Wanda who is now in another dimension

feel peaceful and calm.

Some of the people and my family were busy taking

food that has been provided. But Bakrie decided to accompany me

at the same time let go of the longing between two friends who have not been ten years

meet.

"Until now I regretted in the past once

do evil to you" said Bakrie, who was sitting next to me.

"I've forgotten everything" I said

I stammer my lips. "So you don't feel guilty anymore

to me."

"I used to be arrogant with you. I'm proud

I feel better than you because I am destined to have no people

anak anak. But apparently all my children no one has invited me to stay

with them. You who have no chance of having a child

bosom. In the end in the old age you are blessed by God because of the child

your stepfather was willing to take care of and experience living with his little family."

"I don't want you to continue to regret your fate."

"If I understand the meaning of an emotional bond with

a child is very important. When I was a father

young, I will take the time to spend with my children.

At that time I was too busy with the ambition of pursuing a career, to the point that I

I don't have time with my kids. My son eventually treated me

like I treated them. They are more concerned with careers as if

they don't have time to just chat with me. Even them

with the help of sending me to this nursing home."

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others. The man must be taught a lesson so that he does not

the crime again.

A big decision I've made despite a little

doubt when making that decision. I had to do that when

the person I care about went to another realm because he was trying to save

my life. I lost Mr. Burhan forever. I've never been before

experienced something similar like this in the past. Both my parents

died saving me in a fire that broke out at home

our. Since then I have been an orphan.

Actions done by Wijoyo who is a husband

Wanda has gone beyond the limit. He has been the cause of Mr. Burhan's death.

During this time it turns out that he often does KDRT (Home Violence

Stairs) on Wanda. I actually often feel astonished by the bruises on

the woman's hand area. I often even saw a kebab wound on his forehead.

I asked him why he had the injury, he was always smiling

while saying that he is often careless while at home. Wanda often

he said that the wounds were caused by the fall of a thing or he who

accidentally slipped while in the toilet.

I actually had a little disbelief in what he was

say that. But I don't think there's any right to ask her that much.

Until one night a tragedy happened that made me unable to stay

silence knows that every wound that is often experienced by Wanda is because

wijoyo.

"You have to dare to report to the police about everything

the crime your husband has committed all this time" I told Wanda

he was taken to a clinic near Rumahnua assisted by Mr. RT.

"I'm afraid I'll get the nickname as a bad wife

for imprisoning my own husband."

"Wanda, just because you reported Wijoyo to the police

because all this time it's been torturing you. That doesn't mean you belong to your wife

seditious. Reporting to the police is a form of self-defense

what your husband's been doing all this time. She doesn't even

treating you as his wife, even you are already like a slave to him.

I'll force you to report it to the police. Yet I

will keep reporting it because he killed Om Burhan" I said

at length trying to convince Wanda so that he dared to take a stance so that

not constantly trampled on his pride.

"Did I not hear wrong? Mr. Burhan

died?" Wanda was so surprised to hear my words.

"Yes, he died trying to save me

when Wijoyo will hit me."

"I didn't expect Mr. Burhan to leave so soon

that's." Wanda's face turned sad from hearing the news

the death of the man who once saved his life.

***

At first Wanda was reluctant to give a report on what was

all this time I was done by my husband. But when he heard that there were good people

the innocent became the victim of Wijoyo's bad habits. Wanda finally wants to

reported all the crimes and misdeeds Wijoyo had done to her during this time.

Since the night of the bloody tragedy, Wijoyo had escaped

myself for two days. Yet. In the end, the bad guy finally succeeded

police snatched.

Sometimes many people think that people

that woman is a weak creature. But it turned out to be a big mistake.

In fact, all this time Wanda chose to be silent every time she got bad treatment

from her husband because she still has hope that Wijoyo will change.

It seems like people like Wijoyo are indeed ingrained to have habits

bad like that. Wanda did not report all of Wijoyo's crimes, but rather

she then sued her husband for divorce.

"I think I've had enough of a dutiful wife

to him. The reality is that Wijoyo does not deserve love and loyalty

from me," that remark that came out of Wanda's mouth when she was

officially divorced from Wijoyo.

Wanda chose to go to her hometown together

with Erik. Remember Erik has no one else in this world because

his father died in prison a few months after his divorce from Wanda.

According to the news that I know the man died from a fight

with other prisoners. Wijoyo's house and boarding house were confiscated by loan sharks

because it turns out that depraved humans are in debt because they often lose when

gambled.

I decided to rent a house on the riverbank

it was once occupied by Mr. Burhan. I don't know what to do myself

I do remember the person who had stolen my heart decided to come back

to his hometown.

***