Rain in spring
RAIN IN SPRING ~BAB XVIII~ SEVERE DEPRESSION
Sunday was so bright but not as bright as the heart of Imam who was getting worse his depression.
The Imam had a fairly gloomy period since the age of 10 years Imam in his stay died by his father since then the life of the Imam's family changed drastically.
Her mother struggled alone to grow up Imam and May to a lot of scorn and insults that Imam had to receive from the surrounding residents but all that did not make receding his spirit Imam more active in learning and work to prove that his family is the same as other families and not insulted anymore.
But like all the efforts of the Imam was not able to change the image of the surrounding community, especially Mama Riza who still considers the Imam and his family different social status and it was that raised old wounds in the heart of the Imam and now the Imam became a violent, violent and brutal soul.
That afternoon May and her swami came to the Imam's house as usual every Sunday May and Udin looked at his mother.
"Assalamualaikum. .....mas mom is there?"((may said while kissing the Imam's hand)
"Wa'allaikumusallam.
"Mas..." (said Udin swami May as she kissed the Imam's hand and walked inside following May while looking at the Imam at a glance).
"Assalamualaikum. ........... What are you doing?"(?"(may said as she approached her mother who was in the kitchen cooking)
"Wa'alaikumussalam.....lahhh mother has not finished her beautiful mother's child has come" (said her mother with a smile to May and Udin)
"Here I help cook her so that she will be done soon ma'am" (said May while sitting next to her mother)
"Well by chance there is Udin can I ask you please take the coconut behind was I forgot to ask for your help" (said the mother with a smile on Udin)
Udin hurried to the back of the house to get the coconuts.
"Mom.......how are the relations of Imam mas sama mbak Riza have come to the house mbak Riza mas Imam bu..........??"(may asked while peeling potatoes)
"Here it is...cuma said her mother Riza refused your mas so her is so your May this week more often silent daydreaming and angry - angry"(said Mother while sad to see the condition of the Imam)
"Kok so ma'am did Riza not help her talk to her mother or what?"("(may said while frowning)
"Mommy also does not know May your mas people only tell so to mother and then enter her room mas mu"(said mother while putting a basin containing vegetables)
"Mom....why are they peeled and grated?"((ask Udin who just came down from the coconut tree)
"Yes......Din all of you just let it quickly ripen its vegetables..oh yes mom stay to the stall for a while yes.."(said mom while walking out to the stall).
Not so long ago the Imam entered the kitchen to take drinking water in the refrigerator.
"Mas....how do you see your business more smoothly.."(said May tried to talk Imam).
"It's none of your business.."(the Imam said as he walked to the television room and watched MTV).
"Astowfirullohalazim is very answerable"(murm May while continuing to cook)
Then May's mother came and continued cooking while telling her about the Imam's condition so far which was quite disturbing to her mother with the changed attitude of the Imam.
"Mom....why not to ustad what kiyai is asking for their help for mas Imam?"(said Udin while putting coconut milk in the basin)
"This strange father is indeed the mas Imam kesambet what exactly to kiyai?"((may said while manyuning)
"That's not what he meant by bun.we go to kiyai what Ustad asked me to let the heart of Imam mas quieter"(said Udin explained to May).
Not yet May and her mother answered suddenly there was a sound of broken glass and the smell of something burning while the Imam shouted.
"Haaaaaaa....pya.aaarrrrr.........haaaaaa...."(shouting the Imam who was able to make May, Udin and his mother shocked).
"Yes Alloh...why do you May.."(said the mother while running to see the Imam in the tv room).
It turned out that the Imam was sitting in the corner of the chair squatting and his hands were holding his head while crying hysterically screaming.
"Why does everyone insult me.......what is my fault.......Why does everyone corner me..."(the Imam said while crying hysterically).
"True Mam...we all love the same you want istigfar son.."(said the mother Imam while hugging the Imam and crying sadly).
A few moments later the Imam began to calm down but his view was still empty to laugh at what he was thinking.
"Mom...can not be allowed this mbak Riza must know the condition of the Imam like that because - because of his family"(said May while emotional).
"Do not want us to know who we are and who they are we will be embarrassed by his family" (said the mother while still crying)
"Had my mother calmed down I as a sister would not accept such Imam because of them" (said May as she stepped away from her mother with emotion)
"Din...kejar May bring home not to come to Riza's house"(said the mother with gugub because she was worried that her child would do desperate).
"Yes ma'am.."(said Udin while chasing May).
On the other hand, Riza could only cry,crying and crying with everything that happened in addition to the children Riza always asked the Imam and Riza only replied that the Imam was working so that his child did not ask again.
But what happened Aisyah the second daughter of Riza sick with a very high fever because about 2 weeks Imam did not find his phone and video call was not done Imam may Aisyah resist longing at the Imam to high fever but Riza can not do anything.
On Saturday, Riza happened to be on holiday and there was no event anywhere - where around 2 pm May came to Riza's house with the aim of telling Riza the condition of the Imam is getting worse.
"Assalamualaikum. ..."(may said while knocking on Riza's door).
"Wa'allaikumusallam.."(said mama Riza while opening the door).
"Sorry ma'am......Riza's waves exist?"((may said with a smile on Riza's mom)
"There's May.
Not so long Riza also came out from inside while carrying her hijab to meet May.
"Ehhhhh May.
"Mbak Riza bothered not?if you do not bother to ask for help do not accompany me shopping to the baby shop because surely Mbak Riza more experienced deh.."(said May with a smile when it is not the core of her to meet Riza).
"Could come May happens I also want to shop for the needs of children.wait a minute yes I change clothes first"(said Riza did not think like - sort).
About 45 minutes later May and Riza had reached the shopping center and May deliberately invited Riza to eat fruit soup.
And they both entered the fruit soup stall and ordered it when May began to ask the seriousness of Riza to the Imam.
"Pardon is not my intention to interfere with the relationship problems mbak mas Imam but I as a brother mas Imam can not accept if until what happens - what is the same mas Imam"(may said firmly to Riza)
"Wait - wait is the Imam why May what happened to the Imam?because it has been 2 weeks more Imam I can not contact"(said Riza explained to May)
"Why don't you come home to see the Imam's condition?because we poor people are so haram for you to step foot into our house"(said May who began to ignite emotions)
"Not May...not that I mean.."(said Riza while unable to continue her words because she felt tightness in her chest).
"Bak if indeed Riza mbak serious with mas Imam fight not only mas Imam who fought like this dong"(said May cornered Riza with his words)
"I have to how else May is my mother does not agree right from the beginning I have told the Imam that I want to be invited to marry as long as I get the blessing of my mother"(said Riza who began to fall her tears on the cheek)
"I know it's a problem but you have to fight together to get the blessing of his mama mbak can't be if the Imam himself who mbak told to fight is not just silent resigned as well as Riza's mother there is no serious intention with the Imam's mas"(said May while emotionally seeing Riza who did nothing - what for the sake of her love)
"Yes I know May what you mean.."(said Riza while holding tightness in her chest).
"Yes already when mbak understand and tomorrow see the condition of the Imam mas let mbak see how much love and affection mas Imam on mbak"(may said as she got out of her seat and died Riza)
While holding her forehead feeling dizzy with the problems that come in her life what is not right to be happy her self seemed to want to scream as hard as possible Riza to release the tightness in her chest but all it was impossible and it was not until when Riza would always cry and cry.......
