Pursuing the Love of the Ustad

CHAPTER 49

Zaki who had been sitting with them, could only listen and pay attention to Hafidz secretly even though he had commented

"Pity tuh the Ustadz, must be a big pain tuh his heart, hmmm I aja nyesek it feels. the Ustadz anyway, not honest with the Fisha, revealed love does not mean to have to date right."?? This is the result..nyeseek himself?looks calm face, but his heart does not know how." muttered Zaki in Heart noticed the face of Hafidz who was calm

"What's Zak's look at."?? there's something strange on my face."?? asked Hafidz who was aware of himself noticed earlier by Zaki

" No Ustadz, I'm just curious about Ustadz." how calm at a time like this" said Zaki confused by the nature of Ustadz that he had considered like his own brother

" You mean."?? ask Hafidz who does not understand what Zaki said

" Yes" Ustadz is not jealous if the Fisha is betrothed to Bang Mirza."?? zaki stared at Hafidz and Mirza alternately, while the others just gawked at Zaki's words

" What does Zaki mean."?? mother Marni asked not to understand Zaki's words

" So I don't know, if Fisha is in love with Ustadz Hafidz." said Zaki spontaneously and managed to make Mother Marni shocked not upset.

" Okay the Zaki.main just don't know what the atmosphere is still tense gini." Hanan murmured inwardly

" Truly Fidz."?? why don't you tell me the hell."??and you actually like him too."?? ask Marni's mother for certainty

"I don't know Budee." I myself am confused by this feeling." said Hafidz flatly

" If you don't like him, frankly, son." Don't give him hope" said Marni's mother again

" honest... Bude really wants him to be the son of his ex Bude, but if indeed Fisha loves you equally, Bude can what." said Marni's mother resigned

" Yes Meer, pity people's children." If you don't love her, please tell me."!! said Mirza steady

" What does your brother mean."?? asked Hafidz with his cold face

Hafidz is shocked not to be upset; it turns out his older cousin also loves Fisha

"Is that so special about you, deck Fisha, that almost all men want to have you." and me...??? why must it hurt like this apparently, knowing that Brother Mirza also loves you." murmured Hafidz in a heart that was still raging against his own feelings

" If Fisha is your brother's soul mate".I can what."?? there is no way I should impose the will of the heart." what God gave us, God willing it is the best" said Hafidz resigned against his own will

" Maybe My heart says something else, but by Allah, he is my brother's soul mate."!! said Hafidz pasrah

"That means you love her too."?? ask Mirza full of questions

" I don't know."!!I myself am confused by this feeling." said Hafidz flat who did not understand his own feelings

" You just need to understand for yourself what your heart wants" so you know what you're feeling right now, love or what."?? say Mirza again

" If your heart doesn't want him." I'm here ready to hug him and make him my wife" Mirza said seriously

Hafidz was just silent stiff, like being ignited by a hot fire on his face." hearing Mirza's words, he was confused not knowing what else he had to answer his feelings were now raging.sickness and somehow let alone.

" O Allah..What feeling do I feel right now." why is it as if this chest cavity tightness, it hurts so much." why must Bang Mirza ."?????Hafidz murmured inwardly trying to hold back his own feelings that were increasingly rampaging to be vaporized

" God, please forgive this pain, Allah.sakiit help me O Allah, eliminate this pain." Jagafirullah hal adzim"2×" muttered Hafidz in the heart that actually could not stand the long linger in that place

" You just need to open your heart, Fidz. so you know what your heart wants."?? hanan said to open his voice and look at the look of the face of hafidz that has changed drastically

" You're torturing yourself too much Fidz." Why aren't you being honest with your own heart." Isn't that the pain you're feeling right now." but what can I do."?? hanan murmured inwardly at Hafidz's unusual facial expression and Hanan knew what his best friend was feeling

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