Pursuing the Love of the Ustad

Pursuing the Love of the Ustad
CHAPTER 74



After the Dean Room Fisha and Nana walked towards the Parkiran..


" Where are you really going, Fish."?? ask Nana curiously


" I want to go somewhere Naa, not for long anyway." said Fisha briefly


" Yes, but why is Dadakan gini Sih.?? it's like you're avoiding Ustadz."!! what the hell is it."?? ask Nana curiously


" This is all I've been thinking about cooking Naa, I also talked to Mama and Papa this morning" Fisha explained


Flash back ON..


" Dear why not use Hijab alone." let Ustadz like you, if you use kayak gini, instead of Ustadz like even do not want your lyrics anymore" said Mama


" Maa Fisha wants to, Ustadz likes Fisha without having to have conditions" let Fisha use kayak gini, Fisha wants to know, Ustadz likes Fisha too or not


" If Ustadz will soon see Fisha kayak gini, and do not want to see Fisha." what can you do" Fisha will go far from Ustadz."!! say Fisha


" Hmmm doesn't mean you're going to be looking for the Ustadz."!? ask her father in a joking tone


" Yes Paa, but Fisha asked for permission, Fisha wanted to go somewhere, and Fisha hoped that someday when Fisha came home later, Fisha would deserve to be with Ustadz" Fisha said with a serious mimic


" Where is Fisha going."?? mama asked softly, she never thought that her daughter loved the young Ustadz so much.


" Fisha wants to go to the Maa School." allow Fisha."!! say Fisha seriously


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Flash back off


" Well Mama and Papa you agree Fish."?? does this all have something to do with Ustadz."?? tanya Nana wants Tau


" No, this is all purely my wish, I want to solidify myself so that one day I can become the person Ustadz loves so much, as I love him" she said


" But you don't have to go too Fish" said Fisha


" I'm afraid that if I stay here, I won't be able to see Ustadz every day on the Campus" Fisha said seriously


" I go first Yes." Please take care of my Ustadz, please help people again."!! said Fisha smilingly riding on her car that she deliberately under


" Be calm." hurry home yach." !! said Nana waved her hand after the car moves Fisha left the campus area.


" Where is K Fisha.?? ask Hafidzah


"He's gone" said Nana briefly


HafidZ was only stunned to hear Nana's words, while Fisha had driven her car on the highway to where she was now heading after saying goodbye to her parents,


"Thank God."!! Finally I can come here again " said Fisha after arriving in front of one of the mosques in that place


" I didn't expect, I'd be here again even if it wasn't with the person I love the way I wanted it to be" Fisha exclaimed smilingly recalling the incident a few months ago


" Assalamuaalaikum, this is Nak Afisha huh."?? ask Ms. Mariati after two days Fisha was in that place


" Waalaikum salaam," yes buk." said Fisha Kalem


" Let's Enter." take Ms. Mariati walk into one of the Pesantren Building beside the Mosque in follow Fisha beside her


"Son Afisya, what was the purpose of coming here."?? isn't Nak Fisha in college."' asked Mariati's mother after the two sat down


" Truth Buk, I'm here to learn how to be a woman worthy of an Ustadz."!! say Fisha spontaneously tampa basa - stale


" What does Nak.Afisya mean."??ask Mother Mariati


" I Love an Ustadz Buk, but I don't know if He loves me or not." I thought I was a good fit for Him."


" He did not respond to the slightest word of love from me, even he always turned his face when he saw I was not hijab." cried Fisha at length


" When a man decides to move in a better direction, then when a woman approaches them, it will be a severe temptation for them." mother Mariati said


" sthat means."?? fisha was confused


" Son Afisha, which man will be strong when there is a woman who offers herself to them, every man will want her, but to the man whom Nak Fisha mentioned earlier, it's only natural that he behaves like that, let alone that he said he was an Ustadz." said Mariati's mother smiled


"Aren't I worthy of an Ustadz."?? said Fisha with her disappointed tone


" We will discuss it again, now you rest because there is a short night of Pesantren Activities" said Ms. Mariati


A month later after the departure of Fisha, Hafids was busy with the preparation of his Graduation and various offers to fill various Tausyiah and also doing various other activities of Ke Agamaan