Psychologically

My best friend

After visiting Mira's grave I also paid a visit to Mira's parents' tomb before returning home.

My heart feels asphyxiated as tears I can't stand, dripping along with drops of rain that start rushing.

Mom and Dad ran back to the car they gave me an umbrella before they left.

"Dena let's go home the rain has started to pour" my mother cried while covering her head with her hands.

I shook my head and wiped my tears with my hands.

Don't want to risk my mom giving me an umbrella so I don't get rained on.

I received the umbrella with a smile that began to fade.After giving the umbrella they both returned to the car.

"Om Aunt, please calm down there" I said as I stroked the headstone beside me.

I smiled and sowed flowers at Mira's parents' grave.

"Jagain Mira yes there Om Aunt Ajakin Mira play also I love you guys" continued me crying incessantly.

Today is July 7, 2021 I know everything, it's fun to be one this month, but I'll never hate July.

I ran back to the car with the rain getting heavier.

"Mother's father let's go home" I said with a pale smile.

When Mom held my hand to get into the car, suddenly my body was so limp my legs were unable to hold my body.

I fell right on the car door with a face that was turning pale.

Mom screamed in panic asking Dad to carry me in the car.

Dad's car drove down the streets of the capital to the nearest hospital.

There I immediately received medical treatment as soon as possible, the doctor also advised me to stay overnight for a while until my health was restored.

I was treated in the hospital room, Dad and Mom were still on standby to guard in the hospital hallway.

While I was still fast asleep, the phone ringing disrupted my deep sleep.

"Who's calling tonight like this" I muttered while taking a phone call.

I was surprised when I saw Rendra's name on my mobile screen.I immediately picked up and I greeted the person who called me.

"Hi"

"Dena" the voice on the other side sounded soft.

"Why Ren?"ask me while rubbing my eyes.

"Sorry Na" she said.

"Sorry for what Ren?"askaku.

"I have to go tonight" replied the person across the phone.

I got out of bed and immediately released the infusion that pierced my wrist.

"Yes I'm going to Japan tonight" Rendra said in a sad tone.

I dropped my phone and immediately ran to the hospital exit, My mother who had fallen asleep in panic when she found out I had run away.

"Dena Dena!"call my mom tight.

I didn't turn my head even though my body was still feeling weak, I was still able to run out of the hospital.

I waited with a worried face, not afraid that Mom would get here soon or afraid that Rendra's plane would take off.

Not long after a taxi stopped right in front of me I immediately entered the taxi.

Mom arrived at the right time but unfortunately I was already in the car.

"Sorry Mom I'll be back" I muttered slowly.

"Pak to Soekarno Hatta airport" shouted me along with the speed of the car that started high.

We were already on the highway, as usual the highway in the Capital City was jammed during the commute hours.

I clenched my hand anxiously, while looking at the dewy car window.

Meanwhile, Dena's mother was still standing in front of the hospital with a worried face and she called her husband.

"Well, Dena ran away from the hospital" cried Mother as she held Isak in tears.

"Yes, I'm going to the hospital" he said, hanging up the phone, and rushed into the car.

After a long journey, the taxi finally reached Soekarno Hatta airport just before the plane took off.

I entered the airport area, looking for the whereabouts of Rendra but still did not meet.I ran to and fro in the crowd.

"How am I going to find him in the crowd?"I murmured in my heart.

My breath was cut off when I saw a man in a thick jacket approaching me.

That's Rendra's her lover.

"Rendra"I whispered very slowly almost inaudibly.

Unable to hold my tears, I threw my body into Rendra's arms.

"Why must now" I cried as I continued to cry.

"Don't be angry" replied Rendra while stroking my head.

I wiped my snot and hugged her back.

"How do you wear a hospital patient's shirt?"ask Rendra to interrogate.

My face immediately paled but still did not look at his face.

"You're in the hospital, right?"ask her again with a face.

"Kok didn't say the same to me?, I'm not your girlfriend" continued Rendra with a question in question.

I just smiled shyly at Rendra's excessive worry.

"I don't want to worry you" I replied slowly.

Rendra then took off the thick fur jacket and put it on my body.

"We can still LDR" Rendra said arrived.

I didn't answer I was holding on tight to Rendra's fur jacket.

I nodded slowly and hugged her back.

Suddenly a voice sounded indicating the plane will take off soon.

I took off his embrace and waved as he was about to leave me.

Little by little my tears began to drip again, my chest felt tight until I could not breathe.

I was silent looking at Rendra's back after she could no longer see my vision was blurry and my body was very limp.

Loud sounds rang out at the airport my body fell but fortunately there was a blue-eyed and handsome-looking man holding my body.

That's my old-class Angga, he took me in a car.

"When you are sick again" Angga cried while driving a car.

My eyes blinked, my heart almost dislodged when I saw Angga was in front of him.

"How come I can be in Angga's car anyway" I muttered in my heart.

I pura pura fainted so as not to fight Angga if I'm actually conscious.

Angga drove his car to the hospital where I was treated, after a few minutes we both finally arrived.

Angga opened the back mobi door and held me with a heart.

His face was still cold as usual.

"You're still as heavy as you used to be" Angga muttered softly but I could still hear.

Does he remember?, my childhood was indeed quite beautiful when we still did not have the burden of any life.

We can also laugh cheerfully, and I still remember that Angga was my childhood best friend who was always there and always looked after me wherever I was.