
After an irritating early morning, I headed straight for the school roof to momentarily fill the calmness within my body and soul. Today the teacher is holding a monthly meeting and also talking about Uts which will be held in the near future.
" Yeshaaaahhhh. Start your morning with peace Laura, damaaaaaiiii. "my cry that makes the chest more tight.
There was grusuk grasak behind the wall. I quickly turned around, looking for the origin of the sound.
" Whoa? if humans please make a sound, if not please leave peacefully. "my words start a little horror.
His grusuk grasak voice was getting louder. I started to retreat spontaneously.
AND..............................
braaaaaaaaaaaaaaaakkkkkk.
" aarrrrrrghhhhhh. "my shout broke for a moment.
" Lo's voice is quite shrill as well. "the ridicule of someone who just jumped from up there.
Walk leisurely after making noise and seem innocent of what he did to my innocent heart.
" Nau-naufal's? Oh, my God, I swear to sit up there. Wiggling what shooting stars. "manyu annoyed while holding the heart that is still running a marathon.
Naufal walk in peace. I turned my body back to the front.
" Lo who has been my alley actually." said briefly Naufal while taking a position on my left with a cross-handed position.
I looked cynically.
" Wait, yeah I know you're here. If you write at the entrance, NAUFAL IS HERE. No, yes where I know. "my answer is upset because he is also one of the causes of my aggravation increased today.
Naufal looked briefly. " I think you have a real problem at this school, even though you are still a new student." continued Naufal who is still flat-faced.
I exhaled an upset breath.
" trouble? you mean "my words while facing my body completely towards Naufal.
The wind blew slowly and made my hair that I broke into following the gust of wind.
Yes, I opened my hair tie so I could feel the blood flow to my brain.
Naufal watched carefully without blinking.
The wind that made my hair run down followed the wind. I also slightly tidied it by tucking my hair into the ear so as not to interfere with my vision at that time. My eyes kept flashing due to the gust of wind that made my hair slightly block the direction of view.
Spontaneously Naufal helped tidy up my hair by tucking my hair into my right ear. I was shocked not to play so I retreated suddenly and stumbled a little, a moment almost falling Naufal swiftly caught my body at that moment.
He and I looked at each other unintentionally.
My eyes were wide open at what was happening right now. Naufal's? Why is this son?
" I never told you the source of the problem. But, you are too easy to fishing to make people can bully you. "he said who still holds my body so as not to fall.
" I don't think I've ever run away from trouble. And one thing, from the beginning it was not me who made the problems that you think it started from me. And please release me. "I said as I quickly removed Naufal's grip.
I walked backwards. " Lo ga can say someone has a problem with just squirming what you see. Many things you gatau and do not pretend as if you know everything with just one look. "reply me while walking away leaving her speechless before there is a chance to answer.
Naufal remained silent. He breathed his heavy breath. Then I looked at my departure with a sorry look.
He turned his gaze towards the front while clenching both of his hands.
I went down the stairs quickly.
" I'm here to get some fresh air, not to look for anything more. What the heck was the child. "my words were irritated and then continued my steps to get down.
In the classroom.
Sisi was listening to his favorite song until he didn't notice my presence.
While closing his eyes and shaking his body casually he was shocked because I laid my body hard behind him.
Quickly looking back. " Ra? Lo why, just come already not in the mood so. "ask Sisi while turning towards me who put my head on the table.
I breathed a heavy breath.
I quickly raised my head which made Sisi shocked at my sudden actions.
" I gamau denger that name again pliiiiiiisss." I said annoyed.
The side breathes slowly.
Suddenly my phone rang, and soon I picked it up. Unknown number. Who's this? Thought.
Sisi caught a glimpse of, "Who?. "his curious question.
I cringe at my forehead. I'll let it go, it must be a prank call.
The second ring. I still let. This is the fourth time.
Intention to swear.
Then I lift up irritated.
" Hello, sorry the owner of this phone is in a condition that can not be disturbed for a while, ja-.". "before I finish my words a voice that sounds familiar to me.
" Haii, my beloved brother." a word that sounded annoying.
The look on my face changed instantly over what I just heard.
" Shifa?. "manyu flat.
Shifa's smile began to expand.
" Lo still want my voice turned out. How are you, still stressed ga?. "asked Shifa while eating her snack at that time.
Shifa was relaxing by her pool.
I began to turn my countenance serious, and made Sisi a little surprised at my sudden change.
" I don't need your attention. "my words are sniffed.
I heard the laughter of Shifa that I hated the most.
Shifa also woke up from her sleep and walked casually by the pool.
" I was actually curious how your life is as nyokap lo after coming out of the Adiwiguna family. How's it? you can still eat, "he asked casually.
I clenched my left hand while exhaling my heavy breath. " I never thought it was home. It's just a place in it that's the most disgusting person I've ever met. And I'm grateful to be able to get out of such a dirty place" I said casually and intimidatingly.
Shifa's steps stopped. " What? What did you just say? Dirty. " Shifa started to grit her teeth a sign she was annoyed instead of playing.
I sit leaning.
" yes. K-O-T-O-R. "my words by spelling the words he hates.
Shifa started to not stand it. He was screaming too.
" Heeeee, you're just as happy as you're making this place dirty. LO TAAAUUU LO YA-YA. Makes it hysterical.
I got up with a lot of annoyance, and walked towards the back door of the class. I found Rendra who had just entered the classroom. I glanced at a glance. With an annoyed face, without a second thought I immediately stepped my feet out quickly.
Leaving Rendra's puzzled look at what he saw. So did the side who followed stood with the intention of following me.
I walked away. Leave everything behind there.
I can't go to the roof of the school either. Can't sit on a basketball court and can't sit still in class. Can't go anywhere. There's no destination. Until suddenly my steps stopped with the grip of the hand that stopped my steps to continue walking in an uncertain direction.
A rendra?
He's holding me back from going in an uncertain direction? She's she?
With a worried look that he emanated made my mind more chaotic not necessarily direction anymore.
Why should he?