Reaping

Happiness vs Disruption

Rosie [5]

"I've known Wanda since we were together

still in elementary school. Wanda was my first love. Although on

finally, Wanda prefers to obey her parents' desire to get married

with an old man with one child. At that moment my heart was very broken

knowing that reality. Until at one time, it turns out Wanda returned to the

our hometown plans to marry a man named Rama.

From that moment on I hated the Rama family. I just kept insulting

their family because it turns out Wanda is destined not to be able to give birth

a baby.

I am so happy to hear that news. At that time I felt that

what their family experienced was karma because of Wanda in the past

ever dumped my love. But I guess I was wrong at one time

my son sent me to this nursing home. There are not any brothers who

I visited, but only Wanda and Rama always took the time to

just asking about burning me. They even want to donate some of it

his property periodically for the purposes of this home. To me Wanda is

a good woman who is destined to live the rest of her life with

a fine man like Rama."

An old man had just revealed his heart

as an impression as long as he knows the figure of the mother-in-law. Occasionally Isaac cried

coloring speech. I got carried away and moved after

listen to that guy's story about the mother-in-law.

Slowly the man went down the podium and walked in the direction

the front row seats are occupied by my family and the caretakers.

There is one empty seat that has not been occupied by anyone since. Chairs

next to the wheelchair of my father-in-law. In the chair it has been taped

a paper inscribed.

"This seat is reserved for my best friend

Bakries."

I until now did not end up thinking about the warai

owned by father-in-law. He seemed to never care about everything

mr. Bakrie's bad treatment all along. I don't know if I can have a heart

like father-in-law or not. It feels like I'm alone until now

it's hard to understand the mindset of father-in-law.

I feel like I can't follow all of Dad's attitude

all this time. Even now, I still cannot forgive my treatment

bad one of my roommates was in the dorm. He became

cause of all the misery I've experienced in the past.

***

"Don't be too happy about the happiness you're experiencing.

After that, you may experience a bad event. In the end

it will make you slump because you previously felt you were in the

the sky seven. But unexpectedly you were suddenly dropped to earth.

It's gonna hurt you so much."

I got that stuff from my father-in-law when I

got word from the midwife that I was pregnant. I feel so

happy at the time, but bad things happened to me a few months later. I

falling out of the bathroom because of the accident I had to lose

the future fetus that is in my womb. It was true what my father said

in-law. When I over-express happiness, I will

there was a time when I would feel bad because a bad event happened

a while ago.

If I had known that since I was in the dorm. Possibly

I will not experience the greatest of difficulties. When an

bad things happen on the same day I feel so happy

he was reunited with Rama after a month of not meeting him.

That night was so happy to get a doll

see me often. Remembering himself is being preoccupied with

any ninth-grade business that should be prepared to welcome the graduation exam. Then

he hoped that by giving me a dinosaur doll, it could represent Erik

if I'm having trouble. I can get the doll to talk to me hopefully

after that my mood got better.

I was so happy to get a special gift from

Erik. I was so excited to tell Linda all the things I felt

with a loud voice. I'm sure Sinta is sleeping

on his bed he could clearly hear every utterance from my mouth. I am indeed

deliberately raise my voice so that I can share the happy news with my roommate

that's. Even though Sinta never considered me as her friend.

The happiness I felt at night was unexpected

it had turned one hundred and eighty degrees into a slump in the morning.

When I woke up I saw my closet and all my files

looks like a ship broke. Nearby lies my dinosaur doll

which has been badly damaged. His four legs and neck were separated from his body.

I was so surprised to know that.

"Who ruined my doll?!" I screamed

so it was because it was very sad to see the doll was no longer shaped

any more.

"I'm sure it was all Sinta. I've never been

tell you. Your closet should always be locked when going outside or getting ready

gonna sleep. But you never listen to my warnings" he said

Linda was in an annoyed tone because I often didn't hear any advice from her.

"Where is Sinta now?" ask me to feel angry

he was so presumptuous to damage a dinosaur doll and ruffle my closet.

"Better now let's just report this

gurus. I want Sinta to be punished for his actions" Linda said

directly pull my hand towards the area of the official house that is the residence

the teachers at this school.

***

All the presumptuous actions served by Sinta have indeed been

awarded by the teachers council. The person was given a punishment

cleaning the toilet for a week. But the impact of his actions

it hurt me a lot while studying at that school.

That morning when I entered the classroom. I

seeing the disciples crowding near Mading. Me and Linda felt

curious to know what they were looking at in the Mading. In magazines

that wall I saw my personal documents stuck there.

It turns out that Sinta didn't just ruin my dinosaur doll,

but more than that he has been ransacking my personal files. It is with

brazenly took a piece of important documents of mine that were not all this time

never want anyone else to see it. I only allow the councils

only teachers can see it when registering for school.

"Rosie, so you're a bastard?" chirps wrong

a classmate who was curious wanted to ask me for an explanation.

For the umpteenth time I have heard that sentence

it hurts my heart. I immediately removed my personal documents from

mading it and running as fast as possible away from the crowd. That personal document

it's my birth certificate, where my mother's name is only on that paper. No

there was a father's name written on the document that meant that I was

bastard son.

"Rosie, wait!" Linda yells after him who

has run as fast as possible to the park that is near

dormitory building.

***