PROMISE AT THAT TIME

My badness

my unsatisfied bad nature of being close to one woman makes me feel like someone who is very much in love with this college .

but I'm wrong because not everyone likes my attitude, let alone women .

the woman I should be able to look after and respect as my parents taught me .

the woman I should have appreciated even played with .

although only with smart talk, smart say the word but it is enough to make the woman I approach feel comfortable .

without them knowing they're just victims of my nature .

the real bad nature I wanted to change a long time ago but indeed the process took a long time .

or I don't want to change it .

Dara, my smart and slightly humorous lover did not know that her lover turned out to be a college playboy .

besides indeed we are different campus, on my campus also dara do not have people he knows .

Dara thinks I'm a fine guy on campus .

without knowing his daily life on campus is only approaching thousands of women alone .

I can convince Dara that I'm a good man that makes Dara not suspect anything about me and never once did he find out how I was on campus .

so Dara never once came to my college .

though if Dara arrived to come to campus maybe he will see me close to the woman there who will make him angry, sad and disappointed .

and stupidly, I never thought I'd get there .

Almost half a year I dated Dara and I was still walking with other women at a time when Dara was busy .

didn't change my attitude even though Dara thinks she can make me very happy .

he who is very accepting of my circumstances, very attentive, caring, dear and devotes anything to me .

Dara who is endlessly giving her affection .

I love him too and I don't want to lose him in my life either .

he can make me laugh so happily in my day .

but I also have not been able to change the bad nature that still pervades in me this .

a possible trait if Dara knows , she will leave me as soon as possible .

because half a year of dating Dara is fine .

I'm still casually close to the lady .

walk together, eat , play like a lover and ignore Dara who is always waiting for news from me .

looking for me when I arrived disappeared and there was no news at all .

Dara never suspected anything because I could make her believe and believe .

until finally Dara who intends to give a surprise on my birthday, arrived to the campus without my knowledge .

Dara walked around the campus looking for me with a small cake in her right hand and a small gift in her left hand .

he hoped I would be happy with the little surprise he gave me right on my birthday .

but everything was not as he had expected .

the surprise that he would give to his lover who he had always considered good was fine crumbled .

Dara is shocked , devastated , angry , disappointed because the lover she is proud of is sitting friendly on the campus park bench with a woman .

Dara immediately approached me with a face full of anger .