Rahim Pay Mr. Alex

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Diana followed Alex to her room. He slowly opened Alex's room door and saw the man sitting on the floor in appalling conditions.

He knew that what Alex saw made his heart break again. Surely the shadows of the past made her hate love even more.

Diana couldn't blame Alex, because she knew exactly how Alex was feeling at the moment. But Alex shouldn't be rash in making decisions. He's just afraid that one day Alex will regret it.

"I'm sorry mommy, baby. It's all mommy's fault. If that depraved man hadn't been present in our lives, if mommy had the courage to fight him, if mommy could have made the right decision, you probably wouldn't be like this." Diana wiped her tears and closed Alex's bedroom door again

He'll give Alex time to calm down. After that, he will talk slowly with her.

Meanwhile, Icha decides to return to Alex's apartment that was given to her. With a shaky step, he walked into the apartment and stared at the empty room that had stored away many of their memories.

Again her tears flowed. His body slumped to the floor as if both of his legs were no longer powerfully supporting his body.

For the umpteenth time, he got the toughest test of his life. Once again, he lost the one he loved. He cried hitting his chest that felt tight. "Why did all this have to happen to me? What's my fault, God? hyks hyks... You took my only family and now you're taking my happiness. Can't I be happy?" Isak Icha

Icha cried long enough. He wiped his tears and stood up. "Akh.." Icha's stomach suddenly hurts. He sat on the sofa as he continued to rub his stomach and took a deep breath.

"I'm sorry, baby. Mother is too late in grief. To the extent that I forget you're here. You just calm down. I'm not gonna give up, I'm gonna hold on for you." Icha rubs her stomach slightly bent and continues to talk to the baby in the womb.

"Right now you're all I have. You're the most precious treasure I've ever had. Even if your father doesn't want you, but I'll keep fighting for you. You're the mother's encouragement, baby." Icha slowly stood up. He went to the kitchen to fill his stomach. He believes in the refrigerator there are various kinds of food because Alex always provides groceries even though the apartment is empty.

Icha began to struggle with cooking utensils. Sometimes he rubbed his stomach as if to tell his son that everything would be fine.

He must be strong for his son. After this, he will start a new life. Alex has cut ties with them and they no longer have any rights to what Alex gives them.

She had already suffered enough by selling her womb. Plus the person he was fighting for chose to leave him. And after he could get through it all, the ordeal came back.

This time it was more painful because he was no longer wanted. He was expelled when love began to grow in his heart. But he can't blame Alex. He knew Alex must have been hurting when he saw the photo. Just like when he saw a picture of Alex with another woman. Only, he could temper his anger. Alex is in control of his past.

''It's finally ripe too. Let's eat baby!!" Icha moved her cooking on the plate and brought it to the dining table. She eats with smiling lips and occasionally rubs her stomach because now she has no one but her child in her womb.

"You have to hold on for mom. And I'll hold on for you. After this we will live hard. Are you ready, baby?" he said to the child in his womb

Icha tidied up her dirty dishes and went to the room to rest.

Upon entering the room, the shadow as she chatted with Alex was clearly visible on the bed they had occupied before. Again, it made her tears.

Icha hastily deleted it and went to wordrobe. He picked up Alex's shirt and took her to bed. "Happy break, baby." Icha kissed Alex's shirt and hugged her tightly as if to imagine that Alex was next to her. And it didn't take long, Icha fell asleep in her sleep.

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The next day, Icha looked so neat. Today he will start everything from the beginning. Starting a new life. She knew that after this she would lead a hard life with her pregnant state. But let it be, the most important thing is that he can survive for the sake of his son.

She's dressed. Icha defies her bag and takes her out of the room.

"Siti Bi? How's bi?" Icha tightly hugged the middle-aged woman's body. It feels very comfortable to hug someone when we are not okay. Moreover, bi Siti already she considers like her own mother

"Where's it going, icha?" ask Bi Siti

Icha smiled and pulled bi Siti to sit on the sofa with her. "Auntie still works here?" tanya Icha who answered nod by BI Siti

"Work as usual or to keep an eye on me, bi?" ask Icha again

"Actually Bi Siti asked the big lady to take care of non Icha. He worries if non Icha is alone. Moreover, non Icha is pregnant."

"Thank you bi, but aunty no longer needs to do that. I also don't want mommy to be hit by Mr. Alex's tantrums for still taking care of me. So, today I'm going bi."

"Go? where's non?"

"I don't know where to go either. But I also can't possibly live here."

"But non, isn't this apartment you gave to non Icha?" serami bi Siti

Icha smiled and again said, "Bi, auntie is the one who knows best how I got here. The relationship, which was initially limited to a contract, continues to be a serious relationship."

"What does aunt believe, love can come at any time because it is ordinary? that's what happened to me bi. If our relationship is still the same as it used to be just a contract, maybe I'll accept all of this as compensation."

"But now we have love. And none of this is what I want anymore. Having people who love us already makes me very happy. But that man doesn't want us anymore."

Icha gives the apartment key and the Credit card Alex gives to bi Siti. "He gave all this as compensation with a record our relationship is over. But for me as long as that feeling is still in my heart, all of this is meaningless. So I ask bi Siti for help, please give this back to Mr. Alex. Tell him, my gratitude."

Bi Siti cried and hugged Icha. "Then non Icha go where with this state of non?"

"I don't know bi either. Maybe I'll find a contract first and then find a job."

Bi Siti parsed her embrace and shook her head forbidding Icha to do so. "Don't non!! weak non Icha content. Something unwanted will happen."

"Then I have to how bi? I can't be here. It's too painful." again Icha's cry broke. Her chest feels tight considering Alex who kicked out and broke off the relationship with her.

"Non Icha once said that he thought of aunt as a non-Icha mother, right?" tanya Bi Siti answered nod by Icha.

"Then, listen to auntie!!"

Icha came back crying and hugged bi Siti. If this was his destiny, he hoped to pass it by with a big heart.

"Thank you bi, thank you."