Rain in spring

RAIN IN SPRING ~BAB XIX~ DILEMMA BETWEEN CURSE OR RISE

After work Riza intends to stop by the Imam's house to see the state of Imam is really Imam is in severe depression as in May said Imam's sister and Tika his best friend because it has been almost 3 weeks The priest cannot be contacted by his tlf no.

About 15 minutes Riza arrived in front of the Imam's house and coincidentally in front of the Imam's house there was the Imam's mother who was sweeping the yard.

"Assalamualaikum ma'am.."(said Riza down from her motorbike and approached the Imam's mother with a smile).

"Wa'alaikumussalam. ..."(said the Imam's mother as she stopped her sweep and looked towards Riza).

"Priest there is ma'am."(said Riza while kissing Imam's mother's hand).

"Oh son Riza to this who did I think??there...ada in let's enter for a while I call the Imam first yes son"(said Riza's mother with a smile and holding Riza's shoulder)

"Yes, ma'am."(said Riza as she walked with the priest's mother into the house).

Then Riza sat in the living room and her mother the Imam came inside to call the Imam in the room silent and shed tears.

"Mam..it was Riza meet first gih nak"(said the Imam's mother while stroking the Imam's head while holding tightness in the chest seeing the Imam's condition).

The priest obeyed his mother without answering a word just walked towards the living room where Riza sat blankly.

Then the Imam sat his mother on the sofa and said to Riza.

"This is the current condition of the Imam, son of Riza.."(said the Imam's mother while no longer able to hold back her tears falling on the cheek).

And Riza was not able to say - the word saw the condition of the Imam is so severe.

"Yes, I have come in first, son."(said the mother Imam with a smile and stroked the head of the Imam).

Riza just nodded and looked at the Priest who was still shedding his tears somehow which made the Imam can be that bad.

"Bi...why abi like this there is a problem what is the story on the earth do not be pendam himself"(said Riza while approaching the Imam and washing the Imam's tears on his cheeks)

But the Imam was still silent and did not answer a word, only weeping and weeping.

"Bi....please talk there is a problem what do not make umi feel more guilty bi.."(said Riza while unable to hold back her tears that are getting heavier).

"Do I not deserve to be happy???do I live only to be despised, scorned and belittled??it turned out that all my sacrifices were in vain still I was a poor man, I had to know myself.."(said the Imam with a blank look and his tears rushing down his cheeks).

"No bi who thinks like that all love you bi don't say like that remember you've succeeded bi you've become a big boss at this time you succeed bi nothing is in vain - sia....."(the word Riza tries to change the mindset of the Imam who is negative thinking).

"Hahahahaha...I Imam of the children of the poor who may have the right to be happy because happiness is only for the rich like you" (the Imam said while laughing in tears).

Then the priest's mother came out from inside and brought a drink for Riza.

"Mam...istigfar wants to remember this is Riza Mam's son.."(said the Imam's mother while putting a cup of tea).

"Thank you ma'am...bu since when is the Imam like this because I can not call since 3 weeks ago"(said Riza while holding the Imam's hand while still crying)

"If it's not wrong since returning from the house of son Riza only that time it was not as bad as this Imam can still go to work while severe - severe is approximately 2 weeks, son"(the mother said the Imam explained the Imam's condition to Riza)

Then Riza also talked for a moment to find a solution to the healing of the Imam so that he could return to his authority again.

Approximately 1 hour Riza at the Imam's house and Riza asked permission to go home because the time was getting late and the Imam's mother drove Riza to the terrace of her house and then Riza passed from the presence of her mother The priest.

Arriving at home as usual Riza beberes home and bathe her children after the prayers isaq Riza tried to contact her best friend, Tika to ask her opinion.

"Wa'alaikumussalam Riz.......What is this tumben night - my phone night?"(tika said with a smile)

"Look at Tik I came home from work this afternoon to stop by the Imam's house just want to know what his condition is right as you say?"(riza explained to Tika)

"Heeeemmmmm....... Then how do you think Imam is good - fine what severe do you think his condition Riz......??"(tika asked while listening to Riza)

"Yes Tik...yah your word is very severe condition Imam I feel very guilty about his condition" (said Riza in a soft tone).

"Mama.......mama.......who's on the phone???"(?says Aliya Riza's daughter)

"Aunty Tika who called.."(said Riza by holding back her tears fell).

"Oh...kirain abi is on the phone"(said Aliya in a disappointed tone).

"Mama...kok abi never phone now where abi ma.."(sayah said while playing cooking - cooking).

"Abi is working out of town later if you have to go home for sure phone" (said Riza while no longer able to hold back her tears)

"Tik...kamu heard for yourself how close my children are to the Imam while the current condition of the Imam is like that"(said Riza while entering the room because she did not want to let her children know that Riza was crying)

"Yes Riz I know and I hear that your children are always looking for Imams" (said Tika who is concerned about the condition of Riza and her children)

"Then do you think I should how Tik one side of my mother does not approve of my relationship with the Imam on the other side my children are already that close to the Imam in addition to the current condition A priest like that??"(riza said with a slight tone to hold back her crying so that she could not hear her children)

"Emmmmmm.......have you tried to talk to your mama Riz.......about the closeness of children to the Imam and the sincerity of the Imam to you??"(?said Tika tried to give a solution to Riza)

"Are you telling me you told my mama to talk about your crazy Imam Tik??"(?"(riza said with a slightly yelling but stifled tone)

"Lo...why Riz is not wrong we try maybe with you to talk about Imam to your mama then your mama can change her mind"(said Tika clarifying his solution)

"Acts..........at this time my mother hated the Imam even children were forbidden to call abi to the Imam more or less my children far from the Imam"(said Riza recounting the condition of her mama and Imam's relationship)

"Then you want it how??Riz if you don't talk to your mama and you just wait for a miracle the Imam will get a new title yes it's the deceased"(said Tika opened the mindset of Riza)

"But if I talk at this time about the Imam to the mama it is too late Tik because mama already hates the Imam" (said Riza while wiping away her tears)

"Riz is never too late as long as we want to try for me it is better to be late than not at all" (said Tika motivated Riza to dare to fight for her love)

"But Tik.......I....... I don't want to fail again like I used to because I didn't get my mother's blessing???"(?riza said while recalling the failure of her marriage)

"Riz I know the blessing of the parents it is necessary then what if there are orphans who will marry for blessing on whom they what will marry know that their parents are dead doesn't approve or approve??"((tika explained to Riza)

"Yes, but is it different from Tik's story that my mother is orphaned and my mother is still alive?"(?"(riza said while thinking)

"The point is Riz we want to succeed, we want to fail, we want to fail,we want to be ruined or we want to be happy it's all a decision in our hands no business with anyone else now back to yourself how never to scapegoat your mass black with what you will face at this time"(said Tika with a firm tone so that Riza immediately wakes up and does not continue to be tortured by the circumstances)

"Yes Tik I understand thank you Tik you already want to advise me"(said Riza while still confused how to)

"Yes, now you break up yourself you ask your heart if you still want to stay like this or you want to fight for your love and you feel happy at the end of your age"(said Tika gave a choice to Riza)

Then Riza ended her phone with Tika because her children were fussy asking in kelonin, while putting Riza's children to sleep while thinking about the words Tika is in Riza's heart began to churn because Riza did not want to be called disobedient with her parents on the other side still exposing the failure of the old Riza household and always her mama said that that was the end if she did not get the blessing of parents would be destroyed while on the other side Riza did not have the heart to see his children always ask the Imam.

What action will Riza take??do you follow the words Tika to get her happiness??or will you dwell in the curse of your parents??or maybe Riza died right Imam who was in a deep depression???