PROMISE AT THAT TIME

He's Airin

Airin who I think has a different mind, a different point of view than most women .

he understands the circumstances but does not justify my mistakes either .

he advised me because of my bad nature and taught me how to appreciate and understand a woman .

" changing bad nature is not going to be easy Ram, there must be a will from your own as well as others can only advise aja "Airin advised me

" yes Airin, I'll try "my answer

" it definitely needs process and time, but you must keep the spirit, for your good also ko Rama" said Airin

" thank you very much Airin, I'm already a little relieved now "my answer

" yes same with Rama, already malem nih Ram, go home yu "take Airin

" i anterin you go home, Airin "quote me

" okay, "answer Airin

I really felt comfortable telling Airin in my first meeting , felt weird and felt like I could yes but that's what happened and what I felt .

from then on I tried to change my nature to appreciate more women like what Airin told me .

I started not getting too close to women on campus even though it was very difficult, like there was less .

but I'm trying for that .

one day while I was walking in the hallway of campus I saw Airin, walking with a popular kid on campus, call him Rudi .

Rudi the basketball boy and captain of this team is very popular and loved here .

This handsome-faced Rudia is also in the female gandrungi here .

there may not be a woman who does not know him .

I was not so surprised to see it because Airin who I think is different from other women close to Rudi in a popular kid on campus .

I think they fit .

what I have in mind is that they are close or even dating, seen from the way they talk, smile and from their body gestures .

very much explains their closeness .

" hey Rama "greet me Airin

" hey Rin" I replied casually

" how is it ? it's a relief now "ask Airin to me

" luckily Rin, thank you "my answer

" well, later if you want a story, a story is okay "

my eyes were focused on Rudi who was looking at me cynically maybe because I was talking to her lover or if I didn't know .

" Rin come on later "take Rudi to Airin

" yes Rudi for a moment" Airin replied to Rudi

" Ram, I go first yes "Airin say goodbye to me

they go, I don't know where I don't know, but I'm very curious to see the closeness of Rudi and Airin .

I'm looking for their closeness .

every day I watched Airin as well as Rudi, whether they were dating or just getting close .

I saw them go to college together, do assignments together, follow social services together .

but that can't be sure if they're dating or not .

until they finally went to the library and I followed them .

I want to hear and take a closer look at their togetherness .

they both sit at a library table and together read a book, not knowing what book they read but looking like a sports book, seen from the cover .

I tried to approach them by pretending to look for books on a shelf close to their table .

trying to hear their conversation and hoping to find a bright spot about their closeness .

but arrived . . .

" I "GUUUBBRAAAKK "