Rain in spring

RAIN IN SPRING ~BAB XV~ DILEMMA AND HAPPY

The journey of life continues despite problems as if there is no stopping alternating who died a very deep trauma.

Without feeling Riza also gave birth to her second child without any swami that accompanied her was only bitter and after giving birth to the second child Riza increasingly hard brain twisting for the sake of her two children and should go where the two little princesses can not continue to live with aunty and her om is right when returning home to her mother Riza thinks will only be a burden for her mama riza's mind is getting more and more directionless.

That afternoon after Riza was healthy after giving birth Riza took care of her own divorce papers, Endar was married to Seli, the widow of 4 children, and at the trial Riza met with Endar.

"Riz.how are the children"(why Endar to Riza).

"Well.."(said Riza flatly).

Actually, Riza was lazy to see Endar's face again but how else the divorce papers must be immediately sorted so that Riza's status is clearly there is not clad - a syung without clarity.

A few hours later the divorce trial was finished just waiting for the letter to come out and now Riza is validly bearing the title of widow status which for a woman is very terrible to be a stopper but that is not true his desire every woman.

"Ndar...now we are no one - who else but you must remember there is Aliya and Aisha your child your flesh and blood so you are obliged to provide for them"(said Riza while holding tightness in the chest)

"I know, but if I exist if there's nothing I want to give them, they'll stay with you and not me"(replies Endar lightly as without any regrets)

"Oh.....so mentang - mentang custody fall into my hands you can as soon as you lose that responsibility??"((riza said with a tinge of emotion)

"If you object, have they handed over to me so that in the care of my parents may be more worthy of their lives compared to your family" (said Endar with a contemptuous smile)

"JUST DIE........!!!!until I die I will never give my children to bastards like you"(said Riza more emotion and passed from before Endar)

While walking back home to his aunt in the taxi unceasingly - Riza stopped crying reminiscing words - said Endar who was very sagging chest.

About an hour later Riza arrived at her aunt's house and saw her little daughter Aisyah sleeping soundly and Riza approached her little daughter while kissing Aisyah's forehead while saying in her heart "where do you want why like this happened" while not being able to hold back his tears really broken Riza's heart and somehow going to step where.

"Riz.........have gone home the look of you??aunty thought you had not come home earlier, had a meal and then prayed ashar nak"(said aunty while opening the closet to take Aliya's new clothes in the bath was aunty)

"Auntie........Riza's sorry has been a lot of repot aunty and om here somehow way Riza reply her and with what Riza reply her"(said Riza while sitting on the side of the bed and crying as much as she could)

"Riz,must be firm and immediately rise from your slump to see your children need you very much" (said aunty while hugging Riza and stroking Riza's head to be calmer)

Approximately 6 months Riza stayed at home om and her aunt while Riza thought and tried to find - find a job but like her goddess luck has not sided with her end Riza cut off right to return home because he did not want to continue to be a burden om and his aunt and mebincidentally when the Imam was in Jakarta and would return to the village because the work affairs of the Imam in Jakarta had been settled.

"Assalamualaikum Riz......so tomorrow you want to go home with me or want to take your aunt and om?"(ask the Imam by phone)

"Wa'allaikumusallam Mam.......so this is also me packing, eeemmmmm if not bother you I'm with you deh Mam is okay?"(?"(ask Riza while a little disinclined)

"Heeeemmmmmm..........Where is Riz??"(?"(said the Imam with a little pretending to think when in his heart is very happy)

"Yes, Mam did not need if I repot you I can take a bus or train with my children" (said Riza sadly because it turns out the Imam did not want to help him)

"Ok.....be this is more than you take the bus or train how if you are with me and the cost you make a bus ride you love me hahahaha....."(the Imam said with a good laugh teasing Riza who was seriously responding to the Imam's joke)

"Not Riz I'm not that bad even I'm glad that you want to be with me back home because I have friends during the trip" (the Imam said with a smile)

"Mam...already yes I want to bathe the children already this afternoon you are also quick to shower and fast to pray"(said Riza with a knotty smile).

"Ok my dear beautiful hehehehe....assalamualaikum Riz"(said Imam ended his conversation by phone).

"Heeemmmmmm basic wanker has a bath there wa'allaikumusallam Mam.."(said Riza with a smile and not so heed the words - words seduction Imam)

Right now in Riza's mind and in Riza's heart all men are the same can only hurt women so Riza does not really respect every Imam's attention while the Imam is really - really dear at Riza even not only into Riza his dear Imam even in the hearts and minds of Imam's children - the son of Riza is the son of Imam's own biological blood the Imam's own flesh so sincere his affection and the Imam's love for Riza and her children however like her Riza is still traumatized by her domestic failure.

Early in the morning around 7 am Imam has arrived at the house om and aunt Riza to pick up Riza and her children.

"Assalamualaikum. ...."(said the Imam from the front door and opened the door by Riza).

"Wa'allaikumusallam......entrance Mam wait a minute??"(?riza said as she invited the Imam to sit in the living room)

Then the Imam sat down while waiting for Riza to come out again it turns out that Aliya the first princess Riza came out from inside and immediately approached the Imam so familiar like a little child who met his biological father and The priest also responds like to his own biological children not so long out om and aunt Riza.

"Sir Imam om tipped Riza and her children yes because om and his aunt can not take her home because om work is not off"(his om Riza said with a smile to the Imam)

"God willing I will take good care of Riza and the children to the destination"(the Imam said with a smile and took Aliya and occasionally kissed and hugged Aliya)

At that time om and aunt Riza had a glass to see the closeness of Aliya and Imam while all this time her biological papa was never like that in her children while this other people can as close as that dear is really sincere.

About 30 minutes later Riza came out from inside holding Aisyah who was about 1 year old and carrying a few suitcase bags and Imam immediately stood up to help Riza carry her suitcase.

"Is this Riz or is there more?"(the Imam asked as he took the suitcase from Ruza's hand)

"There are in 2 more Mam.."(said Riza while calling Aliya to wear a jacket).

Then Riza helped Riza bring her suitcase bag to enter the Imam's car.

"Tante Riza said yes, the prayer Riza was able to face all this and Riza was really - really sorry has been a lot of trouble and disappointing om and aunt"(said Riza saying goodbye to om and her aunt)

Om and Aunt Riza were unable to say - words again only able to shed tears seeing the ordeal of Riza is very heavy and then om and aunt Riza took turns to hug Riza and say heart - heart in walk yes son with a smile strengthening Riza.

"Om....tante...I say goodbye to ask for his prayer assalamualaikum. ..."(said the Imam while kissing his aunt's hand and his om Riza alternately).

"Wa'allaikumusallam..be careful on the road do not speed - speeding bring his car Mam"(said om while driving them to get in the car).

Then they left for their hometown and during the journey the Imam comforted Riza and her children during the journey Riza's heart was very comforted even though the trauma of his heart was not that easy to heal in the little heart the Imam will always wait for Riza to really be ready to open her heart to her.