
Martha walked briskly with footsteps that were pounded violently onto the floor. She's pissed. As if he wanted to smash his hand against the wall.
He stopped and made the friends behind him come to a sudden stop.
" I'm not gonna let him be the same as me. Just this time there was someone who wanted me. I'm not saying it, "he said with a tinge of anger and clenched hands.
One of his friends approached,
" Tha, after I was the new boy had changed schools for the third time. What if we make a rumor about it aja. "his proposal with eyebrows half raised.
Martha glanced at him with a smile.
"Turning back and forth moving yaa. (displaying the devil's smile) With this could be my next material. Look at it, he could still say what else after this. "end the conversation with a happy smile and rush to walk to class.
After the lesson was over, the break came. I wrote on the table that slightly smelled of milk and various scribbles on it.
I glanced to my left and found Naufal writing. I started talking slowly.
" Ekheemm, " cleared his throat slowly.
Naufal turned towards the origin of the voice. He's lookingat me.
"My hymen is washed first. I just returned to Lo. Btw, tengkyuu already minjemin, "my words with a slightly embarrassed tone with the hand that continues to hold the pen.
Naufal took a quick look and put down his pen, "It's up to you. "the reply is relaxed.
My eyes are full of confusion.
" How?. "many wonder and I'm honestly confused.
Naufal tidied up his book and stood in definite style.
" Want to lo balikin or not, it's up to you. I had dozens of handkerchiefs at home "he continued leisurely and left me speechless.
I'm speechless.
The side turned his body back and made me flinch in shock because of his behavior.
" O maayyy, ngangetin aja lo Si, "my protest with a face still in shock.
"Ra, Naufal is like Everest. The peak is high and the cold is piercing the heart, so we have always seen him rich cold just now. "clearly Sisi with a serious face while holding a pen that is still not closed. It was slightly scratched under her lips without her being conscious.
I saw him, slowly lowering his pen as he fantasized about Naufal.
I nodded too.
Rendra who heard our conversation also began to chimed in.
" Say, said the glasses. A kid as cold as the North polar ice. If I'm the opposite, as warm as the morning sun. "typically with style by tidying up the suit.
I stared strangely and began to point my body at him. " I think you have a problem with people wearing glasses, "I replied with my hands leaning against the bench.
Rendra shuddered. " Haa, what do you mean?" he asked with a face that did not understand my words.
I'm shaking.
I also tidied up the book and held the hand Sisi omens want to come out.
The side just follows.
"Heeyyy, you're not clear what that means. Heeyyy, Lauraaaaa. "his protest was high-pitched and upset.
I have to go after. Her thought.
I walked through the hallway to the cafeteria. But there's something different. The look around that made his aura different. Sisi also felt the same way as his surroundings.
Arriving at the cafeteria all gazes were fixed on my presence.
With Rendra continuing to walk after me from behind.
"Say he moved repeatedly. It must be a big problem, "the talk of someone who made my gaze fixed on him.
" Would he not be heard how to help so that he was expelled." continued the others.
" or tegodain teacher to get high grades so that they can be champions "sook others with mocking laughter.
" I think the kids are good, uh it turns out the same. The rubbish of society "
" Moving once is normal, this is the third time. Maybe some more school nyari to be able to move again "
" Ehh, or maybe he moved schools so he could do the boys on the screen so he could be snatched "
" I also saw him the same way Rizky, know a student with good quality "
Their talk piled up and kept spinning in my head.
Like it used to be. I can't fight and I can just be quiet. The incessant talk that made my chest feel tight.
I held tightly onto my chest which was feeling hot and as if the blood flow had stopped for a moment. I can't feel the air around me..
The side that saw me started to panic.
" Ra, what's wrong? Ra's? Laura, you gakpapa?. "worry side next to me while holding tightly to my hand so I don't fall.
All I saw was Sisi's face starting to flip. Everyone around like overlapping. All formless.
I'm claustrophobic. I can't breathe.
I quickly removed the Sisi handle and walked away to find where the air was. While holding my chest that felt uncontrollable I also moved away with certainty.
Leaving behind all the rants and intense eye gazes.
" Ra, where are you going?. "cried sideways and started chasing.
But Rendra's in the way.
" Let me, "he said and immediately ran after.
Elsewhere, Martha watched closely and with a satisfied smile at what she saw.
" At last, we know what bar-bar girl's weakness is, "appears a satisfied face.
Martha saw Rendra who was chasing Laura quickly. His eyes radiate anger.
My chest is about to explode. So claustrophobic. I can't stand it. Why is it still this way, is it still repeated?
I don't know where I'm headed. I just follow the road and climb the stairs.
Suddenly I came to one of the high places and with a strong wind.
I finally found the location where the air was.
I took off my suit quickly and loosened the tie to get some air.
I breathe with all my might.
Walking slowly and dropping my body into one wall to relax the body that had been shaking violently.
"Aaahhhhh, aaaahhhh, haaaahhhh. "a gasping breath. It was as if the breath was on the horns.
Rendra ran as hard as she could to find my location. He can't find anywhere.
He saw one door open, leading to the top rooftop. He ran towards the door and climbed the stairs quickly.
And finally I found myself sitting limp.
"Haha, huhh. Finally met. "he said satisfied with breath gasping for constantly running.
He saw my condition was impossible.
Laura's?
I can't see who's coming. All I saw was footsteps walking straight towards me. My vision is blurry. Still not focused.
Rendra took my coat which I carelessly took off and squatted down in front of me.
" I'm sorry, I don't run as fast as the athletes, "he said slowly.
I don't really listen. I'm sweating cold.
Rendra sat down next to me and leaned my head on her shoulder slowly. I'm not picking. I was too weak to respond.
I closed my eyes for a while and adjusted my breathing carefully.
" Lo squirms it all. "the first word I said was still with my eyes closed.
Rendra who heard, saw me at a glance and did not want to make a sound. He took a slow breath.
I started to lift my head which honestly still felt heavy slowly. I don't want to linger leaning on this guy's shoulder. Thought.
But Rendra's hand quickly held my head back by positioning it back on his shoulder.
"Don't lift it first, you're still dizzy, right? Don't be strong for all situations. Sometimes we need a backrest to just reduce the burden that is stacked. "the protest is slow with a definite tone.
For some reason, I can only follow what he suggests.
Shit, I owe this guy a debt.