Psychologically
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It looks like Mom is also preparing breakfast in the kitchen, how surprised I was when I saw the bowl of Mira's favorite mushroom soup was there, you know if I do not like mushroom soup?
Did you forget that I am allergic to mushroom broth, it seems that there is no way you can forget, the mother who has taken care of me for 12 years has become very impossible!.
“Dena let's go down to eat with”my mother when she saw me and Dad were going down the stairs.
I did not flinch, I stared at the bowl of mushroom soup that was still warm in front of me.This soup not make my appetite increase but instead make me nauseous.
“Why do mothers make this food?”I yelled annoyed at Mom.
“And why should mushroom soup Mira's favorite food you should make?there are still many foods that Dena likes Bu!”I continued to be angry and unclear to my mother.
“You don't have to eat it Dena you just need to look at it while praying that Mira is okay” replied my mother while staring at the mushroom soup nanar that began to cool down.
What does mother mean?isn't Mira always okay?but why did Mom say that?.
All the questions gathered in my head, you think I ran away from Dad and Mom who just sat there pensively like I had no hope of life.
A week after the incident I started school as usual.Now I have climbed to the 1st grade Junior High was happy.But I have to prepare for all the challenges in the new class later.
His name is Rendra my dear friend from SD, my dear son he is also one of my close friends who always play with me when the break time comes.
Everyone hates him but not me he looks funny like my father.
“Dena my love seneng deh can meet you again”seru Rendra my compatriot for the umpteenth time my heart almost dislodged hear his babbling.
“Anaan the hell Ren, far away there today I want to find a girl frienda”yor I did not lose to surprise Rendra.
How can of the many Junior High School in Jakarta why should he be my classmate and my countryman.
“Loh you are evil anyway Na so all this time our closeness is what?”answer a little lebay.
I did not flinch back I directed my attention to the birthday gift given by Dad last Sunday.Tiba just arrived Rendra thrust a box of chocolates on my desk.
“Happy birthday”ucap Rendra with his sweetest smile.I just smiled wryly looking at him.
“It turns out he still remembers ya?”, my inner.
Meanwhile, in another place, a young boy in a baseball jacket was carrying a freshly picked rose,his hands until bloody hit by thorns from the flower.Pronounced his intention to give the flower to his pujaan girl.
The boy named Angga the older brother of Dena, now he was sitting in the 8th grade Junior High, he smiled meaninglessly and passed away leaving the 7B class that occupied Dena and Rendra.
The first lesson hour is the most hated math lesson every student in school, let alone his teacher Pak Vishnu who is famous very fierce in their school.
“First day directly math aja”gumam I slow down.
“Iya I'm also upset” replied Rendra no less fierce.
How could he hear such a small voice, that Rendra was indeed very different strange perhaps more precisely.
Mr. Vishnu asked each student to form a group, we were asked to work on a project called “Smart People Teach Teman”that is the name of the project this time.
I had a laugh to hear that maybe what Mr. Wisnu meant was “Smart People Teach Stupid”but because Mr. Vishnu did not want to hurt our hearts so the project was named so.
I became the group leader this time because my math scores during the Elementary School class were quite satisfactory, while Rendra became a member of my group because he was not smart enough with this exact science lesson.
“Sekian lesson today, thank you and good day”ucap Pak Vishnu while passing away leaving
classs.
“Siang pak”answe all in unison.I stare at my group members in turn,why no one is smart my inner self.
“What are you thinking, we will not be free kok”ucap Ratna one of my friends arrived.
Binggo guessed right how he could read my mind, like a fortune teller, the rumor seemed to be true if Ratna could read minds.But I should not draw conclusions for no apparent reason.
“Yes forgive me for thinking so” I replied with a wry smile.
“So everything Ratna said was true?”said Rendra menimpali.
“After that we will do this task at whose home?”ask Vanya one of our group members.
“How about in my house only?”rendra replied while raising her hand.
After Rendra and I got to the cafeteria we immediately ordered the food we liked, Rendra ordered the meatballs while I ordered a bowl of warm soto along with iced tea that looked fresh.
When we ate our food, saw a group of upperclassmen heading to one of the tables near us, his face was familiar yes he was the head of the futsal members of Intan Jaya Middle School.
My neighbor and my father's friend's son who else if not Om Ridwan.I think back to Dad's story that Om Ridwan had wet the bed just for watching a horror movie.Laughter I suddenly exploded unstoppable.
“Dena you why laugh?”suddenly Rendra elbowed me hard like she was a little scared.
“Don't tell me you like that upperclassman?”rendra's exclaiming made me almost choke on the spicy soto sauce.
Where maybe I like my own neighbor, he is handsome but he is not like Rendra who cool when invited to talk, he instead looks and how to speak ice cold.
I was very quiet, various refrigerators met his cold refrigerator so double.They will freeze before meeting!.
The look we met, he seemed to really want my inner sotoku no less strange.
“Dena has come back to class”seru Rendra while pulling my hand.I do not refuse because indeed the break time is up.
We walked past a group of upperclassmen, my guess was that the bell rang and after the bell rang an announcement from the broadcasting room.
“It was announced to all Intan Jaya Junior High School students to immediately pack because today the round clock is accelerated because the teacher is having business thanks”
Suddenly all the students shouted with joy they ran into the classroom and out of school carrying their bags.
“Dena I want to go home first yes later I go to your house”seru Rendra while waving his hand.
I went out of school and walked up the yellow questionnaire because today mom didn't pick you up because of business.
When I climbed into the angkot how surprised I was when I saw Angga also in the angkot.Seems like he was also as surprised as me.Sunyi only you two who are in the angkot.
I wanted to start a conversation, but I was so scared to start it.
“You came home”thanya Angga arrived suddenly he looks clumsy after asking me that.
“Gak, want to swim yes want to go home lah”inku in heart.Ingin it feels like I threw the sentence but I pronounced.
“Iya kak”my answer slowly.
A few minutes after the boring trip we both came down from the top of the angkot, we had to still walk into the housing because of its location which is still far in the corner of the housing.
Our house was next to each other, after which I said goodbye to it and entered the house.
“I came home”yelling me upon entering the house.Sunyi, no reply.
I just remembered that mom was having some business outside the house,while Dad overtime and will go home later tonight.So soon I enter the room and replace my wet uniform with this sweat with a casual dress home.
Suddenly the bell rang, I immediately went down and opened the door, seen Ratna who was standing in front of the door, carrying a pile of thick books plus glasses it made her like a bookworm.
“Come in”take me on Ratna.
Silent, I want to start a conversation but what a power I was afraid to start talking a word two.And I like Dad would not be this ugly now.
“I take a drink first”my seru while walking towards the kitchen.
I returned to the living room with a drink and some snacks, and suddenly Ratna was beside me whispering something.
“Your thoughts are two”seru Ratna who suddenly made my heart dislodged.
“Ratna you can be there?”I said with anxiety and wonder why he could appear next to me suddenly.
“You're so unique, I've never seen someone as weird as you”his speech gave me goosebumps.
“You're a strange time”inku in heart.
“I'm not strange” replied Ratna no less fast.
How can he read my mind this is the second time he's read my mind, it's been so strange don't let the rumors be true?.
Shortly after that incident Vanya and Rendra came and broke the silence in my house.
