Pursuing the Love of the Ustad

CHAPTER 23

" I'm sorry dee Fisha," I have no intention of offending your feelings." said Hafids feeling guilty and looked at the languidly bowed Fisha

" get away from Ustad." I realized that I wasn't the girl Ustad expected." but I beg you," let me still love Ustad." said Fisha begging

" I don't deserve you to love like this dee Fisha." There are still many men out there who are more deserving of you" Hafids said

" Ustad doesn't deserve me, or I don't deserve Ustad."??ask Fisha with a disappointed tone

" I don't deserve you, Fisha."!! lirih Hafids held back her feelings

" Ustad don't have to worry." I honestly don't deserve Ustad".?? because I am not an ustazah who is in accordance with Ustad's desire to be a wife."!! said Fisha tampa aware of the tears that tried to stem it out by itself

" Dee Fisha forgive me."!!said Hafids could not bear to see the tears that dripped down the face of Fisha

" It's okay Ustad." but let me still love you Ustad." - She wept her tears

" I don't want your loving feelings to hurt your heart." Better throw away your love for me.." So you don't get hurt any further."!!said Hafids felt very guilty towards Fisha

" Let me alone also enjoy his love, his pain" said Fisha began to neutralize his heart

" it's up to dee Fisha aja" said Hafids resigned in fact he was also confused why he felt comfortable just calling Fisha with frills dee in front of him

Hanan, Zaki and Hana who had been busy with their laptops 2 came to Hafids and Fisha

" Sit alone." Disturb not ya."?? ask Zaki who already knows the relationship between the two

" No, just relax."!! say Fisha

" You've been crying, Fish."?? tanya Zaki looked at the clear water that was still attached to the end of Fisha's eyes

" No." this was accidentally hit by the end of the paper held by Ustad" said Fisha lying

" Ooh that is" said Zaki who still does not believe in the words of Fisha

"It's half 12 nih."we are ready2 dzuhur prayer first." said Hanan glanced at his watch

" Ooh yaa earlier." was told to stop by his house, Mr. Kades." said Fisha

" Yeah if that's it." we stopped by first," we keep going to the mosque." said Hafids stood up from his place

" Let's go in here." We'll have lunch first" said jamal

" thank you sir for everything." said Hanan

they sat in front of a table that was full of all kinds of food..

each table was occupied by ten people, except for the table where Mr. Kades and Bu Kades were seated, occupied only by Hafids, Hanan, Zaki, Nana, Hana and Fisha

" Let's eat" said Marni's mother

" Thank you Budee for everything" Hafids said

" Ahh you are like anyone." said Ms Marni

" Why call him Budee Ustad." asked Fisha curiously

" What do you keep calling her."?? this is my budee."!! said Hafids smiling

" Yes Naak Fisha." Hafids is the call from Mr. Jamal." explained Ms. Marni

" It's good to have sodara everywhere." cried Fisha

" Naak Fisha can also have sodara here, just like his son Mother".!! said Mirna's mother teasing Fisha

" uuhuuk.uhuuuk "Hafids chokes at Budeenya's statement all eyes are on him with a suspicious look

" You why Fids."?? ask Hanan

" no papa just sprained a little" have continued to eat it." said hafids

" How about Fisha, will you."?? he said this morning had no candidate and wanted to be his son Mother" said Mirna Mother again and managed to make Fisha wrong stay

" heeehee" how yaah." has a guy who is estimated to be Buu, but unfortunately bangeet his guy does not like the same Fisha." said fisha presses kata2nya

" Waduuh, cook pretty gini nobody likes it anyway."?? if your child will like." said Marni's mother serious with her words