PROMISE AT THAT TIME

Him and Him

can not be denied if the heart is divided for Dara and Airin .

I can't choose between the two .

Dara who has been in a relationship with me since the beginning and can make me comfortable when I am close to many women .

and Airin who came when Dara left me, encouraged me and made me change my vices a little bit .

Airin appeared like a helper angel when I was really fragile when I lost Dara but on the other hand Dara is a goddess who always makes me feel comfortable beside her .

I am selfish for not being able to choose between them and my heart cannot lie if I cannot lose one of them .

as much as possible I divide my time for both of them .

I continued my love story with Dara as I got closer to Airin .

day by day I began to get used to dividing my time for the two of them .

I began to lie so often that the two of them were not suspicious .

I'm good at dividing time, I'm good at talking, I'm good at lying so they both don't suspect my gestures at all .

when I was with one of them, I removed the traces of chat , phone , photos on my phone so as not to be found .

actually it's very complicated, but I did it because I haven't been able to choose one of them and I don't want to lose any of them either .

fortunately they were both not in the same campus that made me get close to one of them without anyone knowing .

I can go to college with Dara but go back to college with Airin, and vice versa .

I who according to Dara has changed and is now a person who is always beside her when in fact when there was a time I could have been with Airin .

and I who Airin thinks can change, and can make her move on from her ex-boyfriend always waiting for my appointment .

promise to always make her smile happily .

maybe I'll be left by the two of them .

or maybe one of them is still willing to accept and give me a second chance .

the most important thing for me is that I can be comfortable with Dara and can make Airin smile happily .

although from a small heart once said , want until when like this , want to until when to divide .

maybe until I can really choose one of them or until one of them leaves me .

because for now my heart is still divided for the two of them .

if only I hadn't met Dara back then maybe it wouldn't have been like this .

maybe I'll just live my story with Airin, the one who made me rise from the slump when I lost Dara .

but maybe I was reunited with Dara because it was my destiny to be with her but Dara came back at the wrong time because I was getting close to Airin .

yes I'm a bad man, double and split hearts for two women .

two people love me the same .

the same two people I love .

not thinking about their hearts .

it breaks their hearts to know this .

don't think someday they'll leave me if they know this .

I just live the one part of life I have to live and hope it will be all right .