PROMISE AT THAT TIME

Regret Yourself

without a word Dara left me for granted . passed with a face full of disappointment .

the lover he had been dear to was not in accordance with what he expected .

I can only mourn his passing with regret .

every day after that incident, my phone never wanted him to pick up, all my messages were ignored .

maybe he's still disappointed in me .

one day I ventured to come to Dara's house .

want to apologize and ask how the continuation of the relationship that we have lived 'but what I got

" this is what I thought mateng mateng Ram , and this will already be my decision "Dara with eyes moist

" well whatever your decision I will accept even if it must be hard for me Dara " answered me

" i think if this relationship we continue it won't be real before you want to change your nature it's Rama , ' he said , but on the one hand you're the first person who can make me really fall in love every day "

" my decision has been unanimous Rama, we better break first, we introfection ourselves first each "

" you're with that attitude of yours and maybe I also have flaws so you still want to be close to another woman "

" i hope you can accept my decision Rama, I will still love you "

dara's cries unstoppable again, I just silently watched her cry in front of me .

I felt instantly empty, empty with no direction .

I don't think my day will be as bright as it used to be .

I just felt this way because I never really loved anyone before .

but when that guy is around I just put him away .

after that day my day is not as happy as it used to be .

very very different, like I'm not the usual .

cold, indifferent and reserved, so is my attitude to women who make them wonder ,

" you why Ram ?? not as rich as usual gini "ask one of my friends

" yes it's not usually , are you upset ? broken heart ? your rich heavyweight playboy days can be messed up with girls ?? " the response of my other friend

" the cave also does not know why bro , just this time the cave herrasai so this "my answer

" already sob, there are still many girls, especially now many new children, smooth smooth bro , still on plain " invite my friend

" sorry bro, now the cave is really not the mood bro, again do not want to think about girls first, want to calm the mind first "my answer

I now prefer to be alone, regretting the biggest mistake in my opinion .

mistakes that make people who love me and also I love leave with disappointment .

I could spend all day sitting on a park bench .

or spend time at the cafe I always go to with my ex-boyfriend Dara .

am I ready to call him ex, but it seems I'm not ready .

I still have great hope of always being with her .

when I sat alone in the corner of the cafe, suddenly a friend came over

" heyy Rama, tumben himself, usually the same girl" asked Linda

" hahhaahh, why did Lin , again want to "just answer me

" i can sit here, right ? oh yes know this Airin, he's the new kid on campus "ask Linda

" maybe, O Airin I am Rama, old friend Linda, can you guys know each other ? "

" i moved from the campus next door and it just so happened that Linda was me at Junior High" replied Airin

" ohh okay "my answer is brief

" you why Wa ?? ga is usually rich gini, usually if the acquaintance of the most passionate girl, let alone beautiful rich Airin " Linda asked me

" mmmmmmm , . . .