Pure Darkness
Chapter 98
The Side Story of An Yan – Honey Peaches Is in My Hands (Part 2)
Oi! I am an article!
They fuck for a long time. He hugged her and they kissed until her lips were swollen, but still reluctant to let go. It turned out to be very intoxicating to have her girl in his arms. Moreover, Gu Fangfang was sitting on his lap. He made her feel something familiar and strange, mysterious and exciting; the wait for a year was not in vain.
Time passed, and it was late at night. Dawdling on the ground floor of a girl's apartment at 11 p.m. and refusing to let go seemed like not a wise choice. An Yan let go and stood up, unwilling to say that it was time for him to leave. Gu Fangfang also looked down and examined his toes.
Oi! I am an article!
“SAYA . .” he started saying.
She's staring.
“. . . will take you upstairs?”
His heart was pounding, but his face was calmly indifferent. “Oh alright.”
Oi! I am an article!
After graduating, Gu Fangfang had rented a one-room apartment. Compared to her bright and beautiful outer appearance, her apartment looked very messy. However, when An Yan the otaku entered, he felt it was very suitable, very simple, very warm. In the last* attempt to clean up, Gu Fangfang picked up some items here and there. He looked up only to see the black and dark eyes An Yan was deep in thought.
*T/N (lin shi bao fo jiao) – lights up. to grasp Buddha's feet when danger approaches/at the last minute; ara. to declare devotion or ask for god's help only when in distress; to do something in a hurry at the last minute. This is one of my favorite Chinese idioms!
“What's up?” Gu Fangfang asked.
“It's okay,” he replied. “I just thought, in the future, we should hire an hourly cleaning specialist to look into our home.”
Never in his wildest dreams did Gu Fangfang anticipate that he would say such a thing. He didn't even think that far! Her face became hot and she said, in a low voice, “Who wants to stay with you. .”
An Yan only said what he was thinking, and did not intend to tease him. He would really be an idiot if he could not catch the timid rebuke in his voice. His heart was racing in his chest and he uttered ‘oh’ softly.
Gu Fangfang wanted to hit him again! What is ‘oh’?
He went to get her a bottle of water, which she opened and drank. Then, he moved the small wooden stool so that he could sit opposite it. In such a narrow space, it was as if there was electricity humming around them. At this moment, An Yan noticed that, aside from some Gu Fangfang cosplay costumes piled carelessly on the nearby study table, there was also a stack of job application forms, resumes, and company briefs.
He asked with concern, “Is your job hunt smooth?”
“It's okay.” When he asked this question, Gu Fangfang exuded fatigue with the ups and downs of life. “Only . . . Really tiring.”
Being a top student, when An Yan graduated, he soon achieved his goal as he was specifically recruited to the Information Technology Center of the Ministry of Public Security. However, from the news on television as well as from what he heard, he knows that graduates today face stiff competition and many challenges when looking for a job. He could almost imagine Gu Fangfang holding his resume in the middle of a sea of people, performing an action similar to a lightning strike against a prospective employer, waiting nervously for a call for a written test or interview.
He lowered his eyes slightly and said, “Sorry, I can't accompany you as your girlfriend.”
Speaking of this matter, Gu Fangfang had truly experienced disappointment. He remembered the job fair, where girls who had girlfriends would walk around as a couple; no matter how challenging or crowded it was, their girlfriends were by their side to look after them. Even the most difficult times will not be difficult. Who asked her to set her sights so high, to coincidentally meet a man who worked as a cop and make him her boyfriend? Although, this year, having a boyfriend is the same as not having one. . .
He shook his head, not wanting to think about those miserable moments. Changing the topic, he asked, “Where do you stay tonight?”
An Yan looked at her silently for a while, then said the most shameless words he had said in his entire life. “ME . . . don't have a place to stay.”
Gu Fangfang exclaimed, “Ah?” He really turned to a very good topic.
An Yan looked at his watch, coughed lightly, and continued to be shameless. “It's midnight, can you accompany me tonight? I'm fine as long as I have a place to lie down. I was very tired; I had not slept well all week. ”
Gu Fangfang said, “Goodnight.”
An Yan replied, “Goodnight.”
The two closed their eyes and were silent for a moment.
Gu Fangfang quietly opened his eyes and was instantly shocked in silence. An Yan was clearly not sleeping; he turned to look at her. Funnily enough, when he lay down and looked at her, she looked like a different person. His face became somewhat vague, but, on the contrary, his gaze was deeper and the expression in his eyes was difficult to decipher.
“Why haven't you slept?” Those words barely came out of his mouth when blocked. An Yan had taken advantage of this situation and bowed to kiss her.
The night was too bewitching, and the atmosphere inside the room was too hot. Gu Fangfang did not know when he had slipped into his blanket. The slender figure of the young man was like the softest and most tender painting in the depths of the night. He covered his body with his body and lowered his head to kiss her as if he was intoxicated. At one point, he had loosened his pajamas and his hand was now holding those two honey peaches, with the long, slender, pale fingers of the computer boy. Gu Fangfang's brain buzzed, and An Yan's breathing became even more urgent. The two people who have just felt this love feel the bitterness but also the sweetness of desire. They also felt a sudden surge in their body and mind at that moment, which impatiently looked for a way out.
In a daze, he heard An Yan whisper, “Fangfang, you don't have to worry about me. I'm a cop and I have a little free time. I've also spent a little time with you. But I . . . I am very single-minded. For years, I just felt like this about you. If you were mine, I would never see another girl again.”
Gu Fangfang felt a bitter sensation in his heart. He hugged her tightly and said, gently, “I am too, An Yan. Since the first time I met you, I've never seen another man.”
A fierce and thrilling emotion engulfed the two of them at the same time. An Yan sighed slowly, and asked, with a hint of trepidation and a slight trembling, “Fangfang, may it?”
Before today, Gu Fangfang had never thought that he would give himself to ‘girlfriend whom he had only seen a few times this. However, he touched her deeply, and he also felt a soft emotion that was hard for him to describe. His mind was empty, so he answered her by closing his eyes and draping his hands around her neck.
……
However, when they have advanced to the final stage, two novice lovers find an important problem – nothing ******. She had nothing with him, and she naturally had nothing in her apartment. His handsome face flushed red, but he could still stand very quietly to say, “I'll go and buy some.” “Hm.” He used a blanket to cover his body as he sat down, not wanting to part from her for even a second.
So, the two of them walked down together and found a convenience store. Together, with a red face, they bought some without any problems.
They held hands as the midnight breeze blew, and returned together to his apartment. An Yan suddenly laughed and said, “I feel as if I will die of happiness.” Gu Fangfang held onto his arm tightly and said, “I am also.”
Of course, the next process did not fully run smoothly.
It's the same old problem. Whenever the old bachelor otaku finally achieves what he wants, it is inevitable that he cannot maintain control. As a result, the first one finished very quickly.
In the nest of the steamy blanket, An Yan held onto Gu Fangfang's soft body with a red face and was extremely embarrassed. In a hoarse voice, he said, “Let's just a little rushed, it doesn't count. . . let's do it again.”
Although Gu Fangfang was sick and confused, when he saw how awkward he was, he smiled again and stretched out his hand to cupper his face. He longed for the flow of time to stop right at this moment, so that he could always hug her and be with her.
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Early the next day, in distant Yunnan, Bo Jinyan received a text message from An Yan. Due to vision loss, his phone is now equipped with an automatic reading function.
As the morning mist enveloped the room, Bo Jinyan leaned back on the bed and listened to the voice of her cell phone mechanic's woman: Boss, what kind of experience is being a man?
Bo Jinyan frowned and said to Jian Yao, “Is An Yan's brain damaged? Don't tell me he sent me pornographic ads?”
Jian Yao could not help but laugh. After some thought, he understood what was going on. “Could it be him and Gu Fangfang. .”
Bo Jinyan completely understood. He let out a light sigh, picked up his phone and replied with an audio message. “I regret to say, I think the level and depth we experienced is different.” Jian Yao slapped his shoulder.
An Yan responded very quickly. “F * ck!”
On the other end of the phone in distant Beijing, with a flushed face and a slight smile, An Yan put down his phone to look at the girl who was asleep on top of his chest, soft and boneless. She lowered her head to kiss and caress his hair. After last night, they fell asleep in each other's arms. He said he would not be lonely anymore, and that he was not afraid of the future. He said he would work hard while alone in Beijing, like his girlfriend, a criminal investigator, for their future. Thinking of this, An Yan felt a strange power flowing in his heart. She knew that she would never again in her life feel so excited, impatiently waiting to embrace the life that she and this girl would have together.
