Psychologically

Oh my boy

Silence, no sound, my mind is really empty right now I do not know what to say in my mind even Angga, Angga, and Angga.

“Ahh...thanks for the award”lucap me cut off, I was confused my legs felt weak immediately nervous approaching me.

When I was feeling a tremendous nervousness I saw a handsome young man in an elegant black suit, I knew him very well, a familiar face, that was Angga my upperclassman and my neighbor.

Smile expands on my lips, my nervousness instantly disappears and the vibration of my body is no longer felt.

“I feel so happy today, all thanks to my Dad and Mom who were always there for me,in joy and sorrow.Although I once thought that Father and Mother did not love me but now I realize just by walking his time the thought will be lost”I began to convey everything in the my mind.

I was silent for quite a while, I swallowed a bitter spit in my mouth, drew a long breath and began to speak again.

While my father and mother listened carefully in the audience's seats with a touched look, they were proud of what Dena achieved.There was guilt in their minds because it used to make Dena like unloved.

“And also for my neighbor who is always supportive and always there for me thank you very much, I hope your icy nature will disappear as time goes on.

Cheers and applause from the invited guests echoed in the Farhana building, I smiled happily until unknowingly tears began to trickle down my right cheek.

When everyone was clapping, there was an incident that I will never forget, a girl whose face was familiar jumped from the 6th floor of the Farhana building making the invited guests face paled instantly.

In just a few seconds the guests ran away from the Farhana building in fear,not only one person jumped but there were three people at once.And one of them was the person I knew very well he was ranked 3rd in the general championship this year.

“I gulped bitterly, I ventured to look at the victims who for some reason suddenly jumped from a height I could not even estimate.

Fresh blood flowed indeterminably making my stomach nauseous instantly, I turned my gaze over where the incident happened, he said,my face paled my head dizzy when I saw someone I knew very well being on top staring me in the eye carefully.

It was Angga, as the various questions blew loudly from all directions, who was Angga?, what was he doing there?.

My heart was racing as Angga ran away from the 6th floor,coinciding with that ambulance and paramedics came to the building Farhana.They did not lose the life of God still love them only some of them who broke bones and experienced tremendous trauma.

The officers led the invited guests out of the Farhana building in an orderly manner, my face was still full of question marks, suddenly someone came and gave me a black and white jacket.

“Rendra you haven't come home?”ask me while looking towards the jacket giver.

Rendra smiled, not as usual at the moment he was like a different person to me maybe more mature.

“You alone?”

“I was waiting for Mom and Dad”I replied while leaning over to tie the shoelaces.

Suddenly Rendra taught her hand and began to stroke my hair slowly.I was surprised not to want to feel evasive but the sense of comfort had run my body.

“You must be afraid ya”celtuk Rendra with a smile that I can not understand, he is not the same person, he is different from the Rendra I know.

“She's not the Rendra I know”my murmur is slow there is almost no sound, chaotic thoughts and tears I can't stand.

After a few minutes I cried in his arms and began to hold my shoulder, erasing all sorrow and tears a sweet smile rose on my face.

Rendra then took my hand, we walked slowly to the parking lot of the Farhana building to get to a Ninja motorbike that I just realized that the motorbike belonged to Rendra.

“Since when can you ride the motor?”I asked while looking at the motor body that looks new.

“Month ago”his answer is short

Rendra then told me to get on the bike but I refused firmly.

“Keep my parents how?”exclaim me with a sullen face.

Surprisingly Rendra even laughed amusedly and stroked my hair for the umpteenth time.

“Apaan kok you are so happy to brush my hair I”yarik me like almost kidnapped pedophile.Rendra again laughed amusedly and rattled my hair to a mess m

“Gemes because” he replied with a small laugh.My cheek met red, who is this person?he's not Rendra it's impossible that he's Rendra.

Rendra then pulled out his phone and turned the voice note,mother's voice told me to go home with Rendra because Mom and Dad had a sudden assignment from the office and they had to leave me alone in the Farhana building.

I breathed a rough sigh,it was upset but how else would I not want to have to follow Rendra's request otherwise I have to walk to the nearest bus stop and the distance of the bus stop from the Farhana building is very far!.

“I stay nih”ucap Rendra teasing me.

“Alright I will ride to your motor but do not speed bring the motor”iksku sekhenya.

Rendra smiled and began to turn on the motorbike, after which we were both free to slide on the streets of the capital of course by avoiding police raids.

Rendra

Elsewhere is seen Angga who screams unreasonably, because of what he looks very chaotic and depressed, he said,the room bearing the school warehouse was used as Angga as a place of impingement because many easily broken items that he could throw as much.

Right in front of Angga looks a large mirror, the mirror is wrapped by a white cloth that has been very shabby, and,it looks dirty and full of spider nests.He then pulled the cloth and plastered his body and face in the mirror reflection.

“Why should today!”yelled Angga annoyed.Mata glazed glass can not withstand the sadness he was very disappointed because he had to be a coward in front of many people in front of people who were silent in his tribe.

“Dena you don't hate me right?”exclaim Angga talking to himself in front of the mirror, because too upset he then punched the mirror to shatter into pieces