Psychologically

My School

I was put in a hospital bed, my parents didn't look like they were still busy looking for me after I escaped earlier.

"Dena do you remember when we were swinging?"ask Angga slowly.

I didn't answer because I was still pretending to faint.

"We once promised that we would get married and be together forever" Angga said.

I was stunned to hear the words Angga who was tormenting deeply.

Somehow I regretted receiving a little statement of love from Rendra, soon I crashed far away from the prejudice.

Rendra is my friend who is now officially my lover, I love her more than anything.

"I love you" muttered Angga softly but I could hear him clearly.

My heart is beating fast, my breathing is roaring not because, my heart feels tight.

Angga then walked out of the room, no matter how long Dad and Mom had been coming to my room when someone they thought was a hospital attendant contacted them, that Dena had returned to her room.

Dena knew very well that the person was Angga who had just come out of his room.

I opened my eyes slowly as a shoulder-haired woman hugged me tightly.

I hugged her back no less tightly.

"Sorry Mom you're so worried because of me" I muttered as I continued to immerse my face in Mom's arms.

Mother nodded.

"It's okay baby" replied Mother slowly.

While I was asleep there was an incident that I will probably never forget.

The next morning I woke up in a hospital bed, and my mother was still waiting for me until morning, while my father had probably left for work since.

Mother woke up and took a bowl of hot porridge that had just been delivered by the nurse.

"Let's eat first" persuaded my mother while offering a spoonful of warm porridge.

I nodded and felt no appetite.

"I'm not hungry Ma'am" I replied, closing my mouth.

Mother let out a long sigh with a sad face, I felt guilty and inevitably had to eat porridge that felt bland to me.

"Well that's dong" my mother exclaimed, smiling back up on her lips.

I just smiled bitterly as I continued to chew the porridge in my mouth, I really thought it was tasteless and bitter.

I thought back to Angga who brought me here last night, but how did he know I was at the airport, was he stalking me?.

Thousands of questions hit my head hard, and I could not answer them at all.

I decided to watch tv for a moment to forget all the thoughts about Angga.

I watched the news, but how shocked I was to see the name of the hospital on the hospital screen the same as the hospital where I was treated!

I was shocked instead of playing, my breathing grew heavier and the air around me grew thinner.

I looked back at the tv screen carefully.

Yesterday night at exactly 00:00 there was a very creepy incident on the top floor of the hospital.

A 17-year-old girl died by suicide.

It is known that the girl suffered from terminal breast cancer while her father fled leaving a debt that was so much that he could not pay.

While his mother is a night butterfly that when I don't know where it is.

I was stunned when I saw the time he ended his life, exactly ten minutes after Angga left.

Is this a mere coincidence?

I got in Dad's car.

"As good as a child?"ask my father while holding the wheel in his hand.

I nodded while Mom continued to hold my hand shortly after getting out of the hospital.

Arriving at home I immediately laid my body on my soft mattress.

I immediately widened my eyes when I remembered that I had not enrolled in any High School.

"Dena's mother's father wants a list of schools" I cried as I went down the stairs.

Dad and Mom looked at it almost simultaneously, breaking the silence in the dining room.

"Where do you want a list of schools for kids?"ask my dad while stirring his black coffee.

I shook my head not knowing I actually wanted to ask my parents' opinions as well.

"Dena's grades are good so Dena has to go to school at dong's favorite school" my mother replied as she brought her cake.

"Favorite school?"mummify slowly.

Suddenly there was a knock on the door from outside the house, I immediately walked down the stairs and opened the door.

"Rabella?"I murmured so surprised.

"Hai"he said softly.

I let Ratna in, after she sat in the living room I immediately took a drink and some snacks from the refrigerator.

"What's Ratna until you have to come here?"ask me while drinking orange juice.

Ratna looked over, then smiled sweetly.

"I want to invite you to apply for school together" said Ratna Lirih.

"Now?"many surprised.

Ratna nodded while showing the necessary documents including the certificate of achievement he got during his junior high school.

"We will definitely get a scholarship in High School later with our test scores" he explained with a smile.

"Do I have to go with her or not?"I murmured in my heart.

"You should join this great opportunity before registration closes" Ratna said with a smile.

This was the time he had read Dena's mind but how could.

"You must be thinking why I can read your mind right?, you'll find the answer if you go to Alexander High School.

I smiled bitterly, I know very well what Alexander High School is like.Schools that are European architectural style and have good value in the eyes of people.

Favorite school in the city of Jakarta, only students with the highest grades and big positions can go there.

But unfortunately if we go to school there, we have to follow very strict school rules.

The caste counts there.

If you're not smart it's okay but you have to come from a rich family and if you're not rich at least you have to be smart more than the teachers who are there.

If these rules are broken, your life will not be calm.

I gulped bitterly, I felt scared but I wanted so badly to get into this favorite school that I would know the big secret behind all my questions.

"Alright but I have to ask my parents for permission first" I replied as I stood leaving the living room.

Ratna nodded while smiling meaninglessly.

"My mother's father has decided to attend Alexander High School" I said in a serious tone.

Mom and Dad were shocked but they remained calm.