
The childhood that every child dreams of is to gather with family while chatting lightly and releasing laughter together. Mom and dad. Just sitting back and watching TV together is more than enough.
But that doesn't apply to me. Specially for me. Childhood is a time I want to go through that I don't even want to remember I ever felt that way. I want to get out of my life, if I can.
" What's my fault? WHATAAA! I'm not the one who makes trouble, but why do I accept everything. "my tears break and while screaming that makes this chest tight to not know how to breathe.
A storage warehouse of dark unused goods and with great clumping dust. I'm locked up with a mind that doesn't know what I'm doing.
I heard the sound of the door being locked from the outside quickly. I kept pushing the door hard. But it still doesn't pay off. The door is locked tight.
" BUKAA'S. OPENAAAAAAA!. Why do you admit this, WHYAAA!. "talk me hard while trying to knock on the door to open it immediately.
I can't stand the humid air and the atmosphere that shouldn't be occupied. I hate the dark. I don't like being alone.
After finishing locking the door Shifa also threw the key in any direction.
" Don't call me brother. I don't have a sister in my life" Shifa said flatly without showing any expression.
I was stunned and stopped knocking on the door to try to get out. I lowered my hand from the door. Tears fell without warning. I also no longer have the energy to support myself to stay standing.
Sitting limp near the door while dripping tears that continue to wet the cheeks. The darkness I hated grew stronger with the words I had just heard. And since then I have never known the word family and what the meaning of family is.
All so stifling when they hear the word family.
Shifa walked straight away leaving me locked in the barn.
I sat down curled up below and kept calling mom and mom.
On the other hand, my mother was trying to find my presence in every corner of the house. Mother ran with all her might to search for my unseen existence.
" Jeaaaa. Lauraaaaaaa. Raaaaaaaaa. "yell ibubyang keep trying to find.
While Shifa who just monitor from a distance while smiling thinly over what he saw.
On one side, Adiwiguna's family assistant trust saw Shifa's behavior as if she did not feel guilty for what she did.
The assistant breathed heavily.
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why should he stop me at a time like this. Why?
We also chose to sit in a place I had not met at this school.
I only chose the silence of a thousand languages.
Rendra continued to stare at me without saying a single word.
I started glancing at him to see if he was still there. And it turns out he's still there, we're looking at him.
I blinked my eyes quickly. Alu turned my gaze back to stare straight ahead.
Rendra exhaled while glancing in any direction.
" I don't want to do anything you're sure to answer. But I'll be there when you're ready for the story. "confident remarks from him while looking seriously at me.
I who heard it began not to focus on what I saw in front. I also chose to tilt my head slightly towards him.
I found a serious face of Rendra that I had never seen in as long as I knew her.
The wind that accompanied Rendra's words.
After going through various random events, the waiting school bell finally rang.
I quickly tidied up all the books and equipment left in the drawer.
When I'm done tidying everything up and when I want to wear a bag to go home. With a swift Rendra was already standing neatly at the side while picking up my bag with her santuy.
I was confused about what he was doing at the time.
" Come." he said briefly as he walked away without explaining anything.
I who do not understand what happened as well as Sisi who saw the incident earlier.
Then I immediately stood up to Rendra who was far ahead.
Naufal who was also there and saw what Rendra did could only monitor without showing a meaningful reaction.
I ran small to chase after her who was already standing neatly beside her car peacefully.
I approached her a little bit.
" Lo.. Lo take my bag, balikin. "my words while holding my knee because. a little tired chasing after him.
Rendra, who was holding my bag, smiled innocently.
" Come with me. "take my bag in his car without giving me a chance to digest what happened.
After throwing my bag in the car, he walked to get into the car and immediately started the car engine to leave.
I was confused because I did not know how to take my bag peacefully, finally chose to open the car door and then take my bag to get out. I left the door open so that after picking up my bag I could leave quickly.
Without me knowing it turns out Rendra has minions who help the operation at this time.
Instantly the car door was closed and I ended up trapped in Rendra's car at that time.
No other and not the one who helped the course of this plan was Jon and Agus brothers.
They proudly managed to get me into their trap today.
They also ended with each other tos and accompanied by a smile that was like winning the first champion of the race.
I'm resigned. I can't force my car out by jumping. I'm not a cat with a lot of life reserves.
Finally with a heavy heart and heavy steps, I was forced to go with Rendra.
" cheater. I play with the team, I'm alone. I must have been k.o. "my protest while looking at it with a cynical look.
Rendra who remained relaxed driving without feeling sinful also responded with a mocking smile.
" It takes a lot of energy to just ngajak lo make a car with me. "he replied while driving straight ahead.
I was also upset that there was no direction. Seeing him continue to drive his car in a direction that is not at all familiar to me.
I looked at the window and found a new atmosphere, what is this place?
Rendra entered the gate larger than the school gate.
After passing a long road to just go inside, we finally arrived at one of the buildings that I had been gaping over what I saw.
Where'sisthis?