Protective Man's

Protective Man's
Glance of Reflection



Good evening to you who are reading in your heart. Why survive 'midnight' because I wrote this right at 23:30 Wib. From me who is typing word by word, and is stringing words that are passing in the mind since writing this.


The fad that rewarded me typing this.


.......... Your Self .........


Some say "Life is only once, so enjoy "some say


" Don't let when you're 25, you'll regret things you didn't do the year before ".........


However, I am not sorry for what I have not achieved. But, as soon as this sentence filled my mind "If you regret the past, then you will not be grateful for the future "this sentence with its leisure present in my mind without cue.


Too many words that I ended up drowning in the words myself. Race against time that wants everything to come true in the end.


One thing I want to say is. I just want to point out from these types of all the thoughts that show that creativity exists, I convinced myself to take the path I wanted to take long ago. The path that some of the closest people understand that I am indeed fit for this position. The position of making the world I dream of come true through the words I want to make one decki one. The word I want to make a reality is a lot of steep paths when living it. An invisible path at all while treading it. The path I'm going to start right now.


I feel like I want to go but no place will accept my presence later. There are too many things made up by myself. Be honest. I want to make that happen one by one.


But I don't know if I deserve, can, can and powerful to make that a reality.


Whether the words I write can convince myself of the aoa I will be responsible for later.


The starting line is still gray, it has not shown any signs it will turn into a forward.


Am I sure?


Am I sure of what I'm going to do about this?


Always have a question mark when starting something. Have not started learning but have been confused about the creepy test.


What some people fear is starting something.


Because behind the word start, there are millions of thoughts and challenges that are ready to wait. What I've really been afraid of these past few years.


It is certain to think whether it is appropriate or not.


It's not part of the story I'm writing. But whether the character I created in this story will be willing if he is created from confusion about what he has not done.


My words are a lot of 😅


But, whether everything we do to start something new should get permission first.


Spoilers


The painful thing is to believe the wrong person. That belief is no longer considered.


The story of Rendra and Laura is a handful of stories that I want to realize in the form of novels and even films. But does this story deserve all that?


From my laziness to uncovering and a million other reasons.